Thursday, December 31, 2009

2010!

Yay, today would be the last day of 2009 and i think 2009 wasn't a really good or bad year for me, except for some stuff which really turn my life 360 degree around. But yea, life still had to carry on no matter what happen ba. :D mayb i gonna write all the bigbig event happen to me in 2009. If i still remember them. LOL.

1) Faith cheong!
Haha, surprise to see her name here huh? she was the one who had really change my life this year, and we are TWIN! She was the one who really pull me up when i needed someone to do. She was the one who i can randomly hi-5 with over meaningful(less) stuff. She was the first girl who gave my a v.card (am i allow to post the picture here? ). :D YAY, thank you so much. She was the one who always spammed rubbish around on msn. She was the first girl who went study date with me. Guaikia. :D YAY for the pms girl, BUT SHE ROCKS. :) HAH.

edited: OH YES, I REMEMBER THE TIKO BIMBO thing. HEH, WHEN CAN UPLOAD PHOTO, I GONNA DO IT AGAIN! Coz it was dam freaking cool. LOL! AND u are the first freaking girl WHO i gonna do such a handmake gift for u. U SHOULD BE HAPPY AND HAVE THE HONOURED TO RECEIVE A F9 ARTPIECE. LOL! Let hope u will like it k? :D REMEMBER OUR PRESENT RULE? LOOK, READ, THROW! :D MUSCLE MUSCLE! HAH. And the mrs ang-yoong (k, sry max!) thingy hor! The zhangs sister who are both ass and came out with that. LOL, but it was real fun crapping with you! It really help to entertain me. :X wahah, i think i still got alotalot more to type. :X SO LET DO IT OTHER PLACE. :D if u urself wanna read den tell me! WAHAH











2) Unity sec
Yeap, u didn't see wrong, it unity sec. Ok, it had totally change my life upside down, when they close down volleyball. I mean yea, back den, i didnt really notice how much i like vball, but now i truly understand it. Vball is like slowly part of my life, but now it had been taken away, i believe u would be piss and angry as well right? It like your loved one gone suddenly. :(



Ok den, move on. Conduct rating for the year. This had totally screw me up ok? The school broke their promise, aiya big la big la, adult ma, i can do anything about it sia. Aiya, but forget it, LET MOVE ON.

3) sc'06!
I think this would be self-explain if u had read my blog in the past. :D so yea! CAN I SKIP THIS?



BUT DUN WORRY, I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS! But sorry for tonite, wouldnt be able to meet up with you guys for countdown. SORRY!

Actually, i felt dam lazy now. i would update the rest later! :D

4) Unity vball team!
I had really a great time with this time. They are the one who make me drop tears, laugh, get pissed off with and all sort of stuff. But the time that we had spent together was really wonderful, if time could go back, i might still choose unity as my team despite of all my complain. :D They are Tong hua, Javin, Yi jie, elvin, yong han, long jie, jun yu (grats on getting top for n'lv), norman and so on! Really thank alot people. I really grew up alot with you all. From all the serious-ness to the joke that we play on each other. :D thank you guys so much. UNITY, OUSH!

zomg, and i notice we dun even have a team photo together before except the one which we took for school. -.-!

5) Mr tan!
YES, YOUR EYE DIDN'T PLAY TRICK ON YOU. IT THE MATH TEACHER! Hah, i dunno why but i really felt his words had motivated me dam freaking lot, but still i am still not doing anything. He was the only one teacher who sit down and talk to us about our problem and try to help us solve it. It just like more of a friend after lesson den teacher, as he was a teacher who i really trust and i can confide too! He had always helped me alot before sec 3s EOY, but yea, my result is still sucky! GONNA work hard next year and achieve better result!


6) Sec sch best friend!
Wee, you guys are the one who had give my mental support whenever i need them. AND thank ben for the free morning ride, and all the going home time together. :D waiting for each other after lesson and doing rubbish before we go home. And yeap, remember the vball inter-class? i think that event had pull us even closer together! Sorry at the same time, i think i did something real stupid that time too. But i doubt anyone remember it! YAY!

Thank for all the outing and stuff. It really help to make us closer together! I will never forget u guys NICE COOKIES! It was really really dam nice to see such nice handmake present! It was nice, wonderful and tasty! PLS MAKE MORE!



I got so much more so much more to update, but picture seem unable to upload which piss me off! I SHALL UPDATE THE REST WHEN I AM FREE LE LA! Now, i shall go back to the FIRST 3, AND ADD MORE! zomg, time is running up for me to do stuff. -.- SCREW SCHOOL FOR STARTING SO EARLY!!!

edited:

7) 09s60!
YES, WITH THOSE JERK AND WHORE, they had changed me quite alot somehow, which i don't what happen. But seriously, they are really a group of people who is dam open with each other, and the class is totally bonded like siao. AND THE MOST QIAO THING IS, THEIR CLASS GOT SOMEONE WHO HAD EXACTLY THE SAME NAME AS ME. HOW COOL WAS THAT! But whenever i go, he wont be around :( didnt get to see him at all. Oww, dam sad! OK, SO NO MORE HONEYMOON YEAR LE! Everyone gonna get back into serious mood and mug! Haha.
AND DAM U GUYS FOR HAVING 1 MORE WK OF HOLIDAY MORE DEN ME!! AND CHRIS MENTION IT TO ME AGAIN! U ass!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Good thing always end fast. :(

Few more days, and we are all back to our daily BORED routine. Waking up at 5+, go school, come home mug, makan, sleep. Dam lifeless. Unlike holiday where u slack around and stone, and maybe do some meaningful stuff, and probably learn stuff we might not learn in school, or even some moral or values. :D

Ok, just get to know that ms kom is our new form-teacher, and that like mixed feeling, ggified. HAH. Apparantly, i had lost my bio tys, and that a wonderful news! Gonna get my reflection ready first. Dao wadever she gonna say. WOOTS.

Yes, this holiday I had done quite alot of stuff I wanted to do, and yet i had failed some of them. Example like the handball stuff, I really wanted it so badly, SERIOUSLY BADLY. Wanxin and gang should get what I mean. Let have a teamtalk real soon, and decide what we gonna do next about it. :D Organise friendly to crash the shit cheapo school ah! hah

Oh yea, someone finally did notice about something I like to do when i am posting on blog. :D HAH.

Okie donkie, i had to finish up the rest of my homework liao except for bio! If not i will be a deadmeat soon. AND SOMEONE WOULDNT GET HER PREZZIE ON HER B'DAE! HAH

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

HOME ALONE

Wahah, Im gonna be home alone soon in like not long later. LOL irony sentence, but who cares. Nothing much had really happened this holiday, except some stuff make me felt that I am just a lucky bastard. (not gonna mention which incident, but IT THAT ONE!)

So upon that, i came out with this myself. :X not sure was it from anyone anywhere or wad, but it just came to me like magic!


Trouble or problem is nothing to me now.
They will pass no matter if i cry or laugh.
Hence, i must live everyday to my fullest!


So the attitude of my life now, is gonna be happy.go.lucky! Let hope nothing piss mi off now. :D

But before that happen, i really hope some ass just get off me and stop irritated me, i got my own limit, and i am freaking sure i know what i am doing more then you do. You don't even have any blood relationship with me, get out of my life. :(

Oh yes, this holiday was 1 of my most busy holiday ever, it was a dam fruitful one. :D IT EARN ME LIKE 59hrs (or was it 58hrs) of CIP. I definably learn alot there. Organising a camp wasn't easy, i mean, i should'nt had complain so much about the sec 3 camp. Hah. :D Despite of the camp wasn't really smooth-going, but many of us still enjoy the learning experience. :D

Games day: It was the first year we work with the ITE people, and some of them are real friendly and keen to learn. I really got no idea what landed them into ITE. Was it just because of their learning attitude in the past, or they just chosen this road themselves. 1 of them had told me alot of thing about her life, and it really make us think hard about ourselves. :X thought i dunno you really well, but yea thank alot!

Outing: i think i really miss alot of outing with my sec sch friend, hope we do had some catchup when school reopen. I had never really cherish the time with them i guess. :X SO SORRY!

This holiday, spending tons of my time with junior make mi realise that no one had ever praise their own school in a good way, except for elite school. IT THE FREAKING BEST, WAD MORE CAN U EXPECT. Ok, so it time that i should just stop whining about school, and really work hard now. But some of the pain in the heart, will be stuck in there forever, nothing is gonna take it out of me. :'(

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Wdp vball ♥

Despite of me unable to finish my whole primary school cca as vball. Teacher still asked me back for the alumni match, i must said that i had truly enjoy myself playing with those people. :D It so heartwarming to see so many alumni came back and play together. It really do trigger back some wonderful memory. And it really happy to see that all the junior had really improve freaking lot, and they might just overtake us anytime now. :D All the way for your vball career. :D

But the sad thing is that, liyang had injury my ankle as he had make mi unable to land properly. ASSHOLE!!! Fly to my court. :( Wahah.

Ok, Yesterday (12/12) was unable to go out to celebrate with nick due to financial crisis and other stuff. Hope u had enjoy your day. :D

YES, I AM STILL STUCK AT THE FIRST FEW SLIDE OF WHAT I WANTED TO DO. :( BADBADBAD

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Wdp sc'06 bbq♥

Let start of the day with the meet up at jurong east station. :D
Me Zuan and sarah was the first to meet up at there. Kangraye joined us shortly at IMM later. :D WE SHOP, WE BOUGHT, WE EAT all the good. MUHAHA, obesity.

