Dissapointment.

First of all, I am disappointed with rather lot of stuff. I think the rather obvious would be the result. When one had really work hard for it, and was hoping the best of it, and u didnt make it. That is gonna be a great fall. I am just like that.

In life, nothing else is more important then kinship, friendship, relationship. Other stuff is just u WANT or not, whereas the 3 above is u NEED them so badly like any other human. Just like how panda love the bamboo and cling on it all day long. I think no one will be exception to this. But who knows, life is all a joke. The moment you think that the will be the best time of your life, it turn out to be crap, rubbish and nonsense period. I don't know why, but i just feel it that way.

School as per normal was just lesson and stuff, reflection is unavoidable for CE lesson, and works for math. Another boring week had just past. And next monday would be a teacher's day. And for goddam sake, my school is ending at 1pm, while others are all ending around 10am-11am. FML, why is this so unfair. LIFE SCIENCE WORKSHOP IS A WASTE OF 3 HOURS.

Anyway, You had been giving me cold shoulder nowadays, and seriously i don't what went wrong, did i do anything which really make you hate me like now or something? Asking for something just seem to be so hard. That the phrase " so far, yet so near".
I think i understand the reason of the phrase. Now, i will just dao everything and move on with my life.

Ok, i am looking forward to next monday with meeting with sc'06, MAX AND ZUAN PLS TURN UP. LOL

Enjoyable day.

Ok let start off with yesterday event.

We had celebrated nicol birthday in school, but apparently he still seem quite sad. I really got no idea what had happen. But the cake we had make, it turn out to be quite nice. Just taste like a cheese cake, because of the whipped cream and it had been put in the freezer. Hehe, hopefully you had enjoy the cake. Will post the picture when whoever send me. Haha.

Ok, the rest shall not be posted, because of some reason. If u really wanna know what i wrote for yesterday post then tell me, I RESERVE THE RIGHT NOT TO TELL ANYONE. :D

Alright, today we had done our cip, and obviously it so enjoyable k? Statue is FTW. IF ANYONE WOULD SAY ANYTHING AFTER THAT, I AM SURE I GONNA LOVE HIM/HER LIKE SIAO. I AM SURE. YAY, I HAD ENJOY IT. THANK AH PEOPLE. I LOVE YOU. Wad a bonded class we had.

HEY, I did what i think is right for me ok? I CHOOSE MY LIFE, NOT YOU LA. GODDAM IT. So what if i stone? wasn't stoning is teh fun? HUH? TELL MI IF U NEVER STONE DOWN THEN SAY. LOVE YOU PLEASE. GET A LIFE.

Anyway, my phone was down with sms just now. :X But it turn out to be fine now. SORRY FOR THOSE WHO I DAO JUST NOW. SORRY~

FORCED

k my blogger is dam problematic now again. ROAR, k i had promise to post so i just post. :( next time then i post the picture ok :X Sorry, haha. k THE REST OF THE INFO SHALL REMAIN AS A SECRET FIRST. WEE :D

Anyways, just get back my bio result today. A2, WOOTS, AND ENGLISH A C5. YES AT LEAST A PASS. lol. k la, nothing much to update today.

P.S, I AM NT LAOTIKO LA, SLAP UR PIGU THEN YOU KNOW, AND DON'T PUT IN AEROPLANE. :D

Scandalous

LOL, the title was just purely for random anyway. But this wasnt saying anyone. Please dont misunderstand.

School today was horrible, basically just because i get back my amath result, it just simply like wts to me, i had done so much yet i still fail. Failing wasnt any big deal, but teacher having doubt that i changed the paper after i had took the paper over, JUST BECAUSE OF THE INK WHICH WAS SUPER THICK. FML. -.- I was really disappointed and pissed, even thought i never get 0. I think the last test, i never feel so bad but this test was just totally opposite. Hai, My life was not MLIA. ROAR. Okay, maybe i should just write a reflection for my action and the result. Like what ms chua had said, " reflection allow people to recap what they think, and they can do for better or worst"

Anyway, I had make a super big mistake yesterday. I had misunderstand my rubbish crapmate for so many stuffs. Hai, i got no idea what had got onto me this few days, but yea, the bottom line, i owe you your sorry. Dui bu qi~

I know that you are having tons of problem now, but why is your replied still seem so cheerful for me? Are u still the happy.go.lucky person on outside, and deep inside yourself, you are suffering in silence, i got no idea. To add on to that, you had been grounded for so many stuffs. Dui bu qi, but yea, if you still wanna confide or talk to me, u can still find me, after all, i think that time had proven everything. Knowing some stuffs, but i still cant do any different to you, make me still worst, and YOUR words make me feel worst. As usual, you are still the one who had borrow me your helping hand when i need, and when u need it, i wasnt anywhere near. Hai, really deep apologies to you.
p.s i not quite sure if you can see this, but yea, i just hope you do, and please cheer up. Sulking is not a good solution for stuffs.

