The Sweet memories

Trust

2010-02-17T18:53:00.000+08:00

A trust which had been build up over the year would just be destroy in the split second. Period.

Competition

2010-02-11T18:50:00.002+08:00

oh yes, i don't think i deserve to comment on anything now, but yea, i really wish to say some of this stuff to my fellow friend.

Competition wasn't just about winning, winning is just a bonus, it just mean that you had work hard enough.
When theres a winner, there must also always be a loser. (yes, i dislike to be a loser too, but is there even a choice for us to choose from?)

Come on, cheer up my friend! Dun take win and lose so seriously, or rather i would just feel that it was the bonding in the team more important. So what if my team always win but yet my team always argue? I would rather be in a super bonded team and yet we always lost. It just dont matter that much.

SO CHEER UP RIGHT NOW! CNY IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER. SMILE :D

Hectic life

2010-01-25T20:43:00.003+08:00

I really cant think of any more better title den this right now. It wasn't really due to the spam of homework, i still think it was acceptable, but it just the little minor thing that is going wrong in life. Yea, u might just say setback is normal in life, but how often do you people face it?

Just today, had took back my amath test. And obviously i had flunked it like shit. D: I had really work hard, just wanna pass the goddam test, but i just seem unable to do it. On top of that, what had make me real pissed was the stereotyping of people. It like seriously, get a life la. -.- So what if the guy is always good, WILL HE BE ALWAYS GOOD? No! But when someone else is trying to work toward a certain goal, he was just being stereotype that he wont be able to success. The feeling just suck ttm, i can ensure you.

Ok, that just for entertainment. :D Something that had made my day better!

Goals!

2010-01-24T01:49:00.004+08:00

This goals wasnt the soccer the goal, and all the fans went "yay" BUT it will be my life goal.

I MUST do well for my o'lv to get my ass into HCJC by hook or crook! THAT WILL BE MY GOAL FOR THIS YEAR!

Ok, I HAD DONE IT, so i just move on with life to work toward my goal!

EVERYDAY IS GONNA BE A BRAND NEW CHAPTER OF MY LIFE.

edited: I didnt expect such a workshop to let me think about my life. I really didnt. Thought it had not really change me in a sense or another, but i knew what i wanted now, and some of the stuff which i had never treasure them enough in the past. :D SO, i shall go update other stuff, i mean i dun hav to show how much i love ea and single one of the ppl out there rite?

motivation workshop

2010-01-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

Today workshop had really touched my heart, i mean like people with emotions will understand what is going on around the world. It just purely like, aiming at your vital point and just hit it. I think no matter how hard-hearted the person is, they will just give in, no matter what! And some question should i still remember up to now!

Who are you? (If u can answer this, u are a successful person le. LOL)
Why do i deserve to be here?

Oh shit, stm just work on me again. -.- Aiya dao. Anyway, i was suppose to write a letter to my parent, but apparently whoever had notice well enough, i wrote during dec holiday le. Im just pure lazy to rewrite it again. :X Now 3 words can just cover the whole thing!

Overall, it may be the same thing over and over again, but somehow u will still feel the pain in ur heart, which i totally got no idea why. LOL, aiya heck la, just gonna do my own stuff, and see what happen tmr nite. Let hope it just dun fail me. :D

Never give up!

2010-01-20T21:58:00.002+08:00

Ok, i shall just type out the reflection i had done today. Just pure lazy to go into detail cause i think it will just be bored like some shit. :D 1 main thing i remember, must remember to praise people around you when they had done something good, be it major or minor.

Everything in life happen for a reason(don't it just sound familiar?), hence we shouldnt complain so much about what is going on around us. Without this event or incident from happening in my life, i wouldnt be who i am and where i am now. I should take every event as a learning experience, and try to improve myself.

Life is never easy for anyone, it was just full of up and down in many different way or style. IT is all depend on how the person is gonna face and handle it, is the key thing how it would change the person!

Event(5%)+ response (95%) = outcome!

EQ+ IQ= success!!! :D

she is just nice!

Just for joke!

2010-01-19T21:11:00.000+08:00

READ THIS!!!

I, Goh Yu Xuan, of Hwa Chong Institution College Section, do hereby admit to the unintentional daoing of Shawn Teo in a MSN Conversation on Tuesday, 19th of January

Sorry, no offend to anyone :D

SCREWED!

2010-01-15T23:28:00.003+08:00

I promise not to complain, but thing is definably not going in the way that i wanted. NOT EVEN NEAR! I mean like seriously, i had tried to control and it just suck like shit -.-.

1) My own privacy.
Why must people keep doing such stuff to know stuff, i mean like seriously, do u even know our relationship? Do u have to criticize me for no good reason, and are u too guilty to admit that you are the one im refering to? Just keep everything to yourself, make the world have peace!

2) Life sci competition
You had once scolded me on your blog YOURSELF for not doing anything due to my commitment, and u are complaining to each and everybody. And can you tell me what had you done so far? Like treating people like your dog (mark it, i hardly use dog) to do stuff? Come on la, you are the only one who can be buzy, the only one can have own free time la. Sorry lor, u win le. At most i will just FF from this competition and heck all the way.

3) First impression
Woots, Being a judgemental people just rock ttm. When people tried to change, no one had ever given him a chance. Come on la, even the prisoner get a second chance, why cant u guys just change your opinion la.

Ok, i felt i had ranted enough, the rest shall be at other place! :D
HAPPY WKEND PEEPZ!

HY: I NOE U ARE READING THIS, GO AND MUG NOW! NERDY FTW!

Edited:
I just spent like the past 2 hours in living room alone with my dad, and we had a small talk when we was eating. I mean it was like a motivation talk for my to strive for a greater height and make thing in my life success. I would really said that they do really care in their heart, but not on the appearance. Remember back then, when i was injury, no matter how small the injury can be, my dad will never failed to send me to the clinic or anywhere, just to get myself treated. I still remember the day when i got 0/25 for my amath test. I expected a scolding from my parent, like i didnt put in effort to study or wad so ever. But they didnt, they asked for the reason why i failed, mainly was it due to commitment or i was just unable to cope with it. Thinking back, i remember i was just dam bad mood, and i just dao the whole world, and living in my lalaland for that day. :X

Yes, i am aware that all parent do care for their children, but to wad extend? This wasn't like earthquake when it can be measure by using the magnitude. So yea, it hard to compare around with this kind of stuff.