OK, max waited for us at jurong east station as his movement wasn't easy. So we meet up with him and before the bus ride to my house. We saw this blind man, as HCI had educate their student well enough, max had decided to step forward to help the blind man. And max talked to him awhile, before i go over as well. The blind man wanted to take the MRT, so we followed him. And i asked the MRT station to help the blind man out. But to our horror, THE BLIND MAN WAS A SCAMMER, when he heard that MRT staff is coming. He seem to try to run away. LOL. What a good experience!!!

Hmm, at my bbq pit, nothing much happen, except max had go back on his words being the COOK of the night. :D WAHAH, everyone played a part in yesterday cooking except WANXIN! HE STILL WENT FOR MOVIE WITHOUT US. the rest of us help to start fire (nyeh nyeh wanxin, we managed to start it within 15mins), bbq the food and EAT THE FOOD. Woots.

When everyone reach, sarah and I went up to my house to take the cake and we gave serene a SURPRISE! She was so touched until she cry. :D SEE, THE BONDING BETWEEN US. :]

Overall, yesterday was a fun day out with sc'06. Hope to meet up with them real soon. WE STILL GOT HELL LOT OF THING HAVET TALK FINISH. I really wonder when the next time we will meet up. :(

Friends
Friends are like balloons.
Once you let them go, you can't get them back.
So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
Love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
Believe everything happens for a reason.
If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy.
They just promised it would be worth it.

Theres this stuff, which really make mi crack my brain currently :(

true love never dies it only gets stronger with time

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Horrible day

Ok, i had shown my last freaking draft to someone by email le. Hopefully it had been read AND I can received about how you felt about it ok? Please send me a reply message!

I dont really wanna explain why was it a horrible day, but yea, now i just dont want anymore people to get involve into this. It seriously getting dam piss and screwed up. :(

Ok, anws happy belated birthday benjamin and albert! :D hope you guys had a wonderful time. :D

To you: Oh yea, im seriously very sorry if i had freak you out yesterday, but i really had meant what i say. You had never even tell me how you feel or whatever, but you had just act like a normal day. This had even make me feel worst, but yea i guess im fine now, after quite awhile. Hopefully you are feeling better right now, just now u are like totally pissed off and dam angry over some stuff. Relax, and take this as a blessing in disguise k? :D CHEER UP.~

I think it time to type out something for somebody, but i doubt i will do it in blog ba. :D CHEER PEOPLE

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

FRIENDS.

Like what other had asked why i didnt posted for this few day, the reason is easy. Mainly because i draft up all my post :D CAUSE i don't really post out all the little offensive post. :D WEE, so dont ask me le. WEE

I miss the outing today with sc'06 cause i had bleed too much last night for my extract teeth, and it was like bleeding for at least 14hours. -.- screw it. I am super worry that tmr we will still unable to meet to do PT. :( EVERYONE PLEASE COME IF YOU CAN.

Argg, Due to the old auntie (one sky), i might not turn up for some stuff in the night. So pls, i tried to compromise to your timing le. PLEASE COME IF WE ARE MEETING. We really had put high hope into this and i really hope this thing will not fail. LOL, if not i will do zuan signature move for 1 whole year. WAHAH.

Faith: LOL, as promise, i will do for you as well ok? FAITH THE GREAT, THOUGHT U PMS BUT U STILL ROCK!! Must remember our promise hor. :D i will try my best to brainstorm for your gift. AND I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER U STEAL AWAY MY CUPCAKE, and thank for hearing to my whine yesterday night. :D WAHHA, HUGS.

Linshan: YOU ASS, despite me saying so much for you, U STILL DONT WANT GIVE MI CUPCAKE, u evil. Except the part u tried to show me when i totally cant bite. THANK Ah. And yes, THANK FOR INTRODUCE PLOCK TO MY LIFE. WAHAHA, IT A TIME-KILLER AND NOT.SO.BORED GAME. SIDENOTE: I STILL WIN YOU. WAHAH

Ok, i did post le. SO DUN COMPLAIN :x WAHHA.

I miss doing PT together with friends, THE FUN IS JUST UNABLE TO DESCRIBE. :D SO PLS HAVE IT ASAP. WEE, I LOVE SC'06+ THE NEW HANDBALL TEAM. WAHAH

Sunday, November 29, 2009

THE FIVE WONDER. ;D

Met up with my primary schoolmate dam often nowaday.

IT CAN JUST BE LIKE A RANDOM DAY, AND THE DAY BEFORE, a stupid person by the name max had called us to go out on this faithful day. Hence, four of us had turned up, and ending up stoning around at cwp. First of all, we didn't planned what we wanted to do in the first place, secondly it just a just.for.fun meeting. :D Despite of stoning for so long, everyone is still willing to come out. LOL.

Ok, we had met dam lot of familiar faces today at cwp while waiting for our boss aka max to come from cck. First, when we was walking around aimlessly, we saw yi tian with her mum. After that we decide to go buy bubble tea and we saw wenxuan. Ok la, still saw some, but i totally forget their name. LOL, STMER :]

As normal, we stone like some retarded deciding if we should watch a movie or not, or go gatecrash any random people. AND MAX, IS A FREAKING HONEST AND GUAI BOY, WHO DUN WAN GO WATCH A NC16 MOVIE. " i'm only 15". :D So max had decided to gatecrash xinpei house. On the way to xinpei house, we had tried to "brainwash" kangraye about her dad as a loan shark, and it work wonderful. We arrived outside xinpei house, and we had STONE again for at least 20 mins, until xinpei sms wanxin (?) to ask us to go in. At first we act like sum robber or whatever, keep stoning and walk around there. Because kangraye is too scare to go in, due to max loan shark experience. :D That had helped us to kill our time freaking well. LOL.

We went inside and saw the BIG.FRIENDLY.CUTE.GIANT. Wahah, and kangraye was still scare of him somehow. He kept thinking that it was that kind of standard beng type. :X We stone at xinpei house to watch movie, and we left at 8pm because kangraye need to go home. So me, max, wanxin went to KFC to have our dinner.

As normal, we had talk until all the phone start to ring, or rather our curfew had arrived. :D Wanxin had send us to the bus stop and waited the bus with us. HAHA, LOVE YOU.

OK LA, THAT ABOUT ALL LA, I REALLY CANT REMEMBER. LOOK AT THE FREAKING TIME, IT LIKE 2.26AM NOW.

Ok let move on to next topic: handball.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT IT TO BE A SUCCESS SO BADLY. At first our plan was just something to keep us bonded, but instead we had move on into a bigger picture right now. We wanted to have a great achievement. I MEAN SERIOUSLY GOOD ONE. Had talk to clara about it, and she had really gave me some good comment which i had told some to wanxin and max le. :D Worth considering huh?

But in order for us to success, i think everyone really need to be committed, and we really need DAM lot of self-discipline in doing physical training. A freaking good example will be myself, after slacking for 6 months, you will just lost all you have. SO DO IT EVERYDAY. On top of that, some of us will have to take o's next year, time management is really important, so let work hard together and achieve good result in sport and studies. REMEMBER THE PLAN WE TALK AT KFC JUST NOW? LOL

ANYWAY, SIDENOTE FOR MYSELF: NO ONE WILL REMEMBER WHO WON SECOND, BUT EVERYONE WILL REMEMBER WHO WIN FIRST!!!

OH YES, ALL MY DARLING JUNIOR, PLEASE THINK TWICE BEFORE CHOOSING YOUR SECONDARY SCHOOL HOR. :D

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Wdp sc ♥ Part 2

2009 games day had successfully came to the end on tus, which was on 17/11.
Wdp sc'06 had went back to help on the three days. And every night we just never failed to leave each other at a freaking late timing.
Thank max, for accompany me home some of the day. :D XIEXIE NI.

WDP sc'06, WE MUST MEET UP MORE OFTEN AND THE BOND BETWEEN US WILL NEVER EVER BREAK OK? We got the cool baby pink hand band that everyone have it (SARAH, PLS MEET UP WITH US ASAP), we are the only unique batch that have it. We are the only batch who had came out with such thing, THE ONE AND ONLY BATCH. We are the only one who wanted to train and bring our junior along with us for competition, though they might not be sc. SO WE CANT BREAK THE BOND BETWEEN US, INSTEAD WE NEED MORE BONDING SESSION. Please text me or whatever your free date. THANK ALOT. we gonna let the thing we planned to be a success ok? WE MUST.

THREE CHEER AND THREE CHEER AND THREE CHEER FOR SC, HIPHIP HOORAY, HIPHIP HOORAY, HIPHIP HOORAY.


Yesterday night we for a farewell dinner with my hcl teacher, SHE HAD ONLY TEACH US FOR FREAKING 6 MTH, and she so dam nice to us. I mean like which teacher does that. It only like 17 of us, and the meal had cost around 900 bucks? On top of that, she still called for a taxi which send us home. Oh well. Sorry and goodluck teacher, all the best in the rest of your life. I hope our class had never bring much problem for u, WE GONNA USE O'LV RESULT TO REPAY U OK?

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Wdp sc ♥

It will most probably be the best council in the world :) I seriously hope that everyone who had turned up for the camp was not upset or whatever over any issue. COME ON, WE ARE ALL PART OF WDP SC, SO WAD IF WE BELONG TO DIFFERENT YEAR, BUT WE ARE STILL TOGETHER AS ONE IN THE SC RIGHT? :D

Oh yea, we are finally back from the sc camp. THE ONE AND ONLY CAMP I AM SUPER PROUD OF DESPITE HOSTING SO MANY OF THEM. You will just get a different feeling after the camp had come to the end. YAY, WE ARE COMMITTED TO WDP SC AFTER ALL.