Roar, i still got alot of test coming out, and i had yet to start studying, and my motivator is nowhere, haha but it ok, i will have to dig my own motivation now, if not i will be so dam dead.

Target had to be changed after today. -.- You should get what i mean.

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Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened *I GTG
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) ok :x
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened STUDY! (A)
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened HAHA NO LA
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened MY COMPUTER GOT ALOT OF INSTALLATIONS THINGY
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) lol i am studying all the while :X
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened UPGRADING.
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) LOL
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened BAI BAI (:
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened AND CHEER UP! :)
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) bye
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened THOUGH MY LIFE SUCKS
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) i am fine :D
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) LOL
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened AND MAYBE YOURS SUCK TOO
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened BUT
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened HEY!
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened LET'S PRESS ON!!
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) we shall not bow down to lousy life
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) ROAR
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) we shall wait for gd stuff
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened NO POINT GETTING ALL ANGRY FOR JUST FUCKING SCHOOL
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) and hi-5 :D
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened *THOUGH I ALWAYS GET ANGRY*
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened BUT YEAH!
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) AND NT OVER LOUSY STUFF
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened WE'RE TEENAGERS YO.
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) YEA I NOE I AM YOUNG
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) LOL
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened WHAT ELSE CAN WE DO BUT STUDY AND COMPLAIN?
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened :)
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) YESYES
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened OH SHUT UP HAHA YOU OLD ALREADY LA
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) MAKE SENSE :X
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) U HURTED MY FEELING
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened OMG CAN'T BELIEVE I AM SAYING THIS
8/18/2009 9:40:47 PM Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened I SOUND SO MATURE LEH!!!

LOL, LOOK AT THE MATURE CHAT. LOL, AND I NEED TO STUDY MY GEOG NOW. :( DAM SIAN.

Loved.

Hmm let see what I had done for the past 2 days. Basically, I think is just like the same old thing i did every weekend, except this week, i had never touch my homework at all, only mug for test. X.x. i am dead.

Ok, Last night, i had done a good deed like making someone laughing out when she was feeling down, and she had said what she promise lur. LOL, and dam you max, if you know about what the promise is. -.- OK, but who cares, like what i do in sec sch. " yeayea, my girlfriend la, can or not." LOL. funness. But the thing i do was seriously retarded. HAHA, that why maybe it will be someone laugh. :x

Anws, there was this notes by maxysexy on fb, i shall post it in my blog too. :x

ONE question.
ONE chance.
ONE honest answer.
That's all you get.
Respond even if you're not tagged
you get to ask me 1 question.
write it here.
any question & i have to promise to answer them truthfully.

No catch.
But I dare you to re-post this and see what people ask you..


(please ask me sensible questions)

LOL, copy from max :X K, I SHALL ALLOW PEOPLE TO ASK.

Woots, i got sms from my FATTY (SKINNY ) panda when i was having dinner just now. And she make it until like BIG NEWS like that. HAHA, ok la, might not be big news to all, but still a important news for me. Hehe, thank you for informing me about it. Upon hearing it, i just laugh out lot, and was xin zai le huo about the incident. I shall not mention what had happen. :X SORRY TO THOSE WHO ARE INVOLVE.

All the best for my test tomorrow, I DUN WANT TO GET 0 AGAIN. DUMB.

OH YEA, I FELT LOVED, MAX ARE U JEALOUS OF THAT? MAYBE U SHOULD FIND UR EENING OR WHATEVER SHIT LA. ROAR, KEEP SAYING ME.

Randomness

Haha, as title had suggested i will type out in a random manner i guess, i would just dao all the day and event. No order i guess. :D

Ok, let me start off with the school first, Life is gonna be quite tough and sucky at the same time, due to the spam of test next week, thought it is just 1 week, but it long, seem so short YET so long, haha irony. I had found myself a motivator, who would be responsible to motivate me to study. Haha, thank in advance. I had saw this pm, and it was saying that he wanted to get straight A, roar, since he can do it, why cant i do it as well. I gonna work hard toward my dream. *finger cross* hopefully i can make it that far.