But i am sure that i had the best parent in this whole universe! I AM SURE! My parent had always put their priority as me and my bro. Whatever they had done, they would think about us, ask for our opinion and stuff. There is no such word call force in them. They had always gave us freedom in most of the stuff, like what we wanted for our cca, what we wanted to eat and all the not.so.important stuff. To a extend, they only give me their opinion and suggestion when i was filling in the choosing of secondary school slip. Afterall, they will still respect our decision, and would never scold or wad. I guess my parent always had high mutual trust in us. They had always just let us do whatever we wanted, unlike the dead structure timetable. I really didn't appreciate them in the past, and at one point of my life, i think that they don't even care about me. I was wrong, they are just trying to let us grow up into a better person, let us handle our own problem and solved them. Im really glad that i had such parents! Im really happy about it!

There always a different in family and other stuff, such as bestie, friends, teammate, teacher or whatever! Family is the only one, which will follow you in your whole life, lighting up the path in front for you, borrow you a helping hand when you need them. Family is the only one who will never give up on you, no matter what you had done in the past, and they had a strong belief that you can do it. It just totally suck so badly, when others dont even believe you.

FAMILY! FATHER AND MOTHER I LOVE YOU! :D Hah, ok, i just got inspire to write that when i read something off the net. :X

Note to self: When people think that u cant do it, PROVE THEM WRONG, SHOW THEM YOU CAN DO IT! :D

nike! Just do it!

Math!

2010-01-12T22:02:00.002+08:00

Woots, i got 13/20 for today emath test. Not bad for a start. :D a B3!! Still having hopes on my MSG 1.xx. I dunno la, but i shouldnt really feel happy, but im happy bcoz i know i had put in effort for this test! Yes, the feeling just rock ttm! :D

Ok, regrading to the HCL thingy, i think im gonna continue. Dao the B3 and move on with life (Let hope i have same result as kenn the whore!). I mean, i didnt really put in much for that, so yea cant blame anyone. So MOVE ON WITH LIFE AH!.

I gonna dao most of the stuff and START MUGGING NOW! Nerd.in.making :D wahh

failed.

2010-01-11T17:25:00.007+08:00

Just got back my o'lv chinese result and it was a freaking B3. To think that i am rather confidence before i get back the result. Im completely stunned, shocked, angry with myself when i get back. Mayb it just a little bit more, for a A2. I just failed to get it. ROAR!! k forget about it, just hope im still able to take hcl ba. Pray for the best.

Remembering last monday, i was so dam excited for 630pm to come, and time just travel so slow. But now, it like super fast, and theres no time to feel sad anymore. The feeling is just totally dam different, and it suck so badly right now.

What done is done, nothing can change it back now. :(

K, like i said, i had drafted a post last monday, and i gonna post it out now with some stuff edited.

I had always waited this day(4/1) to come. I really waited it, and wanted it to come so badly, but it just dun seem to be coming any nearer. However, when the day had come, i totally was like quite stun at moment, cause i had only finish the present on the exact day 5pm, and it wasnt really well done. I hesitated for a moment if i should still pass you on the day. :X Ok, i did! But the present suck and ugly. After viewing it, just throw away pls.

Apart from there, the distance there just seem so short. I had been thinking what to tell you when we meet up, and what will happen and stuff. But to be exact, when we had meet, it just purely act accordingly. LOL, and thing wasnt as planned before hand on msn. Haha, but it was still nice and sweet of you coming RUNNING out of mac to meet me. :D Xiexie ni!

When i saw her today, the feeling in me is just super duper happy, it that kind of joy where no words will be able to describe it. It may be only a few seconds, and it mayb just be a simple words like hi, bye, thank you. Or just even a small action like a bow as a gesture to show thank. I appreciated it alot. I had nothing to regret to travel quite a distance just to pass the birthday gift on the exact day. At the exact moment, i really hoped that time would had stopped for us, but it didnt. D: But it was still nice to be able to meet her. :D Her smile is just like a sexyback! hah, and totally let me forget about everything and anything! Thank you so much.

To you: Thank alot for the meeting, and i am just surprise that u actually bow, i mean like U SHOULDNT DO IT. Hope you would like the present. :D All the best to you in your netball and studies. Last but not least really thank alot. ^.^ SUMOSUMO! (LOL, this just came so late. :X )

Ok, the rest of the update should be at a different place. Blogger just dont seem to have much privacy.

Edited: Thank alot to people who had comfort me in a way or another, i swear im not gonna feel this way, 1 yr later. Cause i know i would had put in effort to mug and tried my best. Not like today. Screw!!!!!!!

read something from that ass blog, but can i say that i would accept what you say, but can u just freaking have some ball and write the name on it? I dun even give a shit, i know myself and what im doing. Seriously, just get out of my life. -.-

Sprained hand

2010-01-10T09:49:00.002+08:00

Oh well, my left hand was sprained on friday, and it as totally dam pissed when it totally restrict what you can do. Just like typing this post take me so long to do so. -.- That just totally suck ttm. On top of that, I still had my ankle and knee injury. How wonderful was that. I mean like a normal human but disabled in many way. Failed life.

This week had been rather fruitful, finished up all my homework except hcl. The feeling is seriously dam good, like every morning you can just go school and stone, instead of copying homework (should i call it sharing of answer?). Yea, so gonna kinda slack during weekend. Everyone deserve a break, don't they? :D

Ok, i had seen some of the stuff around me happening for this week, dont really wanna comment on it, before it just change into a whining place! So yea let carry on with life. :D MOVE ON!