The enthu in the alumni SC had hardly die off, we had did like countless of cheers, until our voice is GONE. Thank wanxin for being the leader for all the cheers. " ya cheer", three cheers, g-o-o-d j-o-b. :D I AM PROUD TO BE IN PART OF THE SC.

Ok, let talk about the camp now.
I was assigned to group 4 where the group i/c was edina and ahmad. They are good council without doubt. They had totally make the whole group 4 bonded together, and that was what the camp is all about. Good job people.

Group 4 had consist of people from pri 4-6, and they hardly know each other, but probably because of the ice-breaking game, they get closer. Thought we play the name connector wrongly, BUT MY WHOLE GROUP MANAGED TO KNOW EVERYONE NAME. :D

Newspaper game, they are abit shy of helping each other up into the newspaper when it only left like 1/4 of it, which had cause everyone in the team to do FORFEIT. They had chosen chicken dance and all of them are willing to take part which make the game meaningful. :D BONDING.

Bob the builder, The idea of the game is freaking good, but the 08 didnt managed to get all the material down, so we had a FREE-FOR-ALL fight for the water to fill up their bottle. YES, group 4 for second. WOOTS. They should be first, but someone had accidentally press the bottle down and allow the water to overflow. D: BUT IT OK, U GUYS HAD DONE UR BEST.

Activities: Tag ball, wet chair, blind crawl
I got no idea about how tag ball and wet chair go, but it seem like the junior enjoy both of that more. But i think we had put in enough effort for the blind crawl right? :D WE GET EVERYTHING READY, but we didnt expect the unexpected. ): DIEEEEEEEE. A little screw up here, but yea, some groups still enjoy themselves. Sorry to some of the p6s, we had to stop the game for u guys, because your groupmate didnt wanted to follow what they are suppose to do. Sorry.

Amusing race.
I dun wish to comment about this, but yea, SORRY STATION I/C. :(

BATHING TIME/ ITEM PREPARATION TIME
Group 1-3 get to bath, while group 4-6 had to prepare an item for the finale. :D
SIDENOTE: For 3 sc camp, edina was in same group with me. LOL, our idea never changed but we still win. :D

DINNER: PIZZA HUT+ KFC
Yes, THE TIME WE ALL ARE WAITING FOR. We had teach our junior "everyone eat together attitude". It was freaking cool, when everyone take their first bite together. ALBERT U SPOILT THIS.

Oh, and yea it was time to swap the thingy now. Group 4-6 get to bath while 1-3 will do the items. Group 2 was freaking cute. LOL. Sorry zuan.

Wdp sc'06 came out with this super funny slamming of table rhythm. But it turn out quite well when we asked the other sc to join us, AND THEY ARE ABLE TO CATCH UP WITH US. ZOMG KANNA OWN.

Finale:
We had played some game and sc'06 win, thank to wanxin zuan and kang. LOL. PINK CLOUD PINK CLOUD. :D Oh yea, i cant remember much, except being sabotage by all the teacher -.- Thank alot ah.

SUPPER TIME, didnt really eat coz i cant even bite a thingy they provided, so WE WENT TO DRINK PEPSI. madness. :) After that, we settle all the pri sch kid into their room and we had went to stone at the parade square to talk and bond with our alumni junior.

Slept 30min in between because it just get so dammmm boreddd. WE GT FREAKING INTENSIVE PT. And my muscle is still dam pain until now. BUT IT WAS FREAKING FUN.
Me and albert had total run at least 36 runs around it. That is dam freaking cool.

Next day, it was just breakfast, and the " ya cheer" thingy, which was mostly led by the senior and we are the only few who shouted our lungs out. :D After that we got a mini-capt ball competition. LOL, but ending up it was all the senior bullying. Im sorry. :D

Oh yea, get well soon clarissa (sp?) WAHAH, and i was the freaking nice senior who offered you all that but u rejected it. :X ok, anws U HAD DONE A GREAT JOB, DESPITE IN PAIN U ARE STILL THE ONLY GROUP I/C WHICH HAD HELPED UR TEAM IN THE FINAL CHEER BEFORE WE BREAK CAMP. MY SALUTE TO YOU.

Motivated by serene, i gonna write something for the fellow sc who i had remember as well. Maybe in the blog? not sure yet, BUT 100% NOT NOW, I NID LEAVE MY HOUSE FOR THE NEXT BATTLE.

WDP SC IS FTW. :D

Edited @ 10.28pm
OK LIKE I ABOVE, I GONNA DO AS MUCH AS I CAN OK?
I shall start with the 06

Wanxin: Hi wanxin, Im not sure if u will read this or not, but yea, i will just type it out here k? :D U are just a talented leader, u can lead all of us easily, i mean like in the ya cheer or even the three cheer, u had never ever mind before. Yes, u had did a great job. In the finale performance, it was super cool. The idea that you had came out with was never been seen before anywhere. It was seriously dam good. My kudo to u.

For now, we should just carry on with life, and never cry over spilt milk. We are gonna take this as a learning experience and make the next camp a better one ok? Dun be upset if we had screwed up the camp, WE HAD ALL TRIED OUR BEST. That the one that matter the most.

Max: MAXYSEXY, thought u are always there with us for all the meeting and stuff, BUT YET WE ARE STILL SUPER CLIQUE-Y to ea other in sc'06. I dunno what bond bring us together BUT YEA we are just like super cool people. :D THANK FOR COMING FOR THE SC CAMP AND KEEP AS ACCOMPANY.

Serene: Did we leave u out alone? :( I hope we didnt. U are the only gal sc'06. BUT WE ARE TREAT U LIKE A GUY RITE. WAHAH. Im sorry. Im sorry for the 2012 movie stuff, we was unable to watch with you coz many people had knockout straight after the camp. We gonna watch other movie together soon ok? LET HAV A SC OUTING.

Your letter had really make felt dam touched. I mean it was like dam nice and heartening. REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT OK? :D I MEAN IT. RMB THE RELATIONSHIP TALK @ pastamanic

Zuan: Zuan, I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU, U STEAL MINE "GIRLFRIEND". LOL. I guess u would understand what i mean right. :D YOUR GROUP IS SUPER CUTE, from hopeless --> extremely hopeless --> SUCCESS. No one had expect that to happen including us. :X HOW DO ALL THIS HAPPEN? IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF U ARE THE LEADER. And sorry for disturbing with your GF. :X And IF WE HAD A OUTING U MUST BRING HER ALONG OK? PROMISE.

kang raye: Was really happy to see u around at the camp. Thought u might have match on the day, but u still make an effort to come down. Really thank alot. The game u had planned was good. :x I REALLI GOT NOTHING TO SAY. :X OH YES, next time if u really tired pls go and rest and might not have to stay with US. Because our heart is always together :D BOO. TAKE CARE AT OBS, AND RMB OUR SHIRT. :D

SC'06: We had been together for quite awhile, leaving each other is always hard, it always taking an hour or so. Yea, let hope that we will stay liddat forever ok? TAKE CARE PEOPLE. I LOVE YOU GUYS 4EVER. :D. WEE, I MEAN WHAT I SAY OK?

Oh wait, i wanted to said something to all the teacher as well

I had sent a sms out in the afternoon just now, hopefully u guys had seen it by now. We are sorry for all the mess that we had came out with or wadever rubbish that we had done, like deep in the night or something. We will try our very best to make the next sc camp a better one. We are gonna find out what are all the good and bad point, in order for us to improve. We will take this as a experience for us to grow up. Sorry and really thank alot.

Ok for the sc 07/08, i will only randomly choose all those i still rmb ah.

The one that had left me the deepest memories was edina, just for some freaking random reason right, we are in the same group for 3 yrs.

Edina: Yay, i had known u since u are pri 4? If my brain never failed me that badly la, then 3 years same group in sc camp, u had definably grown up alot. From a young cute little gal to a secondary school SC now. The group we had been in before was ms lim housefly (2006) --> reunited (2008) --> BOOMZ (2009). You had shown a good leadership skill now. You are able to guide the team to victory, and u even let the whole group glue together. GOOD JOB EDINA. :D

clarissa: No doubt u are 1 of the best group I/C that i had ever seen up to now, even thought i had done so many camp. I AM SERIOUS ABOUT THIS. You done thing that might not seem to be important to some people but yet it would had done a great impact on our fellow sc junior. Let just take the last cheer we had do, despite in such a great pain, YOU ARE STILL THE ONE AND ONLY ALUMNI SC WHO STILL GO HELP OUT WITH YOUR TEAM. Despite being a sec 1, and maybe 0 knowledge about being a group I/C, you might/was given one of the worst group but yet you bear with it and carry out the activities u are told to do so. SALUTE TO YOU. Pls take good care of yourself anyway

Albert: WOOTS, THE GUY WHO WAS CRAZY WITH ME DURING THE MIDNIGHT LIKE SOME MAD PEOPLE. We run and RUN and still RUN, like quite alot of round. :X Hes mad. :D I don't really know anything about the sc camp, but yea, can see that u are one of the committed sc who is around. Jiayous for next year planning k?