Haha, anyway i shall introduce " she the pretty one" LOL, i think whoever it is, should know what i mean. :X and sry no niao or whatever involve hor. Ok, let me think how should i phrase my words. lol.
- she the one who trusted me when we only know each other a few day
- she was the one who need some angry management course. :X
- she the one who is rather mature and know what is right and wrong
- she THE PRETTY GAL who dont move.
- she is super tall from what i know. :X
- she dun mind talking to stm people :X

LOL, that all i can think for now, maybe i will update it later at night or what. HAHA, I AM SORRY, I KNOW IT WAS LESSER THEN YESTERDAY.

HOMEWORKS/TEST/SCHOOL SUCKS
test for next week.
monday: Amath trigo+ history
Tuesday: up to now, dun remember got anything
Wednesday: Geography+ cheng yu test
Thursday: Biology test
Friday: Chemistry test.

I AM SERIOUSLY DOWN WITH STM. :X lazy to check my homelink or what. just write what i remember, anyone who spotted mistake please inform me. Xiexie

Oh yea, i suddenly think of today CE lesson. About sexual education. LOL, sorry, i am not laotiko or what, but it part of growing years ok? Our class got this small act out and it was about some pre-martial sex. And we learning about petting line. LOL. The most we can do was kissing and holding hand, AND THE NONO THING IS prolonged kissed, hugging(WDP'SC 06 MUST READ THIS. :D HAHA), petting, heavy petting and SEX (be it oral or what.) but i think the hugging there was different from what we do la, the hugging there should involve of touching and physical contact. k.you.should.get.what.i.mean. HAHA

Sidenote: WDP'sc 06, please try to keep teacher day free, DONT GO OUT WITH YOUR "SOMEONE" but you can always bring him/her along, i bet non of us will mind :X LOL

MEALS.

Woots, i would really enjoy today quite alot. Off to carl JR for lunch, and pizza huts for my dinner. :X

Nothing much had really happen this few days, mostly my day just revolve around the computer and rotting myself at home and sleeping at some epic time and waking up dam early. :X Just dunno why people like to sms me around 7+. Haha, if it was the normal Tuesday/ weekend , i might just be pissed off and replied " Why the shit did u call me or sms me so early". K i think u can replace the word yourself if u had know me long enough.

Anyways, someone told me that the first impression of me was crappy and not dumb, YAYNESS, but i know i wasnt dumb but i am stupid right? U trying to mean that right? HAHA, and u had said that i am super careful about what i type, but i think if u read my archive, i bet u will change your opinion one. :X

k, time for me to go sleep or what, except camping in front of computer. :X

NDP parade.

The first time, i was hoping that friday would end much earlier then that. :x sorry, i had pissed you of in sch or wad. And like i sae, u onli seen 1 side of him, and i had seen 2 side. U can choose to believe wad he sae, but i dun realli giv a dam. i just simply cant take joke from BLACKIE (ONLI ONE, I AM NT A RACIST). Seriously, if u think wad he sae was all a joke, i would just go up to him and punch him in his face and tell him "IT'S JUST A JOKE LA, TAKE IT SO SERIOUSLY FOR WAD". Not only me who got pissed off by him, but yet alot of people. U would hav seen it urself, I had nothing much to say i guess.

After NDP parade, outing with ben, nicol, nick, ryan, mich, siying, soo's, gad. We had rushed down to CWP, wanted to watch GI joe, at 1235, but ending up when we reach there, only left first 2 rows, and we decided not to watch and wait until 2pm. LOL, zai kia. So we had went to makan, and just walk around CWP, or rather stoning down there. Suddenly ryan got a great suggestion. " Y nt we stand at 1 place and look at people, and observe them" k u shld get wad i mean.

GI joe, was rather fine, but the plot was super brainless, it just like whoever got better technology and money win the battle. I think that would be the result of WW3 or wad la. LOL, but it was still interesting and fun to watch. After all watching movie is just to relax and stuff.

Anws, Pls stop dragging the past issue into our convo, i dun wanna bring out all the past and say again, it gonna make everyone upset only.

OH YEA, past few day, my tummy is like dam funny, i just feel dam hungry after i have taken my meal, and i had my gastric dam hell early in the morning, which make me dun feel like moving at all. :X ON TOP OF THAT, i am having ulcer in my mouth. RAWR, IT SUX.

K ANWS, EARLY HAPPY B'DAE S'PORE

Decision make.

Haha, i think some of u might know what i am talking about, so please keep your mouth shut ok? let the matter rest for now. Wee, i am happy but at the same time feeling abit of upset. BUT IT OK, IT GONNA BE FINE.

