Holidae

Tis holidae do consist of alot different kind of feeling, all those who talked to me recently and had asked abt it shld noe wad had happen. Gd things and bad stuffs. Argg, that how life is abt.

Gd things:
Had met up wif Wdp sc'06, and as per normal we had done crap and stuff, which realli make ppl enjoy alot. :D
Finally get over wif wad i didnt in the past, and managed to get over the shadow of it.
Allow to slack for 1 mth, and had nt realli done much. :X
Talk to sum1 who realli speak out wad he think abt me, and would give mi a second chance to chng. Tyvm, i bet u noe who u are.

Gd things had nrv realli last for long, but i realli think i had churish tis enuff, like wad i nrv do be4.

Bad stuffs:
Plan on 25th june was cancel due to many stuffs. Sadness
Fall sick for more then half the holidae. Double Sadness
Didnt make it to where i wanted in the end. Triple sadness
Screw up in my life, and cried abt some of the stuff, which wasnt realli IMPT anymore now.
Had make a real close fwen realli upset
Failed in wad i am suppose to finish like at least half a year ago, and i still havet done it RIGHT NOW?
H1N1 had hit singapore real hard, and sch holidae is still nt extending.

Anws, i realli wanna ty all those who was by my side for the past 120hours, i had tried to do many diff stuff to numb myself and tried not to sleep. I know once i am alone in the room, i would start to think abt it again. Realli thank you guys, 120 hours had past and i bet every1 is dead beat now, I am fine and i am still the piglet who slp like 18 hours ea dae rite now. Esp. wanna ty to the one, who make mi abuse my sms so much :x, and to you it still not abuse, argg. Hehe, Realli wanna sae, thank you.

I had realli learn alot from my senior tis month, those crushing down my ego do help, thou at first it very painful for me, but i believe i can chng into a better person. You guys had do light up the path for mi, 24 hours more, and we would sae byebye to ea other, and the nxt time we met, we would just be "hi-bye" fwen, no longer wad we had been doing for the past 4 years. You guys might be harsh on your words, but noeing you all for so long, i noe u all done all tis for my own gd, and ty for the wishes u all had gave to me. I am not gonna meet you guys tmr, i dun wanna myself to drop tears rite now. I would like to say sorry for the attitude i had gave, sorry for being disrespect, sorry for nt listening to you guys advise in the past, sorry for everything and anything. Those thing are now in my memory onli, it nt gonna be in my life anymore. Realli thank for those gd memory. Goodbye my fwen, I dunno when are we gonna meet again, our heart will nrv be tgt as one now, but i hope our soul still do remain tgt.

I am still a retarded kid, who onli start to churish stuff when i start to lost them, i had lost so many impt stuff in life and never noticed them until this holidae. The thing i had gave up since i am young, ty you "slpy" for ur wake up call, i nrv knew you are a normal human :X no offend. You always give mi the cold look, and no matter wad happen u just got the dao attitude, and i always sae u are the c'b(cold-blooded) in the clique. i guess i am wrong abt you. Realli sry.

I guess if i gonna list every1 down it would take me at least 1 whole dae to think, but the impt one are one top, and yea 1 more who i noe might hate me to the core rite now, due to my action tis holidae. But u realli make a change in my life, wish you all the best in ur studies and CCA now, dun over-stress yourself like the past. Learn to relax k? As per normal, sms mi when u are bored and we can crap the hellshyt of it.

Lastly, MY rubbish crapmate, weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i love you so much ok :D OPENNESS, hehe if ady read tis, i gonna be deadmeat :X but u wont mind rite. AT LEAST I DUN HUG PPL GF IN BIKINI, LOL. hehe if u still rmb. TIME FOR US TO ABUSE SMS AND GET HYPER FOR NO REASON TGT. hehe :D and stop asking mi to wear fake wig and fake boobs la. LOL. Mayb i shld juz cancel the last line, coz of openness rules, hehe

Sickness

I had finally fall a sick after many days/wks of overnite rushing project, and doing sum personal ppt. And it realli come so sudden and caught mi by surprise, i am vomiting out wad i take in, almost immediately. And tempeture rise up to 38.7 just now.