I THINK THIS IS THE LONGEST POST I EVER HAVE. But i had not update on games day and today dinner time one. I shall update it when i am free and NOT SO TIRED. Had not been sleeping much since last sun. :D

AND STILL I END THE POST WITH WDP SC IS FTW
LOVE LOVE LOVE

Saturday, November 14, 2009

2012

Thurs 12/11
Had watched the movie with s60, and it was a vivo. LOL, i felt so dumb for travelling down, but yea it was nice to hang out with them ba. All the epic joke as normal. LOL.



it was really intense. two and a half hrs of heart-in-mouth action (ws was open-mouthed haha:D). watching the world crumble. watching ppl crumble. land masses with SHM.
I have read about apocalypse before (and just learnt how to pronounce it) but never did it seem so real till now. The portrayal was epic and it gave a whole new meaning and insight to how the world would end.
it really left an impression on me. it’s show like this tt makes one ponder. reflect on 人生短暂. and want to live life differently. like to rethink one’s priorities. find the true meaning to life.
LIFE. one word that means so much.
in the light of apocalypse (i doubt if this is the right usage but it’s a cool word:P), everything else seems to dim in importance. seems so trivial.
at the end of the day, what is race and nationality when everyone is united under the brotherhood of mankind. what is politics when a young scientist is worth more than twenty old politicians. what is possessions when it’ll be pulverized to nothing. what is wealth when economic systems break down.
money doesnt matter anymore when it’s the end of the world (unless of course you wanna get a green ticket lol). what is new clothes (lol the wait before the show:P). what is ‘A’ levels. what is technology when everything breaks down with the reversal of poles and reduction in magnetic field (voice-recognition technology might be an exception:P). what is data stored on the net and in soft copy when the whole web disappears.
everything is reduced to naught.

but hope still shines amidst the darkness. faith. love. relationships suddenly seem more precious. “it is when we stop fighting for each other that we lose our humanity"

Quoted from oh-nine-six-oh.bs.com :D

Friday 13/11
ZOMG, IT WAS THE GOD DAM BLACK FRIDAY. But it didnt happen to me. :D YAYNESS. Except the part where i was late for games day, oh well, dammit. BUT MAX, WE STILL GET THE SAME NUMBER OF HOURS OF CIP :D. YAY

Games day was more of a stoning day for us, due to wet weather. Hehe, we must all pity this year p6, it was like their last year playing games day as a woodlanders but the referee is dam screw up yesterday. The team that make it to final, it was all by sheer luck. Oh, but no one really complain alot, really respect them. EGO-LESS.

" we are paid cip hours to stone, WHILE THE REFEREE WAS PAID MONEY TO SLEEP" Next yeas please hire us, not as free labour. :D WEE.

Saw a few of s60 at sakue in cwp. KENN SCAMMED MY FEELING AGAIN FOR NOT BRINGING FIONNA. Idiot. Haha, thank mao for boroing money. :D XIEXIE.

Sc'06 had dinner at mos burger and we had talk until like 9+, and as normal we send ppl home. :) Ending up, i reach home around 1115, and max should be later. AND THANK TO KANG AND MAX, we sat under zuan block, just to hear the word "RAT". LOL. And everyone get so despo over it. LOL. Wee but it was fun la. See we are the cool people :D

Gonna meet wdp sc'06 again later to buy stuff for the sc camp. :D WEE, committed SC :x

" Either u make it there and u take it away with you, but if u failed to make it there, i will just lost it all" :D LOL

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

The end of o'lv chinese

YAY, I was super duper happy when the paper was over, thought i might not perform well, but just pure happy for no reason. It was really tense in there when everyone seem to prepared while i am not. But who care about all this now. IT OVER. :D

Hehe, thank everyone for the good luk and jiayous msg. :D THANK.

Had never updated for the past few day due to other commitment and stuff. Ok, i am just pure lazy. :x i saw this quote from lins msn, " if the world don't suck, we will all fall". Woots this is so cool. :D

And yea, I went back to wdp today to take my excuse letter, then 1 of my junior come up and asked me if my school got vball boy. Oh well, the booklet have it, and i said they close down, AND THEY ALL LABEL ME AS A LIAR. Thank ah. :x Anws thank ms lim for the excuse letter. Wee, no school on fri and next mon/tus. BREAKBREAKBREAK.

love will stand in line and wait its turn,
love looks for the good in others,
love doesn't always want what others have, and it doesn't brag about what it does have,
love is polite, even when the other person is rude,
love doesn't always have to be first,
love doesn't get angry over the small things, and it doesn't remember one reason after another to be hurt,
love isn't happy when someone else fails but is happy with the truth,
love will always protect others, especially those who are often picked on or teased,
love always believes the best about others and is steady and true

quoted from lins blog. :x OK, SRY LINSHAN, KOPE TOO MUCH STUFF FROM YOU. WAHAH.
But this is like super meaningful, and i found it quite real. :x Ok la, i shall be a kind soul and return u the favour u ask me k? :D

Coming friday will be wdp annual games day, let pray super hard that all the 7 of sc'06 would be able to turn up. :D SC'06 FTW.

OH YEA FAITH, I AM DAM NICE LAST SAT RITE? LOL. Ok, enjoy ur trip there :D TAKE CARE~

I am waiting for miracle to happen. Wahaha

OH YEA I LEARN SOMETHING FROM RUBBISH CRAPMATE
D is domineering, leader-ish
I is people's person, love company
S is steady, plays on the safe side more
C is detailed, loves details and hates nonsense in work

I got no idea why got this. But yea, just liddat. :D

Edited: I JUST TALK TO THE GODDAM KOREA GIRL. LOL :D

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Wdp sc'06 ♥

YAY, AS TITLE SUGGESTED. :D

Had been going back to Wdp the past two days, it was still as fun/ funny/ indecisive as before. Haha, BUT I STILL LOVE Y'ALL GUYS. We are like super GLUE? We just cant leave each other. Thurs took us 1hr 50mins before the first time we said " let's go home now", and we just stared stoning and standing in circle and start talking, we can just talk anything under the sun. Wasnt that cool? :D Oh, and friday not sure how long we stuck at the Bball court because wanxin and zuan went to play ball. Haha, see we so nice wait for u all. :D

Yay, o'lv Chinese is just few more days. oh ya, 1 of these days i need travel back to wdp for my excuse letter. GREAT :D And 50 hours cip is awaiting for us. GO FOR ALL DAY OK?

Thank maxysexy for pei me home and talk to me so much. :D wahah, MUST GO FOR ALL 3 DAYS OF GAMES DAY AND SC CAMP K? (unless u got match)

Ok, dao the rest now. Later CH and clara coming over to study. YAY MUGGER FINALLY. lol

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

BRACES


CREDIT TO FAITH. SEE I DO CREDIT OK? :D

Yay, wasnt this like sort of a surprise i had do it now? It like so cool right :D YAYNESS, but the sad thing is, i still need extract more teeth to make it nicer. LOL, and so qiao, i had chosen light blue and FAITH had chose the same. YAY, LET HI-FIVE AGAIN. LOL

Oh well, like what that dumbo clare had said, I CANT FREAKING TALK WELL OR PRONOUNCE THE WORD WELL. HOW GREAT WAS THAT. I will avoid to open my goddam mouth to talk now, COZ IT DAM PAINFUL. To think about it, just now with painkiller on, i still play with it. And, i can hardly eat food now, HOW GOOD WAS THAT. :( I SAW FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES YET I CANT EAT, AND MEETING WIF WDP SC'06 WAS ALWAYS GOOD FOOD, AND THIS TIME I GONNA HAV IT PASS. SCREW IT :(

Screw it, i still need extract more teeth to make it look nicer. OH GREAT, MORE PAIN ON MY WAY. HAHA, but whos care. AIMEI JIU YAO REN. TAHAN FOR 2 YR AND ALL WILL BE FINE. LOL

K, anyway JIAYOUS to those taking part in u-13, u-16 vball. :D I GONNA ON THURS TO PULL MAX BACK TO WDP. DONT CARE. :D

And grats s60 to win in their inter-ct. YAY. :D

Monday, November 2, 2009

FAITH!!!!!

OH YEA, this wasn't the hope and faith that one. BUT IT MY DARLING JUNIOR FAITH :D
She was the FIRST one who gave me v.cards. OH WELL THANK :D AND I STILL HAVE IT WITH ME UNTIL NOW, SEE, I AM SO GOOD RITE.
She had cheer me up the time when i really need people too. HEHE, XIEXIE NI.

K, why am I suddenly posting about her, is because YESTERDAY, she gave me a wake up slap? OR WADEVER LA, she had let me understand some of the stuff in life. And basically some do and don't. OH YEA, THE BOTTOMLINE, XIEXIE NI. :D And u didnt follow ur great plan, WHILE I GONNA DO IT AND PROOF TO IT. (gonna type it out here when i am free)

And yea CHEER UP OK PRETTY GIRL, Just dont let all those retarded stuff affect your life la, THINK OF THE BRIGHT SIDE OF YOUR LIFE. :D Come on. OK I FELT LIKE 1 RETARDED NOW, SO I SHOULD STOP IT, THIS IS DRAINING MY BRAIN CELLS. ROAR. HAHA, MY HOTLINE WILL ALWAYS OPEN FOR U. :D

Wee, GONNA MEET WDP SC'06 SOON. LIKE FINALLY :D

Friday, October 30, 2009

Dead

The old me had just died today due to unknown reason. That will be all about me.

Oh well, it still revolve all with the simple word trust.

Is adult always right? Can they just break their promise without telling others what had happen? FURTHERMORE IT SCH, AND THEY TEACH US VALUES THERE, and this is what we get, Thank alot, i had learned it well. Now, i wouldnt even bother to think so much now. Mayb it just me and myself, so i would get it over and done with unity. And i shall just stop contribute to it, why be committed to such a wonderful school. Oh great.

Sidenote: Anyone know the price of white lilies?

Thank alot clare to be cheering me up since yesterday. Xiexie ni.

She had really told me alot stuff and let me try to understand stuff, she had told me some of the stuff such as "dont give up when hope is frail. Because faith is all that you're left with". Really thank alot clare, u had teach me a better lesson in values then some of the people.