Friday

2010-01-08T16:58:00.003+08:00

It like WOAH! Finally it the end of this week, and this week is rather nice and fun. I got no idea why fun come in, but yea! LOL. Let have a update of my timetable.

Getting back o'lv chinese result on monday, and it like a live or death thing for me. Staying in HCL, or going back to normal express chinese class.

I just knew that my CCA is hard to get A, so it like super hard to minus 2 point now. Shit the school -.-

Gonna have test coming up next week. Kinda need to mug, and dao all the other stuff. :x EXCEPT the important one!

Have CCA openhouse today, and it just totally seem like nothing to me. I dun even give a damn to it right now. T&F just wasn't my forte or what, im just there for the sake of being there. :D

No junior from wdp had came to unity and die! Wee, good news :D

OKAY! like i had saved a note to myself, i gonna post some draft out by weekend!

It time to move on.. :D

2010-01-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

Ok, i found out some bigbig thingy! So life should carry on and move on. YAY!

I will try not to on9 as much as before now. :D WEE, gonna be a nerd now.

Grow

2010-01-06T21:43:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO GROW, I WANT TO GROWGROWGROW. Haha, just measure height and weight today.
179cm, and 56 kg. ZOMG, I just grew fatter and i only grow 1 cm. screw it! I wan hit 18x one! ROAR, the thingy got problem la. ASS!

Ok, i shall learn to update in LJ for more personal stuff now. :D wee!

An average school day is just a failed. Next wk onward got AEP, and wed got 7-9pm hist/ss lesson. WINNER! This would just greatly decrease my own free time, how bored was that.

OK, I SHALL GO FIGURE OUT HOW TO USE LJ NOW, AND SIGN UP FOR THE GODDAM BIO WEBSITE. WHICH I DUNNO HOW IT WILL HELP US.

OH YA, someone did notice my MIA in holiday! LOL. I tot no one will noe about it. Ok la, but somehow was really buzy that period of time, and some bitchy teacher keep saeing i got poor time management. screw it -.-

Holiday.

2010-01-05T21:35:00.002+08:00

Argg, it still totally look like holiday for me la. :x Im still as slack as before. Let hope i really can kick the habit away soon. If not this year would be a ggfied year for us. Really needed to do well!

Ok, meet up with YGSP group, discuss, talk and know what to do le. K done!
Next week got quite alot of test coming along the way. -.- according to the whore (KENN!), i really need to perform well, if not i am dead. LOL.

Yay, just have a nap just now, was really great. It had been so long since i lasted have it. :x holiday it was just meng go out or play only. LOL.

OK, Hopefully this year is gonna be a happy year for me. Alot of stuff is going on this year. A rather impt (or not) one i guess. LOL.

And yeap, i juz wrote a super duper long reflection for myself, and a resolution list for the year! I gonna try my best to do it, I MUST DO IT! :D

First day of sch!

2010-01-04T21:17:00.002+08:00

First day of sec 4 is just filled with laughter and admin stuff in the class room. Nothing much! Only had our first math lesson. Quite a nice relaxing day, but yet still in a holiday mood. :\

YAY, I HAD DONE ALOT OF THING I WANTED TO DO TODAY!!!
- I managed to finish faith b'dae present on time! But wasn't really well done. :X
HOPE U LIKE IT!
- I had cleared most of my holiday leftover homework in school alone today!
- I had my stuff planned and cleared today! yay!

I AM IN NEED OF A PLANNER! Be a neater person for the win.

Anws, HAPPY B'DAE TO FAITH AGAIN! HAH. Ok, let not be bias, i shall name those who i remember b'dae is today! Jiun loong, chong yee. HOLY, i only remember 3/8. :X AIYA WHO CARE! HAPPY B'DAE PEOPLE!

I shall really get to a study mood asap! And settle the handball stuff. Pls tell me wad time ur school end! XIEXIE.

note for myself: I NID ATTEND CCA NOW, TO PREVENT THE SCHOOL TO SCREW MI FUTURE!

2010!

2009-12-31T08:55:00.011+08:00

Yay, today would be the last day of 2009 and i think 2009 wasn't a really good or bad year for me, except for some stuff which really turn my life 360 degree around. But yea, life still had to carry on no matter what happen ba. :D mayb i gonna write all the bigbig event happen to me in 2009. If i still remember them. LOL.

1) Faith cheong!
Haha, surprise to see her name here huh? she was the one who had really change my life this year, and we are TWIN! She was the one who really pull me up when i needed someone to do. She was the one who i can randomly hi-5 with over meaningful(less) stuff. She was the first girl who gave my a v.card (am i allow to post the picture here? ). :D YAY, thank you so much. She was the one who always spammed rubbish around on msn. She was the first girl who went study date with me. Guaikia. :D YAY for the pms girl, BUT SHE ROCKS. :) HAH.

edited: OH YES, I REMEMBER THE TIKO BIMBO thing. HEH, WHEN CAN UPLOAD PHOTO, I GONNA DO IT AGAIN! Coz it was dam freaking cool. LOL! AND u are the first freaking girl WHO i gonna do such a handmake gift for u. U SHOULD BE HAPPY AND HAVE THE HONOURED TO RECEIVE A F9 ARTPIECE. LOL! Let hope u will like it k? :D REMEMBER OUR PRESENT RULE? LOOK, READ, THROW! :D MUSCLE MUSCLE! HAH. And the mrs ang-yoong (k, sry max!) thingy hor! The zhangs sister who are both ass and came out with that. LOL, but it was real fun crapping with you! It really help to entertain me. :X wahah, i think i still got alotalot more to type. :X SO LET DO IT OTHER PLACE. :D if u urself wanna read den tell me! WAHAH

2) Unity sec
Yeap, u didn't see wrong, it unity sec. Ok, it had totally change my life upside down, when they close down volleyball. I mean yea, back den, i didnt really notice how much i like vball, but now i truly understand it. Vball is like slowly part of my life, but now it had been taken away, i believe u would be piss and angry as well right? It like your loved one gone suddenly. :(

Ok den, move on. Conduct rating for the year. This had totally screw me up ok? The school broke their promise, aiya big la big la, adult ma, i can do anything about it sia. Aiya, but forget it, LET MOVE ON.