Arggg life sucks. After so many mass convo of where we going tmr, ending up, i still cant make it. Sorry to those ppl who i had promised that i will turn up tmr, i am realli ill now.

If the illness cont., i might nid to for bloodtest le, fml la. Planning so many thing in last wk, and now this happen, wts is tis. It freaking unfair la. =.=

Anws i am sorry to all WDP sc'06-08, i had asked for 25th outing, it cancel, due to our yr alot ppl had fall sick. To add on, I am realli sorry to faith, who had helping to help mi contact more people to the outing and yet it had been cancel now. Dui bu qi.

Lins/ sarah, get well soon ok. :D So we can meet up real soon

Project

Projecting wif Jaycee and steven was the fun, we had been playing while we do the work, yet we wasnt 100% doing the work, yet we managed to finish quite alot of stuff todae, woots felt quite happy abt it. First meeting, and we are at least 50% there le :D jiayous group, thou we didnt realli update the task list, but who giv a dam la, it the product that count more den the process.

Anws, to all the Wdp Sc'06-08:
As fellow alumni of SC, A group of us (mi, max, zuan, wanxin, kang raye, sarah and serene) would like to organize a BBQ event at woodland there, and we certainly do hope that most of you who will be able to turn up, as we can make it into sum bonding stuff or times where we get to enjoy ourselves, and throw all our homework behind our back, and plae our heart out. So we guys would realli hope to see you guys to turn up on that day. We realli nid cfm the number of ppl going, if nt we would had a hard time preparing for stuff, so juz drop mi a sms or leave a tag at my tagbox asap, ty alot ppl. :D Anws it would be on 25th june, timing from afternoon- night time.

hehe, the weather tis few dae is dam freaking weird, so ppl take gd care of ur own health :D Lins, speedy recover ok.

WDP sc'06 FTW :D

Be4 meeting up wif WDP sc'06, i had went out for lunch, and had my hair cutted. Waited inside the salon for at least 1hr+, and alot of thing had happen there, and it realli allow mi to think thou quite alot of stuff. After waiting for 1hr, i tot i would be late to meet up wif wdp sc'06. But yet, i am still nt late :x, got so worried abt it. HAHA. So after cutting my hair, went home to bath, and pack my stuff asap, and drove down to woodlands. On the way there, i had went to places near to wdp, and to my surprise i had saw kas again. =.= Sry, i am nt stalking u, its juz sheer luk.

Hehe, our meeting time for sum of the sc'06 is 5pm, while sum others was 6. And around 4.30pm, sarah, serene, Max both sms mi sae they would be late. I myself reach there around 455, and i saw kang and xiaoxin, so we had went around the cwp awhile, and i finally get my knee guard le, FINALLY ah. And we had once again, ONCE AGAIN, stand outside breadtalk and waited for at least an hour for our darling maxysexy. But those time are worth waiting i guess to meet up wif wdp sc'06.

Todae is the first day, we nrv go the the cwp info board to checkout wad we gonna eat for our dinner, instead we decided even be4 max came. Wahah, once in the blue moon, we did that. So had went to pastamania for our dinner. As expected, it was a cheese-spammed day for us again. Shall let the picture do the talking.