Thought i know everyone make mistake, and we are taught to admit to our mistake since young, but did the teacher do so? NO, A FREAKING NO. they didnt. How great will you feel like, woah, thank alot huh. K dao all this, and i shall do my stuff.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Vball champ.

Oh well, it dun seem to be a big thing in unity, they had close vball and come out with this vball inter-class. Anws good job to all the 3/7 people for cheering us up in the court and doing all their mean to help us win. SPECIAL THANK TO MARK, 3/8 AND DAVID FOR OUR WIN. Maybe not everyone had notice what had happen but yea, we win due to them. :D K i think that about all, and for winning the first prize we get like 40 bottle of free h2o. Thank USS so much. THANK AH.

Ok, let move on.

In life, there are many regrets, oh i am no exception to this. I think i had not tell anyone ever in my life about this, oh maybe 1. But yea i had deeply regret right now, after a long while, i had notice it. In the past, i dont even give a shyt abt it. But now, thing had a change, so i must adapt to it as well. OH well, that life. FML.

Friendship, something that people had never treasure it when they have it. While i just attitude some of my bestie over some retard stuff, oh well we are back to normal, thought in relationship or friendship, when something went round, it always both side fault. But that time might be just my fault. Now, again same old prob that i had seen in my friend, just over some small thing, they argued and they are having some problem with each other. I think everyone should just reflect on their own action in order to prolong the friendship ba. Cheer everyone.~

Will update later for other stuff.

Sidenote: For all sc alumnim if u guys are turning up for the sc camp, PLSSSSSSSSS DROP ME A SMS OR TELL ME IN MSN ASAP. thank alot.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I LOVE EGO PEOPLE

I love ego people

Edited @ 10.59pm
Yesterday night had a super long talk with lois, oh well, she definably know how to make me feel bad, well she make me think of things that had happen super long ago, like 3 yrs? Oh yea, that a little secret that is only between both of us k? I KNOW U ARE A TRUSTABLE PANDA, if not i will paint you into all white :D Well, I gonna TRY to do something to bu chang ta ba. :( no choice. No point crying over split milk. Now it time for you to cheer up le, dun worry so much la. Anyway, THANK FOR UR EARS YESTERDAY. BOO.

Random.

Nowadays, it just pure slacking and doing nothing. WEE, THIS IS THE TYPE OF LIFESTYLE THAT I AM LOOKING FOR. LOL. :D PURE RANDOM-NESS.

While inter-class is just like 2 days away, and i believe that lot of incident going on currently, but like who give a fucking dam about it. I will promise what i said i will do, AND OBVIOUS if someone do it on purpose, it wouldnt be my fault. :D

GONNA TO HAVE SOME TRAINING TMR, LIKE WOAH FINALLY. 37'09 IS GONNA OWN THE FUCK OF IT. :D

YES, I FINALLY UPLOADED ALL THE PICTURE WHICH I HAD PROMISED. AND MAY I HAVE THE PERMISSION TO PHOTOSHOP SOME OF IT. :D ANWS THANK ALOT HC AND TER. HUGABLE PEOPLE. WAHHA

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Oh-9-Sex-oH :D

Well, i am back from a class chalet (09s60). A class with full of joker, bonder, dancer, singer, GAMBLER AND THEY JUST SLEEP ANYWHERE THEY LIKE. If they didn't say they are from HCJC, they would seriously look like some ITE people. WELL, with jerk and whore in a class, wad more can u expect the chalet to be. A FREAKING ASS FUN ONE, i am 101% sure that i didnt regret going and I personally felt it was a far better planned outing as compare to my own class one. (SORRY~) Wee, maybe I should name the people who had make the 2 days a unmemorable and unforgettable. LET START OFF WITH ALL THE IDIOTS.

KENN, THE WHORE: The moment he reach aloha, he was being bonded by the few siaokia, who told him that only bonded people can take food. AND he is mad over the 5k SGD, and he had repeat it for dunno how many time, ON TOP OF THAT, KEEP SAYING ABOUT CHRIS AND LIQIN. He had also been randomly shouting sex for no good reason. LOL, dun think sick.

JOSH, THE JERK/PLAYBOY: WAHAHA, k la, i am sorry. He just a random nice and friendly guy. Who just totally dao the rules that the chalet have and just spam blasting music since the moment he step into the chalet. He had also talk to me hell lot when we are traveling around and HE IS SUPER NICE CAN? COOK NOODLES FOR US IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, and clearing up the mess that we had make. And we came out with this funny drink that mixed orange juice+ coke+ green tea. but it turn out to be quite nice. YAY, GOOD JOB JOSH, HUGS. Hope your broken hand recover soon :D

JOANNE: U SCAM THE LITTLE BOY MONEY, AND CHEATED CHRIS MONEY, WHAT IS THIS AH SOH. Haha, at least u feel guilty for doing that, but while it ok. LIKE IVAN/WEISHENG SAID " xiao du yi qing, da du yang jia" :D i believe we are only playing small bet. Hehe, thank Joanne for bbq-ing for us the food and helping us clear everything, and THANK FOR THE MORNING CALL.

Eva aka laoda: I believe you had done the most for this chalet, including organise them, planning of activies for everyone to enjoy. You had done so much thing, from mobbing the whole floor, arranging the bed to bbqing food, cook maggi for all the lazy people. I think all this must had tired you out which make u sleeping on the track in park. X.x Thank alot :D

Tess, THE NO LIFE MUGGER : Was this the first time i meet you? I really had forgotten and yea you gave me the first impression of a mama's girl, but after talking to you awhile and getting to know you better, i had change my impression on you. You are seriously a nice girl, who KOPE everyone bubble teas. (well, i meant it for the nice part) :x I am super evil, who kope your cups and drink everytime. Sorry and thank you. :D Seeing you getting bully by WS/ ivan, really make everyone laugh, your reaction is totally epic, and they are like. LOL :X k i am sorry, i shall not continue. And SHE WAS BEHAVNG LIKE AN IVAN WHILE SHE WAS AWAKE WHEN WE WERE PLAYING MAHJONG AND CARDS.

Ivan/WS: The one who had build up the atmosphere in the chalet, by joking, singing around, and doing some random stuff like bullying tess. :X They just try to do something to make people laugh, like telling some PRC about tong xin lian= happy, and they just happily tell others they are gays. TY IVAN/WS. LOL. Ok la, still got a lot of stuff they do, but i just forget them le -.- STM just suck.

Well, i think lastly, i must thank to 09s06 for inviting me to go and replace their CHONGWEI (FRANCIS). Haha, and i am sure that each and everyone of us had enjoy the time together and had fun. IT DEFINABLY WORTH THE TIME. AND I AM THE REAL CHONGWEI BCOZ I AM A HUMAN, TY IVAN FOR THAT. LOL :D

PICTURE SHALL BE UPDATE, ONCE I KOPE FROM HC

Edited @ 11.56am
After the chalet, we went to pasir ris park and had some biking and ball game, while the others will just sleep in the middle of nowhere or lying on the lamp. While playing soccer, it really injury me like siao. Sorry chris and alvin :X Hopefully i am still able to play for interclass, AND IT WONT GET WORST. Thank yam for the plaster. :D HEHE, HAD A GREAT REST PEOPLE. And my FB just lagged like sum tard and i cant save the picture. D: ROAR



LOOK AT THOSE AH SOH :D

Sorry laoda~


Poor tess. :O

Oh great, all the thinker.

LOOK AT LIQIN FACE.

PITY THOSE ORANGE.

OFF THE TEACHERS

ALL THE GAMBLER. Tsk.

MUGGER. ROAR

wee, more info for the chalet VISIT http://sleeping-time.blogspot.com/. :D THE LOSER WHO ALWAYS CHEAT AND FAILED

Thursday, October 22, 2009

CUTEST JUNIOR EVER

AS TITLE MENTION, IT GO TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO KAS :D
WAHAH, the thing she said might be just out of random and just no sense, but it just make people laugh like siao. And she think that hanyi is a girl. (HY, GHEYYYYYYYYY :D)
aiya, on top of that, still got alot of stuff, and she's always the one who provide us with the training date. WAHHA, XIEXIE NI. :D CAN I UPLOAD UR DRUG PICTURE :D PLSSSSSSSSSS.

Hehe, today was quite a good day, thought result just wasnt going in the way i wanted, but yea i am just like a mad pig todae. and just laughing away. Wee, dun ask me the reason. Coz it for me to know and for you to find out :D

TRY THIS:
Go infront of the mirror or any1 u really love and say colourful, by just pure humming and let them guess what u are saying. :D it will end up be I LOVE YOU (CO-LOUR-FUL) U CAN TRY THIS OUT URSELF IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR AND TEST. :D IT TRUE AND FUN.

Oh well, just for you.
While, maybe to you, you might just think scolding vulgar might help you, pls continue, i dont deny the facts that i dont scold at all, i wasnt holy. The word fuck might just fly out from my mouth off suddenly, but yea, just a little advise, to me it might seem harmless, but to others. People might just think different, i really hope u would just go reflect on your attitude. Ty alot :D I know you for so long, and i knew that you are nice and lovely one. Please do not let me chng the first impression of you, i believe you can control it. :D hehe, anything just find me ba.

