Goodbye my friend, hehe

Hehe, mark had offical left for dubai now, and he shld be there enjoying himself wif all the mugging session that he gonna hav there rite? Am i rite to sae mark? Hmm, a day w/o u juz realli seem so odd la, mi and jj realli rely on u alot in the past, be it as a fwen, a dota host, or a teammate. I am gonna to countdown for the date that u are coming bak ok? Rmb dun miss mi :). and i always love you as mine....... fwen :D. Mark enjoy ur trip and all ur mugging session there ba, rmb to jiayou for ur blocs hor.

hoho toking abt this, i rmb the convo wif -LKH-

kh: u realli ghey or not, i saw alot ppl saeing abt it leh
me: ya la, ghey la, imba ghey de lor
kh: are u like kinda interest in the guys here? *pointing at mark,yx,kenn and so on*
me: duh? All is my bf/gf leh, wad u expect? do u wanna join us. THE GHEY CLUB.
kh: wapiang, u dam bisexual sia? bf+gf mixing around..
me: o.O. bf=best friend, gf= good friend, u got a prob wif mi ah?
kh *pissed off face*: silence

woots, tis had realli make my day so high la, the ghey club, form by the imba kenn. :D Y am i part of it, dammit, most impt, he gt pwn by mi :D


The first song that came to my mind was "Season in the sun":

Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We ve known each other since we
Were nine or ten
Together we ve climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and abc s
Skinned our hearts and
Skinned our knees

Goodbye my friend it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing
In the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

Goodbye papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along

Goodbye papa it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the songs like the
Seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like
The seasons have all gone

Goodbye michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped
Me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on
The ground

Goodbye michelle it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in
The sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

Yest morning aka 11/6 morning, had went to airport to sent my dad off, but yet at the same time was juz to wake up freaking early to do nth, and go grab Mac breakfast. Woots so nice.

i don't understand why,
but maybe ignorance is blissful.
sometimes i silently cry,
when my heart feels really painful.

i don't understand why,
every time i see you with that guy,
i look away, i try,
i tell myself a lie.
"you still care," my mind said.
how long do i have to wait
for you to see that
you're everything i had?
i don't want to lose it,
you're everything i need.
but you're blinded,
you'll never see you're all i ever wanted.
please don't turn me round and round like a circle game,
tell me what's on your mind.
life would never be the same,
if we had all the time.
but it's impossible.
i know its inevitable.
and i lost.
i'm lost.
and now i know
its time to let go.


I think up to this point of time, it rather obvious who i am trying to bring this to, but i realli gt no idea if she hav any clue abt this or not, but yea i realli hope u would come and read abt this. :D And to those who realli didnt get the whole story, pls dun go around spreading remour, and i strongly believe that this matter its juz between 2 of us, nt any other ppl.

Anws, i had been up a few nite, doing a ppt slide, but i dun think it a fruitful one. Everytime, new idea fresh thou my minds, and i always delete wad i done yest, argg. From the first day of holiday until now, countless of nite, dunno hw many midnite oils had been burned, and i had onli finish 2 slides, wad the epic failure am I..

P.s: Alot of ppl had been saeing abt the past few post i had made, like i sae be4 i post out wad i wanted to sae and if u think that the worst, i am realli to sae "NO". I juz hope that no one would freaking comment abt it anymore, be4 u stand in my shoes and think.