3) sc'06!
I think this would be self-explain if u had read my blog in the past. :D so yea! CAN I SKIP THIS?

BUT DUN WORRY, I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS! But sorry for tonite, wouldnt be able to meet up with you guys for countdown. SORRY!

Actually, i felt dam lazy now. i would update the rest later! :D

4) Unity vball team!
I had really a great time with this time. They are the one who make me drop tears, laugh, get pissed off with and all sort of stuff. But the time that we had spent together was really wonderful, if time could go back, i might still choose unity as my team despite of all my complain. :D They are Tong hua, Javin, Yi jie, elvin, yong han, long jie, jun yu (grats on getting top for n'lv), norman and so on! Really thank alot people. I really grew up alot with you all. From all the serious-ness to the joke that we play on each other. :D thank you guys so much. UNITY, OUSH!

zomg, and i notice we dun even have a team photo together before except the one which we took for school. -.-!

5) Mr tan!
YES, YOUR EYE DIDN'T PLAY TRICK ON YOU. IT THE MATH TEACHER! Hah, i dunno why but i really felt his words had motivated me dam freaking lot, but still i am still not doing anything. He was the only one teacher who sit down and talk to us about our problem and try to help us solve it. It just like more of a friend after lesson den teacher, as he was a teacher who i really trust and i can confide too! He had always helped me alot before sec 3s EOY, but yea, my result is still sucky! GONNA work hard next year and achieve better result!

6) Sec sch best friend!
Wee, you guys are the one who had give my mental support whenever i need them. AND thank ben for the free morning ride, and all the going home time together. :D waiting for each other after lesson and doing rubbish before we go home. And yeap, remember the vball inter-class? i think that event had pull us even closer together! Sorry at the same time, i think i did something real stupid that time too. But i doubt anyone remember it! YAY!

Thank for all the outing and stuff. It really help to make us closer together! I will never forget u guys NICE COOKIES! It was really really dam nice to see such nice handmake present! It was nice, wonderful and tasty! PLS MAKE MORE!

I got so much more so much more to update, but picture seem unable to upload which piss me off! I SHALL UPDATE THE REST WHEN I AM FREE LE LA! Now, i shall go back to the FIRST 3, AND ADD MORE! zomg, time is running up for me to do stuff. -.- SCREW SCHOOL FOR STARTING SO EARLY!!!

edited:

7) 09s60!
YES, WITH THOSE JERK AND WHORE, they had changed me quite alot somehow, which i don't what happen. But seriously, they are really a group of people who is dam open with each other, and the class is totally bonded like siao. AND THE MOST QIAO THING IS, THEIR CLASS GOT SOMEONE WHO HAD EXACTLY THE SAME NAME AS ME. HOW COOL WAS THAT! But whenever i go, he wont be around :( didnt get to see him at all. Oww, dam sad! OK, SO NO MORE HONEYMOON YEAR LE! Everyone gonna get back into serious mood and mug! Haha.
AND DAM U GUYS FOR HAVING 1 MORE WK OF HOLIDAY MORE DEN ME!! AND CHRIS MENTION IT TO ME AGAIN! U ass!

Good thing always end fast. :(

2009-12-30T12:25:00.002+08:00

Few more days, and we are all back to our daily BORED routine. Waking up at 5+, go school, come home mug, makan, sleep. Dam lifeless. Unlike holiday where u slack around and stone, and maybe do some meaningful stuff, and probably learn stuff we might not learn in school, or even some moral or values. :D

Ok, just get to know that ms kom is our new form-teacher, and that like mixed feeling, ggified. HAH. Apparantly, i had lost my bio tys, and that a wonderful news! Gonna get my reflection ready first. Dao wadever she gonna say. WOOTS.

Yes, this holiday I had done quite alot of stuff I wanted to do, and yet i had failed some of them. Example like the handball stuff, I really wanted it so badly, SERIOUSLY BADLY. Wanxin and gang should get what I mean. Let have a teamtalk real soon, and decide what we gonna do next about it. :D Organise friendly to crash the shit cheapo school ah! hah

Oh yea, someone finally did notice about something I like to do when i am posting on blog. :D HAH.

Okie donkie, i had to finish up the rest of my homework liao except for bio! If not i will be a deadmeat soon. AND SOMEONE WOULDNT GET HER PREZZIE ON HER B'DAE! HAH

HOME ALONE

2009-12-16T01:55:00.000+08:00

Wahah, Im gonna be home alone soon in like not long later. LOL irony sentence, but who cares. Nothing much had really happened this holiday, except some stuff make me felt that I am just a lucky bastard. (not gonna mention which incident, but IT THAT ONE!)

So upon that, i came out with this myself. :X not sure was it from anyone anywhere or wad, but it just came to me like magic!

Trouble or problem is nothing to me now.
They will pass no matter if i cry or laugh.
Hence, i must live everyday to my fullest!

So the attitude of my life now, is gonna be happy.go.lucky! Let hope nothing piss mi off now. :D

But before that happen, i really hope some ass just get off me and stop irritated me, i got my own limit, and i am freaking sure i know what i am doing more then you do. You don't even have any blood relationship with me, get out of my life. :(

Oh yes, this holiday was 1 of my most busy holiday ever, it was a dam fruitful one. :D IT EARN ME LIKE 59hrs (or was it 58hrs) of CIP. I definably learn alot there. Organising a camp wasn't easy, i mean, i should'nt had complain so much about the sec 3 camp. Hah. :D Despite of the camp wasn't really smooth-going, but many of us still enjoy the learning experience. :D

Games day: It was the first year we work with the ITE people, and some of them are real friendly and keen to learn. I really got no idea what landed them into ITE. Was it just because of their learning attitude in the past, or they just chosen this road themselves. 1 of them had told me alot of thing about her life, and it really make us think hard about ourselves. :X thought i dunno you really well, but yea thank alot!