SIDENOTE : 1 kg of steel or 1kg of cotton is heavier? :D

I WAN WATCH THE SISTER'S KEEPER. SI PANDA. ROAR

I LEARN THIS WORD, REPLACE FUCK WITH FLIP :D FLIPFLIPFLIP

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Class chalet+ Sentosa

19/10-20/10
Class chalet just totally rocks, for once i felt that 37'09 was so bonded, and yea i mean it. (Hehe, sorry to some people yea.) We just had tons of fun together. Mahjong+ risk all the while for most of the guys and some of the girls. While the rest of them just mass camwhore there. THE REST I GOT NO IDEA LE. :D HAHA. Oh yea, they also organize some haunted house thingy and as expected some funny thing had happen. But sad to say, IT WASNT SCARY

Ty to our big cook : Mark Ng. :D
We fail to bond him because he was struggling like siao, and we didnt really focus it. :D IT OK MARK, WE LOVE YOU. WAHAH

Overall the class chalet was seriously fun and enjoyable. Thank ppl. :D

20/10
After the chalet, me and boon went down to sentosa and play. The sun was really killing and today in school, we just saw many red face. Haha, all are sunburnt :D
I had left early cause i am real dead after not sleeping for more den 40hrs+ the past few day i slept less den 4hr ea day? Hope u guys had fun at skypark :D

21/10
HORRIBLE DAY. ROAR IT JUST SUCK. -.- GETTING BACK SO MANY RESULT AT ONCE. Quote from ms chua " EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED", Oh well, it just happen to me -.-
Well, it ok. No point crying over the split milk. Gonna work harder for the paper.
:D

TIME TO UPLOAD THE PICTURE


Sunday, October 18, 2009

Happy b'dae clara

OK, FIRST I SHALL MAKE THIS A SHORT ONE, BUT YEA HAPPY B'DAE CLARA, HOPE U HAD A WONDERFUL TIME HANGING OUT WITH US, AND WAS TOUCHED BY OUR SURPRISE. :D K HAPPY THINGS, SO TIME JUST FLY LIKE AN ROCKET.

P.S PLEASE DONT DELETE THE PICTURE WHEN U ARE LYING DOWN WITH *AHEM* ON THE GROUND

Well, many unpleasant thing had happen today as well, it was seriously screw like wtf can? -.-

2009 is a year when it was like a roller coaster ride, IT JUST GOT THE MOST HAPPY TIME AND MOST UPSET TIME, IT JUST SCREW ME LIKE SIAO. WHILE HAPPY TIME JUST FLY. :(

ROAR, I SHOULD JUST STOP IT BEFORE I WHINE AND COMPLAIN. SO YEA CYA BYE

Edited @ 1.08am

I guess I am feeling much. Haha. :D MY PANDA JUST SHOWCASE ME ON THE BLOG. :X LET ME SEE WAD SHE WROTE AGAIN.

" the one who gets piak-ed, and poked, and kicked. :X sound kinda violent. But its not that bad :D ty for helping me revise my geog ytd.. it kinda made me recalls lots of the stuff and at the beginning of the 3 months or so, ty for the rubbishy " anger management" -.- "

SO WAD IS THIS. LOL. And u wrote so much good stuff for rubbish crapmate. ROAR, ANTI-PANDA CAMPAIGN. :D ABUSE ALL PANDA FROM THIS MOMENT ONWARD. boo

Anyway, i just saw this thingy about friend chat, while it go like.

" friend come and go in life, while i know you are the one who will never leave my side. You are the one who tell me when i am wrong, and would correct my mistake. THAT IS WHAT I SAID IT MY TRUE FRIEND. They borrow you a shoulder when you are down, They give you a hugs and congrats you for winning, they will confide into you, telling you all their secret."

That all i remember, X.x. Just now my life was really in a hectic, and it was really down, so i never really go read and remember, but yea i guess the rough idea is there la. Real friend just don't leave your side that easy. :D I NOTICE THIS FEW DAYS I POST ALOT ON FRIEND, WHICH I HAD NO IDEA WHY. Maybe, my life is just too bored.

Oh yea, this few day outing with the clique was fun. WE MET LAVA AND NICH :D, THEY ARE SUPER FRIENDLY AND FUNNY PEOPLE, WHO REALLY MAKE US ENJOY THE TIME WHEN WE ARE MAKANING IN. TY ALOT :D

I AM WAITING FOR THE B'DAE GAL TO SENT MI THE PICTURE. ^.^

Friday, October 16, 2009

POST EXAM ACTIVIES

Wahah, finally yesterday had mark the end of my EOY for sec 3 :D.
A LONG AND TOUGH JOURNEY, some of you should know why ba. LET PRAY FOR THE BEST FOR RESULT, BUT CURRENTLY WE SHLDNT THINK ABOUT THEM, IT ALL OVER. :D

Yesterday went to CWP for lunch, movies, shopping with the clique.
WE WATCH caught Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs!! the plot's really simplistic, but if you're finding a cartoon flick to make you roll on the floor and laugh your lungs out, try this one. I think it's absolutely awesome, esp when people appreciates the simplest, dumbest, non-sensical things in life. WAHHA, TY JERK :D

ANYWAY JERK, ARE WE GOING OUT TOGETHER THIS SATURDAY, TEXT ME OR SOMETHING ASAP OK? :D
Woots, i miss the fun that we had together that time, THE WHORE VS THE JERK.

Exam is over, but yet the feeling just wasn't right. -.- just felt that something is just missing somewhere. ROAR, BUT HECK LA, GONNA ENJOY THE 5 DAYS, AND SETTLE AS MANY STUFFS AS SOON AS I CAN. Let hope this year games day and SC camp will turn out to be a fun and memorable one :D

K, I SHALL ENJOY MYSELF NOW AND 4GET ALL ABOUT SCHOOL.

Edited @ 1.32am

What would do if XXX was doing YYY/stuck in the same room as you...


Sounds familiar no? Everytime you do a meme/facebook note, its not uncommon to see such a question asking you what you would do if you stuck in some awkward/strange/uncommon/out-of-this-world circumstances. Well generally if these people appear in your meme you're probably relatively close to them, but sometimes when its a 35-people meme or a random one, more often than not you pick some person whom you 've havent really interacted much.

Then you pause. What do I reply? How much do I actually know this person? What WILL I DO in such an awkward situation with him/her? And you come to realise that you don't really know this person very well.

Replicate this to your entire friend list, and theres probably a high chance that you'd be stumped for at least 50% of your friends list. However the point is not about how you aren't really close to most of facebook friends.

What really makes a true friend then? This probably isn't something new, I think I've visited this somewhere, somehow. But this random thought struck me. Or maybe its not so random. But back to the point. How many people are you actually close to? Or these people just mere acquaintances? How are you sure you're really close to them. Because friendship is a two-sided thing. You're never truly close to someone unless they too, feel close to you.

How many friends do you have out there, who completely understand you? Or you completely understand them? Ever stared at your friend and think, "What is he talking about?" Of course there could be worse feelings, but lets just leave it at that. Or to have a friend that you completely relaxed around. Maybe its just me, but its not easy to find friends that you can sit around, to have a silence that isn't awkward, or to not take conscious notice of his/her existence. Perhaps its just me being oversensitive. To not take conscious notice of his/her existence doesn't mean that I don't care that the person is there, but rather I don't mind doing anything cause I know he/she wouldnt bother. Maybe there are more people than I thought around me who does that, but maybe it isn't obvious, or maybe I'm thinking too much haha.

But to use this a strict judge for whether the person is a true friend may be too rigid. If thats the case true friends are really rare, perhaps 1 in a 1000. People, with their diverse views, there will definitely be times that you don't understand/care what they're talking about, but to just nod your head and show interest goes a long way to cementing a good relationship. Take interest in your friend's life, and they will, sooner or later, take interest back in you. Or maybe its just easier for me to be a listener.

However, because you can't read minds, you can never truly tell what a person is thinking. The truly perceptive may be able to, but the pessissmist in me believes that there are times where what you perceive may not be what they're truly thinking. Men, after all, have many faces. How can you tell which is which? And when you are confronted with a story about what the person has done outside, you start to wonder if the person is truly who you know. Or that what you've heard is just a lie. Faith in your friend is good, of course, but isn't more painful to be betrayed by someone you trust? But at this point there lacks a litmus test for real friends. Other than the day of relevation when something happens and you see who deserts you and who sticks by you, there is hardly any before to judge who is a real friend. But having said that, its not a good idea to go around distrusting those around you. Because it ain't going to be building friendships, and when it comes to crunch and everyone deserts you, it just fortifies your belief that true friends don't exist, and the cycle goes on.

Perhaps its better that we receive some form of affirmation.

Perhaps as we grow older, we will understand what makes a true friend. Or perhaps its better to make friends now, where we are more innocent then what we could be in the future. But at the end of the day, which would you rather settle for, a few 'good friends' or many 'just friends'.

You should really read it and try to figure out what they are trying to say, i personally felt that it just make sense to me. :D

Sunday, October 4, 2009

IRRITATED

IDIOTIC PEOPLE WITH IDIOTIC ACTS.
Ryuto was fighting at the point that only HCI guys can talk, cause apparently only they can do well for study. But had you ever think of if u had any social skill at all?