Mine pasta
Max pastawanxin pastaWanxin smiley, done by cheese and chilli powder :D hehe, as per normal, we plae wif food again :X

After the eating ceremony, we had went for the cam-whores, and the gals had force us to go take wif them again. But yest shld be the day every1 enjoy cam-whore, including xiaoxin :D, we onli promise to take 1, ending up we taking countless of them. I shall choose the better one to post.
yay, the ghey picture. nah juz joking, picture wif my best fwen/temamate :D
the all guys pictureHUH? wtf?
the white chickenthe blackie chicken

Goodbye my friend, hehe

Hehe, mark had offical left for dubai now, and he shld be there enjoying himself wif all the mugging session that he gonna hav there rite? Am i rite to sae mark? Hmm, a day w/o u juz realli seem so odd la, mi and jj realli rely on u alot in the past, be it as a fwen, a dota host, or a teammate. I am gonna to countdown for the date that u are coming bak ok? Rmb dun miss mi :). and i always love you as mine....... fwen :D. Mark enjoy ur trip and all ur mugging session there ba, rmb to jiayou for ur blocs hor.

hoho toking abt this, i rmb the convo wif -LKH-

kh: u realli ghey or not, i saw alot ppl saeing abt it leh
me: ya la, ghey la, imba ghey de lor
kh: are u like kinda interest in the guys here? *pointing at mark,yx,kenn and so on*
me: duh? All is my bf/gf leh, wad u expect? do u wanna join us. THE GHEY CLUB.
kh: wapiang, u dam bisexual sia? bf+gf mixing around..
me: o.O. bf=best friend, gf= good friend, u got a prob wif mi ah?
kh *pissed off face*: silence

woots, tis had realli make my day so high la, the ghey club, form by the imba kenn. :D Y am i part of it, dammit, most impt, he gt pwn by mi :D


The first song that came to my mind was "Season in the sun":

Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We ve known each other since we
Were nine or ten
Together we ve climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and abc s
Skinned our hearts and
Skinned our knees

Goodbye my friend it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing
In the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

Goodbye papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along

Goodbye papa it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the songs like the
Seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like
The seasons have all gone

Goodbye michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped
Me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on
The ground

Goodbye michelle it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in
The sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

Yest morning aka 11/6 morning, had went to airport to sent my dad off, but yet at the same time was juz to wake up freaking early to do nth, and go grab Mac breakfast. Woots so nice.

i don't understand why,
but maybe ignorance is blissful.
sometimes i silently cry,
when my heart feels really painful.

i don't understand why,
every time i see you with that guy,
i look away, i try,
i tell myself a lie.
"you still care," my mind said.
how long do i have to wait
for you to see that
you're everything i had?
i don't want to lose it,
you're everything i need.
but you're blinded,
you'll never see you're all i ever wanted.
please don't turn me round and round like a circle game,
tell me what's on your mind.
life would never be the same,
if we had all the time.
but it's impossible.
i know its inevitable.
and i lost.
i'm lost.
and now i know
its time to let go.


I think up to this point of time, it rather obvious who i am trying to bring this to, but i realli gt no idea if she hav any clue abt this or not, but yea i realli hope u would come and read abt this. :D And to those who realli didnt get the whole story, pls dun go around spreading remour, and i strongly believe that this matter its juz between 2 of us, nt any other ppl.

Anws, i had been up a few nite, doing a ppt slide, but i dun think it a fruitful one. Everytime, new idea fresh thou my minds, and i always delete wad i done yest, argg. From the first day of holiday until now, countless of nite, dunno hw many midnite oils had been burned, and i had onli finish 2 slides, wad the epic failure am I..

P.s: Alot of ppl had been saeing abt the past few post i had made, like i sae be4 i post out wad i wanted to sae and if u think that the worst, i am realli to sae "NO". I juz hope that no one would freaking comment abt it anymore, be4 u stand in my shoes and think.

Running + Food = ??

Had went for sum physical training wif peter in the morning at bakit batok park, its had been realli reali long since i last went there, and no doubt it realli tired running up the slope and the 121 stairs ( We did went to count. Lol, i am juz jking, we read the infomation there, hehe) We had do for abt 1hr 30mins, and the feeling was realli tiring and u felt that u might juz vomit out anytime. In that 1hr and 30min, i think wad we done is much more den a 5km run, woots. Win-win, first win bcoz it help us to train our physical, and the second win is obvious to lost sum fat. :D

We aso took some picture when we are resting, picture of monkiies.