Outing: i think i really miss alot of outing with my sec sch friend, hope we do had some catchup when school reopen. I had never really cherish the time with them i guess. :X SO SORRY!

This holiday, spending tons of my time with junior make mi realise that no one had ever praise their own school in a good way, except for elite school. IT THE FREAKING BEST, WAD MORE CAN U EXPECT. Ok, so it time that i should just stop whining about school, and really work hard now. But some of the pain in the heart, will be stuck in there forever, nothing is gonna take it out of me. :'(

Wdp vball ♥

2009-12-13T01:24:00.002+08:00

Despite of me unable to finish my whole primary school cca as vball. Teacher still asked me back for the alumni match, i must said that i had truly enjoy myself playing with those people. :D It so heartwarming to see so many alumni came back and play together. It really do trigger back some wonderful memory. And it really happy to see that all the junior had really improve freaking lot, and they might just overtake us anytime now. :D All the way for your vball career. :D

But the sad thing is that, liyang had injury my ankle as he had make mi unable to land properly. ASSHOLE!!! Fly to my court. :( Wahah.

Ok, Yesterday (12/12) was unable to go out to celebrate with nick due to financial crisis and other stuff. Hope u had enjoy your day. :D

YES, I AM STILL STUCK AT THE FIRST FEW SLIDE OF WHAT I WANTED TO DO. :( BADBADBAD

Wdp sc'06 bbq♥

2009-12-08T19:08:00.003+08:00

Let start of the day with the meet up at jurong east station. :D
Me Zuan and sarah was the first to meet up at there. Kangraye joined us shortly at IMM later. :D WE SHOP, WE BOUGHT, WE EAT all the good. MUHAHA, obesity.

OK, max waited for us at jurong east station as his movement wasn't easy. So we meet up with him and before the bus ride to my house. We saw this blind man, as HCI had educate their student well enough, max had decided to step forward to help the blind man. And max talked to him awhile, before i go over as well. The blind man wanted to take the MRT, so we followed him. And i asked the MRT station to help the blind man out. But to our horror, THE BLIND MAN WAS A SCAMMER, when he heard that MRT staff is coming. He seem to try to run away. LOL. What a good experience!!!

Hmm, at my bbq pit, nothing much happen, except max had go back on his words being the COOK of the night. :D WAHAH, everyone played a part in yesterday cooking except WANXIN! HE STILL WENT FOR MOVIE WITHOUT US. the rest of us help to start fire (nyeh nyeh wanxin, we managed to start it within 15mins), bbq the food and EAT THE FOOD. Woots.

When everyone reach, sarah and I went up to my house to take the cake and we gave serene a SURPRISE! She was so touched until she cry. :D SEE, THE BONDING BETWEEN US. :]

Overall, yesterday was a fun day out with sc'06. Hope to meet up with them real soon. WE STILL GOT HELL LOT OF THING HAVET TALK FINISH. I really wonder when the next time we will meet up. :(

Friends
Friends are like balloons.
Once you let them go, you can't get them back.
So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
Love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
Believe everything happens for a reason.
If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy.
They just promised it would be worth it.

Theres this stuff, which really make mi crack my brain currently :(

true love never dies it only gets stronger with time

Horrible day

2009-12-05T01:30:00.002+08:00

Ok, i had shown my last freaking draft to someone by email le. Hopefully it had been read AND I can received about how you felt about it ok? Please send me a reply message!

I dont really wanna explain why was it a horrible day, but yea, now i just dont want anymore people to get involve into this. It seriously getting dam piss and screwed up. :(

Ok, anws happy belated birthday benjamin and albert! :D hope you guys had a wonderful time. :D

To you: Oh yea, im seriously very sorry if i had freak you out yesterday, but i really had meant what i say. You had never even tell me how you feel or whatever, but you had just act like a normal day. This had even make me feel worst, but yea i guess im fine now, after quite awhile. Hopefully you are feeling better right now, just now u are like totally pissed off and dam angry over some stuff. Relax, and take this as a blessing in disguise k? :D CHEER UP.~

I think it time to type out something for somebody, but i doubt i will do it in blog ba. :D CHEER PEOPLE

FRIENDS.

2009-12-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

Like what other had asked why i didnt posted for this few day, the reason is easy. Mainly because i draft up all my post :D CAUSE i don't really post out all the little offensive post. :D WEE, so dont ask me le. WEE

I miss the outing today with sc'06 cause i had bleed too much last night for my extract teeth, and it was like bleeding for at least 14hours. -.- screw it. I am super worry that tmr we will still unable to meet to do PT. :( EVERYONE PLEASE COME IF YOU CAN.

Argg, Due to the old auntie (one sky), i might not turn up for some stuff in the night. So pls, i tried to compromise to your timing le. PLEASE COME IF WE ARE MEETING. We really had put high hope into this and i really hope this thing will not fail. LOL, if not i will do zuan signature move for 1 whole year. WAHAH.

Faith: LOL, as promise, i will do for you as well ok? FAITH THE GREAT, THOUGHT U PMS BUT U STILL ROCK!! Must remember our promise hor. :D i will try my best to brainstorm for your gift. AND I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER U STEAL AWAY MY CUPCAKE, and thank for hearing to my whine yesterday night. :D WAHHA, HUGS.

Linshan: YOU ASS, despite me saying so much for you, U STILL DONT WANT GIVE MI CUPCAKE, u evil. Except the part u tried to show me when i totally cant bite. THANK Ah. And yes, THANK FOR INTRODUCE PLOCK TO MY LIFE. WAHAHA, IT A TIME-KILLER AND NOT.SO.BORED GAME. SIDENOTE: I STILL WIN YOU. WAHAH

Ok, i did post le. SO DUN COMPLAIN :x WAHHA.

I miss doing PT together with friends, THE FUN IS JUST UNABLE TO DESCRIBE. :D SO PLS HAVE IT ASAP. WEE, I LOVE SC'06+ THE NEW HANDBALL TEAM. WAHAH

THE FIVE WONDER. ;D

2009-11-29T02:08:00.004+08:00

Met up with my primary schoolmate dam often nowaday.