"hci all hardcore memorise, dont understand much. go out to the big world and work, memory doesnt do much hor. unless your job is matching pairs (; " QUOTED, AND THAT WAS IN UR FACE. (Sorry that was just for him, not for all of you out there :D i know you guys wasnt that mean. )

THE TRUTH IS "you dont need to have alot of facts in your head, you need to have good skills & carry yourself well" GODDAM YOU. STOP COMPARING SCHOOL FFS, SO YOU JUST SIMPLY THINK YOU ARE MORE SUPERIOR THEN EVERYONE? THEN JUST FUCK OFF MY LIFE -.-

k that post was just for him :D wahha, i felt so happy after i typed all those. SHALL GO BACK TO MUGGING NOW, PROOF THAT IDIOT WRONG. :D

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Motivation

WHERE ARE YOU MOTIVATION, I need them so badly right now. Exam is just 2 days away? And i am hardly prepare for it. Seriously dead le. -.-

A day on mc was totally slack like wth, i never do anything except for stoning, i doubt i had even rest enough. But yea, should be going to school tomorrow due to last minute hardwork ba. Hopefully it do work. :(

Thank all for your gws message. :D

Monday, September 28, 2009

illness

Just visit the doctor with high fever and was given mc. Meaning i gonna miss lesson and EOY is just around the corner. Dead meat, NOT PORK U ASSHOLE. :D

K, i gonna drink lots of water and rest :D SLEEP LIKE A PIG

I am gonna be determine to sleep soon. Like WOAH, it onli 1105pm. LOL

Anyway what right do you have to scold me when i was the innocent party? I am just stoning down there not doing thing equal my fault also? Can u just be more reasonable please, It really getting sian when i try to get along with you. Like i said, life wasnt the same as compare to before, but can you just try to adapt. -.-

I am super scare that i will lost the willpower to fight on, and ending up gave out without giving myself a good reason, i definably dun wish to do it, but when time had permit me to, i might. I am afraid to lost.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

sick

Finally i am down after so long. Fever, muscle pain whatever. Must be lack of sleep. So i should go and sleep now. :(

IT SUCK TO BE SICK.

Edited at 7.55pm.

Can you just stop being such a judgmental person, u know it really really hard to get along with you nowadays. And seriously, you had change alot, but i don't really care much about it now. I am still who I am even after all these event, i wont change my mindset just because of you. Stand firm with my own belief. Goddam you.

Woots, i finally found out about this.

She's So Sexy So Cool, She's The Baddest Girl I Seen,
I'm Wondering Why I Only See Her In My Dreams,
The Love Of My Life, She's The Only One For Me,
My L.O.V.E. Oh My L.O.V.E.

(M.I.C. VERSE)
Baby, Your My Shootin Star,
Ride With Me And I'll Take You Far,
Explore The World And Back Around,
You Lift Me Up And You Hold Me Down..

You Hold The Crown And You Make This Team,
There's No couple Like This King And Queen,
There's No Other Couple Like You And Me,
The Girl Of My Dreams, My Everything..

I, I Love This Feelin..
Ya, Ya Love Is Healin..
I, I Need It, I Breathe It, No Way I'd Ever Leave It..

I'm So Into You, Don't Know What I'd Do,
Ya Love Is So True, It's Just Me And My Boo.

-HOOK-
She's So Sexy So Cool, She's The Baddest Girl I Seen,
I'm Wondering Why I Only See Her In My Dreams,
The Love Of My Life, She's The Only One For Me,
My L.O.V.E. Oh My L.O.V.E.

(Allan I)
I Never Thought I Find Another Love Like This,
I Never Forget The First Time We Kissed, (We kissed)
Your Body Against Mine, The Touch Of Your Skin,
Your Lips Such A Beautiful Kiss, (Such A Beautiful Kiss)

(Hype)
My L.O.V.E, She Elvate Me,
She Fly And So Free, Was Blind Now I See,
And Without Her Now What Would I Be,
Now What I Am, But I'll Still Be A G,

I'll Still Be Hype, I'll Still Shine Bright,
Who Be There To Hold Me So Tight,
Who Be There When It's Lonely At Night,
My Wife So Right, The Love Of My Life

-HOOK-
She's So Sexy So Cool, She's The Baddest Girl I Seen,
I'm Wondering Why I Only See Her In My Dreams,
The Love Of My Life, She's The Only One For Me,
My L.O.V.E. Oh My L.O.V.E.

(Allan I)
Your So Picture Perfect, I Can't Imagine My Life Without You..
(L.O.V.E.)
It's Like I'm Floating On Air Whenever Your Here..
Baby Come With Me And I'll Take You There!!!

-HOOK-
She's So Sexy So Cool, She's The Baddest Girl I Seen,
I'm Wondering Why I Only See Her In My Dreams,
The Love Of My Life, She's The Only One For Me,
My L.O.V.E. Oh My L.O.V.E.

She's So Sexy So Cool, She's The Baddest Girl I Seen,
I'm Wondering Why I Only See Her In My Dreams,
The Love Of My Life, She's The Only One For Me,
My L.O.V.E. Oh My L.O.V.E.

(M.i.C. Break-Down)
L-O-V-E, L-O-V-E, L-O-V-E, L-O-V-E

-HOOK-
She's So Sexy So Cool, She's The Baddest Girl I Seen,
I'm Wondering Why I Only See Her In My Dreams,
The Love Of My Life, She's The Only One For Me,
My L.O.V.E. Oh My L.O.V.E.

:D, my inspiration of finding this just come from nowhere. Haha, k, it time to mug now, had been slacking hell lot this few day. x.x

Friday, September 25, 2009

A leader

I believe some of you might know what had happen, but i just feel like typing them out, if not i will die of boredness. :D

A leader is one who will voice out when he felt something is wrong or might not be in the way that it should be, he/she might not had to hold any leadership position. FREEDOM OF SPEECH.
A leader do not follow what other say, and had a mindset of it own.
A leader should make his/her own decision, and not allowing other to choose for him. A leader is Ftw but not a follower. :D

Dam, i forget alot others le. BUT I BELIEVE THE 3 POINT ABOVE IS ENOUGH TO COVER. :x
I gonna make my own decision, hence PLEASE DO NOT DECIDE FOR ME.

MY LIFE. ROAR.

Today, rubbish crapmate talk to me again, AND AS PER NORMAL, the first part was just rubbish again, and i believe i had clear all your doubt. Please keep everything in the convo :D. Gd luk in editing your bimbo picture. HAHA

Talking about bimbo, make me think of the TIKO BIMBO POSTER. lol. THANK TO WHOEVER HAD DONE IT AH. XIEXIE.


A NEW DONE PICTURE BY CLARE.


THIS IS DONE BY ALL THE BORED PERSON :D

edited at 2.21am: Was still talking to Clare, it was so long since we lasted talk, and we are still like sort of quite close and the openness is not where you can get it everywhere, where people might just think you are a laotiko. :X LET THE CONVO STAY THERE, NEVER BRING IT OUT AGAIN. HAHA

Monday, September 21, 2009

PVSP

Yesterday was hcjc, pvsp. THE WISE OLDMAN OR THE MUSCULAR YOUNG MAN. I guess the answer wasnt out ba. :X

Yay, we got third for volleyball, but it was somehow quite expected. First was shawn lim team, and second was melvin+ alot hcjc a div player. Quite tough to play them on, but definably a good experience for all of us in the court. But it was meant to be a R&R, but turn out to be quite competitive somehow. Esp. in Bball.

The soo's had won champ for Bball, and capt ball, on top of that, david still got third for vball. Zai :D Spam of water bottle ah.

Tonghua said that hcjc people dam friendly wor, and had never regretted for waking up early and go there and play. Haha, try to get your ass into hcjc la. :D jiayous for ur o'lvl

We are the future, we gonna make a change. :D FIGHT FOR YOUR OWN GOALS.

I dont give a damn for where i stand right now, but you are just a super judgmental person who change your attitude super fast, so much for being the best friend for the moment, yea, i know human do change but what that? Tell me the time where we are together, and now we are just like foe to each other. Avoiding 1 another? The night before, i was still thinking what am i suppose to do when i see you. But your attitude had show everything. IT'S OVER.


GOODBYE.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Friendship

I am gonna make this a short one as i am really tired and bored now. :x

Friendship- how does it break? Had this question ever hit your mind before?

Both friends will think the other is busy and will not contact each other thinking it might disturbing to the other party. As time passes, both friends will think ' let the other oen contact me first..'

After some time, each will think ' why should i contact first?'

From here onwards your friendship will be converted to hate.

Finally, the memory become weak due to the lack of contact and we had forget each other.

I dont want to end our friendship in such a way, which is why i am telling you this right now. Friendship are like gold, without polishing, it becomes dull. Whereas if you take care of it will shine like the brightest star.

Wasnt that somehow just being true. Roar 11 more days to eye, and i am still like some slacking ass. -.- GG.com

There still 1 more about thing about friendship one, BUT THE GODDAM PANDA IS NOT SENDING THEM TO ME :(

Wee, hoping the best for tmr pvsp, hope we can get into at least top 4 ba, jiayous people :D

Thursday, September 17, 2009

MIA

Recently nothing much happen, so i shall just go MIA now :D

Sunday, September 13, 2009

End of holiday

I had went to private my blog, since i think that drafting everything up and not posting them is the same as privating it. But yea, i had un-private it soon, because i am posting out once again. :D I had changed the skin and no more cbox for now. :D anything just leave a comment ba.

Boo, reflection really do help at point of time, this holiday i really wrote down what i need and what i want so badly, and i had think of what can i do to make it possible, yea and some reflection about more personal stuff, so it wasn't meant to be posting. I'm sorry :D cheer~

This holiday is a unfruitful one, I had only done some of my work and the rest i think i would just do it tomorrow morning, cause holiday is meant for R&R and not any homework spam. I believe everyone knew that (EXCEPT FOR MUGGER, YES I AM TALKING ABOUT YOU :x).

Ok ba, nothing much happen during holiday, except going back to school like every other day, and yea slacking around and stoning.

Kinda need to go out soon, so yea :D haha

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Dream

Yesterday was a lesson-free day, as we got our workshop and the mass talk by William Tan. He was like that kind of people who had tons of hard-works before reaching for his dream. He had fought on in his life and trying to do as many thing as he can. He didn't close the door when he was so ill. His talk really was so motivate (PANDA, you should go learn :D ).