Ok, that was just for the morning, and for the nite, had went out for supper AGAIN, argg my fats is growing chao fast nowaday. I bet the nxt time we met, u guys might nt be able to noe who i am le. :(
Went down to geylang to makan the soyabean curd, which was realli nice and smooth, it was realli so long since we last went there as a family le. Nxt stop, we went to makan sum durian, and w/o the second thought, the seller there are freaking rude. But yea, the durian was realli nice and enjoyable stuff to eat. Hai, onli if i can do tis during sch day, and juz fall asick and can 4get all abt my homework, and continue to rot at home.

oh yea, I had sumthing to share, this is wad i read from my email:

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.
Always try to help a friend in need
Believe in yourself
Be brave...but it's ok to be afraid sometimes
Study hard
Give lots of kisses
Laugh often
Don't be overly concerned with your weight,
it's just a number
Always try to see the glass half full
Meet new people,
even if they look different to you
Remain calm, even when it seems hopeless
Take lots of naps..
Be weird whenever you have the chance
Love your friends, no matter who they are
Don't waste food
RELAX
Take an occasional risk
Try to have a little fun each day.
....it's important
Work together as a team
Share a joke with friends
Fall in love with someone..
...and say 'I love you' often
Express yourself creatively
Be conscious of your appearance
Always be up for surprises
Love someone with all of your heart
Share with friends
Watch your step
It will get better
There is always someone who loves you
more than you know
Exercise to keep fit
Live up to your name
Seize the Moment
Hold on to good friends;
they are few and far between
Indulge in the things you truly love
Cherish every Sunday
At the end of the day... PRAY
....... and close your eyes
And smile at least once a day!

Jerk vs Handsome :D

Woots, today was juz feeling so high for no gd reason, i basically juz rot around at home and do nothing. So yea i am here to showcase the Jerk and the Handsome :D hopefully they wont mind. I took the picture from their class blog.


Next would be a gal censor picture :X, haha, my handsome is half-naked.

woots, this is the handsome i was toking abt, *staring at his body*. Wasnt it dam nice, haha

Look at the guy, on the left, He the jerk :D, and yea it juz a joke ah, dun saw him on road and start bashing him up. hehe. Josh; " I am single and i am not a jerk", but why did all of us saw ur galfwen that dae huh? :D

source from http://ohninesixoh.blogspot.com/

ok, no offend to kenn/ josh ah, if u guys mind tell mi, hehe.

Was rather surprise wif sum of my msn chat, i mean it like i expected the one who shldnt be asking mi that kind of qus, and the one i expected to ask, didnt even ask mi anything, thou was on9 for such a long hours when i was on9, but it ok la, every1 might nt be realli in the mood sumtime

Screw up everything

Sch funfair is as expected to be a screwed one for myself, and its is srsly bored to the core, but it seem to be freaking fun for some of the ppl, its totally sarks for mi, wasting at least 8hr of my life doing nth except throwing sandbag into the cans. Wts, wasting my life and making everyone unhappy? When i reach home, i was realli pissed off like sum ppl who PMS, and yea, it a fking fact i do realli piss off. So much thing happening, and u wan mi to close 1 of my eyes and take it as nth happen, sry i realli cant do it. Like i sae be4, i am not a saint or anything, I NT GONNA BE SUM IDIOT TO RISK HIS OWN LIFE TO SAVE THE OTHER.

Y cant parent be more understand, and when ppl is freaking tired and piss off, dun freaking rub into the wound, if nt a volcano might juz explode. And i mean, that kind of throwing out all the freaking temper and words.

I am realli sick and tired of my life, to every1 result is everything, and when i got sum fking screw result, it mean the end for everything. wad the bitch, ty you result, i love you. Hardwork =/= Gd result. After getting report book, ppl around mi start to kpkb abt result and showing off their result. But sry yea, my ego wasnt as high as sum bitch out there who wan to win in everything and make ppl fked up.