IT CAN JUST BE LIKE A RANDOM DAY, AND THE DAY BEFORE, a stupid person by the name max had called us to go out on this faithful day. Hence, four of us had turned up, and ending up stoning around at cwp. First of all, we didn't planned what we wanted to do in the first place, secondly it just a just.for.fun meeting. :D Despite of stoning for so long, everyone is still willing to come out. LOL.

Ok, we had met dam lot of familiar faces today at cwp while waiting for our boss aka max to come from cck. First, when we was walking around aimlessly, we saw yi tian with her mum. After that we decide to go buy bubble tea and we saw wenxuan. Ok la, still saw some, but i totally forget their name. LOL, STMER :]

As normal, we stone like some retarded deciding if we should watch a movie or not, or go gatecrash any random people. AND MAX, IS A FREAKING HONEST AND GUAI BOY, WHO DUN WAN GO WATCH A NC16 MOVIE. " i'm only 15". :D So max had decided to gatecrash xinpei house. On the way to xinpei house, we had tried to "brainwash" kangraye about her dad as a loan shark, and it work wonderful. We arrived outside xinpei house, and we had STONE again for at least 20 mins, until xinpei sms wanxin (?) to ask us to go in. At first we act like sum robber or whatever, keep stoning and walk around there. Because kangraye is too scare to go in, due to max loan shark experience. :D That had helped us to kill our time freaking well. LOL.

We went inside and saw the BIG.FRIENDLY.CUTE.GIANT. Wahah, and kangraye was still scare of him somehow. He kept thinking that it was that kind of standard beng type. :X We stone at xinpei house to watch movie, and we left at 8pm because kangraye need to go home. So me, max, wanxin went to KFC to have our dinner.

As normal, we had talk until all the phone start to ring, or rather our curfew had arrived. :D Wanxin had send us to the bus stop and waited the bus with us. HAHA, LOVE YOU.

OK LA, THAT ABOUT ALL LA, I REALLY CANT REMEMBER. LOOK AT THE FREAKING TIME, IT LIKE 2.26AM NOW.

Ok let move on to next topic: handball.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT IT TO BE A SUCCESS SO BADLY. At first our plan was just something to keep us bonded, but instead we had move on into a bigger picture right now. We wanted to have a great achievement. I MEAN SERIOUSLY GOOD ONE. Had talk to clara about it, and she had really gave me some good comment which i had told some to wanxin and max le. :D Worth considering huh?

But in order for us to success, i think everyone really need to be committed, and we really need DAM lot of self-discipline in doing physical training. A freaking good example will be myself, after slacking for 6 months, you will just lost all you have. SO DO IT EVERYDAY. On top of that, some of us will have to take o's next year, time management is really important, so let work hard together and achieve good result in sport and studies. REMEMBER THE PLAN WE TALK AT KFC JUST NOW? LOL

ANYWAY, SIDENOTE FOR MYSELF: NO ONE WILL REMEMBER WHO WON SECOND, BUT EVERYONE WILL REMEMBER WHO WIN FIRST!!!

OH YES, ALL MY DARLING JUNIOR, PLEASE THINK TWICE BEFORE CHOOSING YOUR SECONDARY SCHOOL HOR. :D

Wdp sc ♥ Part 2

2009-11-22T09:12:00.002+08:00

2009 games day had successfully came to the end on tus, which was on 17/11.
Wdp sc'06 had went back to help on the three days. And every night we just never failed to leave each other at a freaking late timing.
Thank max, for accompany me home some of the day. :D XIEXIE NI.

WDP sc'06, WE MUST MEET UP MORE OFTEN AND THE BOND BETWEEN US WILL NEVER EVER BREAK OK? We got the cool baby pink hand band that everyone have it (SARAH, PLS MEET UP WITH US ASAP), we are the only unique batch that have it. We are the only batch who had came out with such thing, THE ONE AND ONLY BATCH. We are the only one who wanted to train and bring our junior along with us for competition, though they might not be sc. SO WE CANT BREAK THE BOND BETWEEN US, INSTEAD WE NEED MORE BONDING SESSION. Please text me or whatever your free date. THANK ALOT. we gonna let the thing we planned to be a success ok? WE MUST.

THREE CHEER AND THREE CHEER AND THREE CHEER FOR SC, HIPHIP HOORAY, HIPHIP HOORAY, HIPHIP HOORAY.

Yesterday night we for a farewell dinner with my hcl teacher, SHE HAD ONLY TEACH US FOR FREAKING 6 MTH, and she so dam nice to us. I mean like which teacher does that. It only like 17 of us, and the meal had cost around 900 bucks? On top of that, she still called for a taxi which send us home. Oh well. Sorry and goodluck teacher, all the best in the rest of your life. I hope our class had never bring much problem for u, WE GONNA USE O'LV RESULT TO REPAY U OK?

Wdp sc ♥

2009-11-21T15:10:00.006+08:00

It will most probably be the best council in the world :) I seriously hope that everyone who had turned up for the camp was not upset or whatever over any issue. COME ON, WE ARE ALL PART OF WDP SC, SO WAD IF WE BELONG TO DIFFERENT YEAR, BUT WE ARE STILL TOGETHER AS ONE IN THE SC RIGHT? :D

Oh yea, we are finally back from the sc camp. THE ONE AND ONLY CAMP I AM SUPER PROUD OF DESPITE HOSTING SO MANY OF THEM. You will just get a different feeling after the camp had come to the end. YAY, WE ARE COMMITTED TO WDP SC AFTER ALL.

The enthu in the alumni SC had hardly die off, we had did like countless of cheers, until our voice is GONE. Thank wanxin for being the leader for all the cheers. " ya cheer", three cheers, g-o-o-d j-o-b. :D I AM PROUD TO BE IN PART OF THE SC.