After that, we got this workshop by melvin, who was a big time joker. He had never failed to make us laugh, is like all the sidetracking is so funny. Woots, 1 more session on 15/9, diedie almost must go.

And for goddam sake, please stop changing the hmt teacher, it serious getting irritating. We all know in our mind if li laoshi go, who will be coming back, and i bet it gonna be so screw. Her lesson is bored and no one will listen to it. And it like o'lv next year? Thank sia

Let say about what a success person is.
- Success is moving towards your goal everyday.
- There are no failure in life, only learning experiences
- The greatest failure in life is not giving your 100%
- If you dare to dream, you have a chance.
- brick walls are there for a reason: they let us prove how badly we want things.
- If i cant, then i MUST!.

Dare to dream.~
If i dared to dream
If there were no such thing as failure
IF i could be/have anything i want

Hey, thank jozoe for helping out alot in the sc t-shirt for the alunmi thing. Xiexie.

I havet been getting reply for quite awhile, never mind , i shall be patient and wait. DARE TO DREAM.

I shall go find the thing for l.o.v.e :D

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Day out wif wdp sc'06

BOO to the lesson that we had in the morning, and making the school to end at 1pm. I guess we are one of the few school which have lesson yesterday, and it totally suck, it just simply like you are in the holiday mood, yet you still had to attend. wts. On the bright side, yesterday lesson was still slack and fun somehow. At least it was better then the toast session or the game. BOO IT.

School ended at 1pm, and I had rush to cwp to meet up with my fellow sc darlings, I thought i will be the last to reach, but kang ending up to be the last. haha. When i reach cwp, i saw sarah and serene outside breadtalk, and max, wanxin, zuan is at mos burger. Thank for helping me to order first :D haha.

We chat, we talk, we compare out height when the giant had reach mos, we tried to decide where to eat our dinner when we are eating our lunch, we squeeze everyone to the table etc etc :D the bond we had is just so unique and strong.

Upon eating finish, we went back to our alma mater. The feeling was never the same when you are still a student there, and had the mindset " hai, lesson today again". The security is getting more tight in the school, and slowly it had become like more of friend gathering then meeting some of the teacher. It now just seem to be like just an excuse somehow.

Mr ng had asked the alumni sc if they wanted the shirt, and he said he gonna mail me by yesterday, and until now, he havet even mail me. :X how can i return the reply by today as well, it like some people are just plainly dao, and they would take 3 days to reply your sms HOR. K, never mind, when i get the mail, i will just forward to all of you.

Dinner out with sc'06 and ms lim is always the same, we had to take quite awhile before we decide what to eat. But it ok, it just a few minute, and the joy and fun we get is like, nothing in this world can buy. Thank ms lim for the treat, thou is teacher's day, yet you are still the one who pay for us. TYVM.

I had finally done what i wanted to do for a long time, it took me quite awhile to notice what myself is doing, but i am just feeling happy i had finally settle it. I dont really care about the result now, but is the process that we should enjoy, hence i am content with it. :D

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY, TEACHER :D

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Dissapointment.

First of all, I am disappointed with rather lot of stuff. I think the rather obvious would be the result. When one had really work hard for it, and was hoping the best of it, and u didnt make it. That is gonna be a great fall. I am just like that.

In life, nothing else is more important then kinship, friendship, relationship. Other stuff is just u WANT or not, whereas the 3 above is u NEED them so badly like any other human. Just like how panda love the bamboo and cling on it all day long. I think no one will be exception to this. But who knows, life is all a joke. The moment you think that the will be the best time of your life, it turn out to be crap, rubbish and nonsense period. I don't know why, but i just feel it that way.

School as per normal was just lesson and stuff, reflection is unavoidable for CE lesson, and works for math. Another boring week had just past. And next monday would be a teacher's day. And for goddam sake, my school is ending at 1pm, while others are all ending around 10am-11am. FML, why is this so unfair. LIFE SCIENCE WORKSHOP IS A WASTE OF 3 HOURS.

Anyway, You had been giving me cold shoulder nowadays, and seriously i don't what went wrong, did i do anything which really make you hate me like now or something? Asking for something just seem to be so hard. That the phrase " so far, yet so near".
I think i understand the reason of the phrase. Now, i will just dao everything and move on with my life.

Ok, i am looking forward to next monday with meeting with sc'06, MAX AND ZUAN PLS TURN UP. LOL

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Enjoyable day.

Ok let start off with yesterday event.

We had celebrated nicol birthday in school, but apparently he still seem quite sad. I really got no idea what had happen. But the cake we had make, it turn out to be quite nice. Just taste like a cheese cake, because of the whipped cream and it had been put in the freezer. Hehe, hopefully you had enjoy the cake. Will post the picture when whoever send me. Haha.

Ok, the rest shall not be posted, because of some reason. If u really wanna know what i wrote for yesterday post then tell me, I RESERVE THE RIGHT NOT TO TELL ANYONE. :D

Alright, today we had done our cip, and obviously it so enjoyable k? Statue is FTW. IF ANYONE WOULD SAY ANYTHING AFTER THAT, I AM SURE I GONNA LOVE HIM/HER LIKE SIAO. I AM SURE. YAY, I HAD ENJOY IT. THANK AH PEOPLE. I LOVE YOU. Wad a bonded class we had.

HEY, I did what i think is right for me ok? I CHOOSE MY LIFE, NOT YOU LA. GODDAM IT. So what if i stone? wasn't stoning is teh fun? HUH? TELL MI IF U NEVER STONE DOWN THEN SAY. LOVE YOU PLEASE. GET A LIFE.

Anyway, my phone was down with sms just now. :X But it turn out to be fine now. SORRY FOR THOSE WHO I DAO JUST NOW. SORRY~

Monday, August 24, 2009

FORCED

k my blogger is dam problematic now again. ROAR, k i had promise to post so i just post. :( next time then i post the picture ok :X Sorry, haha. k THE REST OF THE INFO SHALL REMAIN AS A SECRET FIRST. WEE :D

Anyways, just get back my bio result today. A2, WOOTS, AND ENGLISH A C5. YES AT LEAST A PASS. lol. k la, nothing much to update today.

P.S, I AM NT LAOTIKO LA, SLAP UR PIGU THEN YOU KNOW, AND DON'T PUT IN AEROPLANE. :D

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Scandalous

LOL, the title was just purely for random anyway. But this wasnt saying anyone. Please dont misunderstand.

School today was horrible, basically just because i get back my amath result, it just simply like wts to me, i had done so much yet i still fail. Failing wasnt any big deal, but teacher having doubt that i changed the paper after i had took the paper over, JUST BECAUSE OF THE INK WHICH WAS SUPER THICK. FML. -.- I was really disappointed and pissed, even thought i never get 0. I think the last test, i never feel so bad but this test was just totally opposite. Hai, My life was not MLIA. ROAR. Okay, maybe i should just write a reflection for my action and the result. Like what ms chua had said, " reflection allow people to recap what they think, and they can do for better or worst"

Anyway, I had make a super big mistake yesterday. I had misunderstand my rubbish crapmate for so many stuffs. Hai, i got no idea what had got onto me this few days, but yea, the bottom line, i owe you your sorry. Dui bu qi~

I know that you are having tons of problem now, but why is your replied still seem so cheerful for me? Are u still the happy.go.lucky person on outside, and deep inside yourself, you are suffering in silence, i got no idea. To add on to that, you had been grounded for so many stuffs. Dui bu qi, but yea, if you still wanna confide or talk to me, u can still find me, after all, i think that time had proven everything. Knowing some stuffs, but i still cant do any different to you, make me still worst, and YOUR words make me feel worst. As usual, you are still the one who had borrow me your helping hand when i need, and when u need it, i wasnt anywhere near. Hai, really deep apologies to you.
p.s i not quite sure if you can see this, but yea, i just hope you do, and please cheer up. Sulking is not a good solution for stuffs.

Roar, i still got alot of test coming out, and i had yet to start studying, and my motivator is nowhere, haha but it ok, i will have to dig my own motivation now, if not i will be so dam dead.

Target had to be changed after today. -.- You should get what i mean.

edited~
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened *I GTG
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) ok :x
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened STUDY! (A)
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened HAHA NO LA
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened MY COMPUTER GOT ALOT OF INSTALLATIONS THINGY
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) lol i am studying all the while :X
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened UPGRADING.
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) LOL
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened BAI BAI (:
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened AND CHEER UP! :)
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) bye
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened THOUGH MY LIFE SUCKS
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) i am fine :D
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) LOL
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened AND MAYBE YOURS SUCK TOO
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened BUT
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened HEY!
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened LET'S PRESS ON!!
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) we shall not bow down to lousy life
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) ROAR
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) we shall wait for gd stuff
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened NO POINT GETTING ALL ANGRY FOR JUST FUCKING SCHOOL
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) and hi-5 :D
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened *THOUGH I ALWAYS GET ANGRY*
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened BUT YEAH!
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) AND NT OVER LOUSY STUFF
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened WE'RE TEENAGERS YO.
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) YEA I NOE I AM YOUNG
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) LOL
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened WHAT ELSE CAN WE DO BUT STUDY AND COMPLAIN?
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened :)
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) YESYES
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened OH SHUT UP HAHA YOU OLD ALREADY LA
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) MAKE SENSE :X
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) U HURTED MY FEELING
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened OMG CAN'T BELIEVE I AM SAYING THIS
8/18/2009 9:40:47 PM Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened I SOUND SO MATURE LEH!!!

LOL, LOOK AT THE MATURE CHAT. LOL, AND I NEED TO STUDY MY GEOG NOW. :( DAM SIAN.