Result the roots of all the evil stuff. I go out, kanna nag, I go training, ask y i nrv use more time to study, I use comp, sae i nt doing anything productitive. wad the hell is this, can any1 juz tell mi? PLS? If u ever noe the answer in my mind. =.=

Anws, to those out there, if u think u are the king, and gonna let ppl wait for u for like at least 3hr and suddenly have a change in mind, den i shall be here to tell u, U ISINT ANY1, BUT JUZ A NORMAL HUMAN BEING LIKE U AND MI, FFS. U always thou that those little stuff u had done wont hurt any1, but its does hurt a person so deep inside, like wad i did to the special person. I noe the feeling of that now. And yea, i realli cant close my eyes on wad u had been doing, its totally make mi fked up. I hope i didnt see, but yea i saw AND i even heard. Wad more do u expect from mi rite now. Tell mi pls. Seeing every1 face is so black le, u still dun freaking care, onli care abt ur own fun and stuff. Tell mi u not self-centered sia. and ending up, making everyone no mood to go out and eat, and all just went home wif their freaking black face, yet u still plaeing there. U had always made sum promise, but those promise wasnt even met, wad is my reaction when u sae u had another promise for mi, was it gonna be a lie again? I definally hope its wasnt, we was once so close and now wad is happen to us, i got no idea wad u hare thinking, and i dun realli giv a damn now. It ur life not mine. I juz hope u will churish the nxt person u noe ba.

Seatosa :D

Had been out two days in a row, and rather obvious I had went seatosa for the past 2 day, for leisure or wadever :D.

Ok, yest wasnt realli fun as mi, my bro, ben had juz butt in to join 3/6 class outing and we feeling quite extra sumhw. We didnt realli get to enjoy the sea, sand, sun like wad we normally did, instead the time we spend there is just so short. Rather waste of time :X, and most imptly nrv even do anything meaningful.

Todae would be a much fun trip as compare to my any other seatosa trip. Thou in the morning is freaking bored with lesson, but the first time, my class would our math teacher like crazy. Dismiss us like at least 30min be4 the planned time. Hoho, tyvm mr tan. After lesson, went to makan lunch and crap, and went to seatosa after that, at first its was realli so sian and tired after so many day of shortage of slp le. Hmm, 06S09 is realli a fun grp of ppl hanging out with, thou i didnt realli noe them at first, but ending up, we start to chat and do everything together, its rather rare i guess, and all of us had a rather open mindset. We had plaed, beach vball, beach soccer, brigde, manjong and walking around seatosa countless of time. After all those, we went to bath, and went to vivo to grab our dinner and MILKS. Dun u love the milk huh? All the protein, healthy healthy. :D

After everydae had packed their dinner, we had went to the rooftop of vivo, sitting super near to the imbashyt guy, who can do 360 degree turn on the pull-up bar, i bet josh, the jerk cant even do it. We had went to diff place for our food, BK and food republic. Ok, so we juz talk there and sort of aruge abit la, but it friendly arguement. lol. Learn to plae indian poker or wad la, and the punishment is dam 2pid but yet fun at the same time, let list sum of them. 2 Guys saeing " u jump, i jump" near the sea there in front of all the couple, holding hand together and going into water and walk past alot of people, carry sum1 on the back and run around the couple, "i xxx love xx" and so on, i bet hardly can get this kind of class around now, its was realli fun to hang out wif.

Hmm, to the one who is so called "single", ur darling galfwen had rush all the way down juz to makan dinner wif u wor, still dare sae u are single. Tsk, cheating ur own feeling ah? wahaha. Kenn, the handsome who always being called as " fionna-whore" is realli a nice person, we onli tok on9 and its the first time saw him and they are realli fwenly and dun even mind if they realli noe mi and would juz allow mi to join :D hehe Ty 06S09 for this wonderful memories, i bet i cant get it anywhere else, as ppl wont be as crazy as u guys, who randomly would juz bond kenn, in every part of the sch and any place in the public. :x