Ok, let talk about the camp now.
I was assigned to group 4 where the group i/c was edina and ahmad. They are good council without doubt. They had totally make the whole group 4 bonded together, and that was what the camp is all about. Good job people.

Group 4 had consist of people from pri 4-6, and they hardly know each other, but probably because of the ice-breaking game, they get closer. Thought we play the name connector wrongly, BUT MY WHOLE GROUP MANAGED TO KNOW EVERYONE NAME. :D

Newspaper game, they are abit shy of helping each other up into the newspaper when it only left like 1/4 of it, which had cause everyone in the team to do FORFEIT. They had chosen chicken dance and all of them are willing to take part which make the game meaningful. :D BONDING.

Bob the builder, The idea of the game is freaking good, but the 08 didnt managed to get all the material down, so we had a FREE-FOR-ALL fight for the water to fill up their bottle. YES, group 4 for second. WOOTS. They should be first, but someone had accidentally press the bottle down and allow the water to overflow. D: BUT IT OK, U GUYS HAD DONE UR BEST.

Activities: Tag ball, wet chair, blind crawl
I got no idea about how tag ball and wet chair go, but it seem like the junior enjoy both of that more. But i think we had put in enough effort for the blind crawl right? :D WE GET EVERYTHING READY, but we didnt expect the unexpected. ): DIEEEEEEEE. A little screw up here, but yea, some groups still enjoy themselves. Sorry to some of the p6s, we had to stop the game for u guys, because your groupmate didnt wanted to follow what they are suppose to do. Sorry.

Amusing race.
I dun wish to comment about this, but yea, SORRY STATION I/C. :(

BATHING TIME/ ITEM PREPARATION TIME
Group 1-3 get to bath, while group 4-6 had to prepare an item for the finale. :D
SIDENOTE: For 3 sc camp, edina was in same group with me. LOL, our idea never changed but we still win. :D

DINNER: PIZZA HUT+ KFC
Yes, THE TIME WE ALL ARE WAITING FOR. We had teach our junior "everyone eat together attitude". It was freaking cool, when everyone take their first bite together. ALBERT U SPOILT THIS.

Oh, and yea it was time to swap the thingy now. Group 4-6 get to bath while 1-3 will do the items. Group 2 was freaking cute. LOL. Sorry zuan.

Wdp sc'06 came out with this super funny slamming of table rhythm. But it turn out quite well when we asked the other sc to join us, AND THEY ARE ABLE TO CATCH UP WITH US. ZOMG KANNA OWN.

Finale:
We had played some game and sc'06 win, thank to wanxin zuan and kang. LOL. PINK CLOUD PINK CLOUD. :D Oh yea, i cant remember much, except being sabotage by all the teacher -.- Thank alot ah.

SUPPER TIME, didnt really eat coz i cant even bite a thingy they provided, so WE WENT TO DRINK PEPSI. madness. :) After that, we settle all the pri sch kid into their room and we had went to stone at the parade square to talk and bond with our alumni junior.

Slept 30min in between because it just get so dammmm boreddd. WE GT FREAKING INTENSIVE PT. And my muscle is still dam pain until now. BUT IT WAS FREAKING FUN.
Me and albert had total run at least 36 runs around it. That is dam freaking cool.

Next day, it was just breakfast, and the " ya cheer" thingy, which was mostly led by the senior and we are the only few who shouted our lungs out. :D After that we got a mini-capt ball competition. LOL, but ending up it was all the senior bullying. Im sorry. :D

Oh yea, get well soon clarissa (sp?) WAHAH, and i was the freaking nice senior who offered you all that but u rejected it. :X ok, anws U HAD DONE A GREAT JOB, DESPITE IN PAIN U ARE STILL THE ONLY GROUP I/C WHICH HAD HELPED UR TEAM IN THE FINAL CHEER BEFORE WE BREAK CAMP. MY SALUTE TO YOU.

Motivated by serene, i gonna write something for the fellow sc who i had remember as well. Maybe in the blog? not sure yet, BUT 100% NOT NOW, I NID LEAVE MY HOUSE FOR THE NEXT BATTLE.

WDP SC IS FTW. :D

Edited @ 10.28pm
OK LIKE I ABOVE, I GONNA DO AS MUCH AS I CAN OK?
I shall start with the 06

Wanxin: Hi wanxin, Im not sure if u will read this or not, but yea, i will just type it out here k? :D U are just a talented leader, u can lead all of us easily, i mean like in the ya cheer or even the three cheer, u had never ever mind before. Yes, u had did a great job. In the finale performance, it was super cool. The idea that you had came out with was never been seen before anywhere. It was seriously dam good. My kudo to u.

For now, we should just carry on with life, and never cry over spilt milk. We are gonna take this as a learning experience and make the next camp a better one ok? Dun be upset if we had screwed up the camp, WE HAD ALL TRIED OUR BEST. That the one that matter the most.

Max: MAXYSEXY, thought u are always there with us for all the meeting and stuff, BUT YET WE ARE STILL SUPER CLIQUE-Y to ea other in sc'06. I dunno what bond bring us together BUT YEA we are just like super cool people. :D THANK FOR COMING FOR THE SC CAMP AND KEEP AS ACCOMPANY.

Serene: Did we leave u out alone? :( I hope we didnt. U are the only gal sc'06. BUT WE ARE TREAT U LIKE A GUY RITE. WAHAH. Im sorry. Im sorry for the 2012 movie stuff, we was unable to watch with you coz many people had knockout straight after the camp. We gonna watch other movie together soon ok? LET HAV A SC OUTING.