I dunno, but i just feeling super enthu today for no good reason, and feeling chao happy after getting Emath result. I was expecting myself to fail the paper, and ending up i gt a 17/25= 68%. Nt bad a b3. :x. Combine up wif my first Emath test which is 85%, i still got an a1 for it. But i see alot of unhappy faces in the class :X Sorry ppl.

School was just like any other schooldays, stone at chair, listen to teacher, do work, AND WAITING FOR THE BELL TO RING. OH YEA, todae hmt class was a joke, li laoshi was boroing ch's handphone and said that she will return the money, den i was staring at him, i tot yours was plan? hw to return u. lol. okok.

English test todae was ok, ty to my darling mark, who help mi google for the answer. THANK YOU SO MUCH. lala, the question i wrote was " co-ed school is better den single sex school. Discuss" WEE, I DISARGEE TO IT. SINGLE SEX SCH IS FTW. k sry no offend. Had discuss wif clare and yang juz now, and both sae i was rubbish, and wad they sae make sense. LALA, K LA U ALL WINNER.

Skype-ing had nrv failed to make mi laugh, except for dota skype -.- but sumtime still can laugh like sum retarded, coz of junwei. LOL. :D , SRY. HAHA.

After school todae was realli horrible, the bad news had happen. My granny was in a coma, and i was like thinking, hw long had i since last visited her. Seriously, i felt so bad, and tmr i am having cca. And my mum told mi that, she might nt be able to struggle until thurs w/o any will to survive. But yea, her op for her leg is still on tmr, hopefully it a success pls. I felt that i am nt even fit to be her grandson, she was the one who had bring me up when i was young. Look after me when i was sick, cook for mi, NO MATTER WAD TIME IT WAS. i still rmb got 1 time it was like 12am, den i told her i was dam hungry, she wake up and cook for mi. RAWR, life is always full of surprise, i mean she was perfectly fine 2 wk ago, and who knew this would happen. Hai, nrv cherish her enuff in the past. I felt that i am such a horrible person. -.- Please recover, i will try my best to visit u whenever i got time now. I promise :(

Life is full of unwanted surprise.

I am sorry, but to sae that wad i dun wish to happen, had finally happened, i had drag it for a super long time, since like 14/7, if i am nt wrong? It realli sumthing that no one wanna see. But we had to face the music rite now, I believe u had make urself clear enuff, and i had get it. But i juz cant take the excuse u had gave to mi, like i sae we are like so dam close and bcoz of 1 person u had to do tis? i realli cant take it. K, so i shall wish you all the best. Like i told the others, when he is around, there will nt be mi, when i am around, there will nt be him. OK SIMPLE. MY LIFE STILL HAD TO CARRY ON. I shall be a kind soul for once, and wish you all the best, if we ever meet ea other in rl, it gonna be so paiseh le. (rawr, still cant be colour, dam sian. If nt will be obvious who i am targeting at. ) IT'S TIME TO SAE GD BYE.

YO TY ALOT DUDE, DOING SO MANY THING BEHIND MY BACK, AND GETTING PISS OFF AND JEALOUS FOR NO GD REASON? BREAKING OUT OUR FWENSHIP. PLS LUR, REALLI TY YOU SO MUCH, SO MUCH OF ME HELPING U IN THE PAST, AND TAKE YOU AS MY BEST FWEN. SRSLY UR ACTION MAKE MI TOTALLY STUN. IF XXX HAD NRV TOLD MI WAD HAPPEN, I WILL STILL BE IN THE DARK. TY ALOT PAL, I LOVE YOU, AND I MEANT IT.

Argg, enuff of all this rubbish, i will just forget it once and for all.

Ok, spamming on FB is realli fun, and can realli let sum1 forget abt all the unhappy stuff, esp spamming wif sc'06, we can tok stuff until so off one. LOL, and most imptly no one mind. SPECIAL BROTHERHOOD YO. HAHA, U GUYS HAD DEFINALLY MAKE MY DAE.

Was thinking to make my blog into a report blog, like lois one. SRY YANG :x BLEH. HAHA, and I HAD ADDED KENNYAPZHELIANG ON FB, TIME TO STALK HIM NOW HAHA

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HOPEFULLY THE GOD DAM TIME CAN PROOF MI RITE, AND HEAL MY WOUND. OK LA, TIME FOR MI TO STUDY LIAO, IF NT I MIGHT END UP FAILING MY EMATH TOO. :(

OH YEA, THE GREAT PLAN GAL, WHERE MY LOVE MAIL HUH. LOL OK JUZ JOKING, AND I NOE U ARE CHAO COLD ONE :D