Your letter had really make felt dam touched. I mean it was like dam nice and heartening. REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT OK? :D I MEAN IT. RMB THE RELATIONSHIP TALK @ pastamanic

Zuan: Zuan, I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU, U STEAL MINE "GIRLFRIEND". LOL. I guess u would understand what i mean right. :D YOUR GROUP IS SUPER CUTE, from hopeless --> extremely hopeless --> SUCCESS. No one had expect that to happen including us. :X HOW DO ALL THIS HAPPEN? IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF U ARE THE LEADER. And sorry for disturbing with your GF. :X And IF WE HAD A OUTING U MUST BRING HER ALONG OK? PROMISE.

kang raye: Was really happy to see u around at the camp. Thought u might have match on the day, but u still make an effort to come down. Really thank alot. The game u had planned was good. :x I REALLI GOT NOTHING TO SAY. :X OH YES, next time if u really tired pls go and rest and might not have to stay with US. Because our heart is always together :D BOO. TAKE CARE AT OBS, AND RMB OUR SHIRT. :D

SC'06: We had been together for quite awhile, leaving each other is always hard, it always taking an hour or so. Yea, let hope that we will stay liddat forever ok? TAKE CARE PEOPLE. I LOVE YOU GUYS 4EVER. :D. WEE, I MEAN WHAT I SAY OK?

Oh wait, i wanted to said something to all the teacher as well

I had sent a sms out in the afternoon just now, hopefully u guys had seen it by now. We are sorry for all the mess that we had came out with or wadever rubbish that we had done, like deep in the night or something. We will try our very best to make the next sc camp a better one. We are gonna find out what are all the good and bad point, in order for us to improve. We will take this as a experience for us to grow up. Sorry and really thank alot.

Ok for the sc 07/08, i will only randomly choose all those i still rmb ah.

The one that had left me the deepest memories was edina, just for some freaking random reason right, we are in the same group for 3 yrs.

Edina: Yay, i had known u since u are pri 4? If my brain never failed me that badly la, then 3 years same group in sc camp, u had definably grown up alot. From a young cute little gal to a secondary school SC now. The group we had been in before was ms lim housefly (2006) --> reunited (2008) --> BOOMZ (2009). You had shown a good leadership skill now. You are able to guide the team to victory, and u even let the whole group glue together. GOOD JOB EDINA. :D

clarissa: No doubt u are 1 of the best group I/C that i had ever seen up to now, even thought i had done so many camp. I AM SERIOUS ABOUT THIS. You done thing that might not seem to be important to some people but yet it would had done a great impact on our fellow sc junior. Let just take the last cheer we had do, despite in such a great pain, YOU ARE STILL THE ONE AND ONLY ALUMNI SC WHO STILL GO HELP OUT WITH YOUR TEAM. Despite being a sec 1, and maybe 0 knowledge about being a group I/C, you might/was given one of the worst group but yet you bear with it and carry out the activities u are told to do so. SALUTE TO YOU. Pls take good care of yourself anyway

Albert: WOOTS, THE GUY WHO WAS CRAZY WITH ME DURING THE MIDNIGHT LIKE SOME MAD PEOPLE. We run and RUN and still RUN, like quite alot of round. :X Hes mad. :D I don't really know anything about the sc camp, but yea, can see that u are one of the committed sc who is around. Jiayous for next year planning k?

I THINK THIS IS THE LONGEST POST I EVER HAVE. But i had not update on games day and today dinner time one. I shall update it when i am free and NOT SO TIRED. Had not been sleeping much since last sun. :D

AND STILL I END THE POST WITH WDP SC IS FTW
LOVE LOVE LOVE

2012

2009-11-14T09:48:00.005+08:00

Thurs 12/11
Had watched the movie with s60, and it was a vivo. LOL, i felt so dumb for travelling down, but yea it was nice to hang out with them ba. All the epic joke as normal. LOL.

it was really intense. two and a half hrs of heart-in-mouth action (ws was open-mouthed haha:D). watching the world crumble. watching ppl crumble. land masses with SHM.
I have read about apocalypse before (and just learnt how to pronounce it) but never did it seem so real till now. The portrayal was epic and it gave a whole new meaning and insight to how the world would end.
it really left an impression on me. it’s show like this tt makes one ponder. reflect on 人生短暂. and want to live life differently. like to rethink one’s priorities. find the true meaning to life.
LIFE. one word that means so much.
in the light of apocalypse (i doubt if this is the right usage but it’s a cool word:P), everything else seems to dim in importance. seems so trivial.
at the end of the day, what is race and nationality when everyone is united under the brotherhood of mankind. what is politics when a young scientist is worth more than twenty old politicians. what is possessions when it’ll be pulverized to nothing. what is wealth when economic systems break down.
money doesnt matter anymore when it’s the end of the world (unless of course you wanna get a green ticket lol). what is new clothes (lol the wait before the show:P). what is ‘A’ levels. what is technology when everything breaks down with the reversal of poles and reduction in magnetic field (voice-recognition technology might be an exception:P). what is data stored on the net and in soft copy when the whole web disappears.
everything is reduced to naught.

but hope still shines amidst the darkness. faith. love. relationships suddenly seem more precious. “it is when we stop fighting for each other that we lose our humanity"

Quoted from oh-nine-six-oh.bs.com :D

Friday 13/11
ZOMG, IT WAS THE GOD DAM BLACK FRIDAY. But it didnt happen to me. :D YAYNESS. Except the part where i was late for games day, oh well, dammit. BUT MAX, WE STILL GET THE SAME NUMBER OF HOURS OF CIP :D. YAY

Games day was more of a stoning day for us, due to wet weather. Hehe, we must all pity this year p6, it was like their last year playing games day as a woodlanders but the referee is dam screw up yesterday. The team that make it to final, it was all by sheer luck. Oh, but no one really complain alot, really respect them. EGO-LESS.

" we are paid cip hours to stone, WHILE THE REFEREE WAS PAID MONEY TO SLEEP" Next yeas please hire us, not as free labour. :D WEE.

Saw a few of s60 at sakue in cwp. KENN SCAMMED MY FEELING AGAIN FOR NOT BRINGING FIONNA. Idiot. Haha, thank mao for boroing money. :D XIEXIE.

Sc'06 had dinner at mos burger and we had talk until like 9+, and as normal we send ppl home. :) Ending up, i reach home around 1115, and max should be later. AND THANK TO KANG AND MAX, we sat under zuan block, just to hear the word "RAT". LOL. And everyone get so despo over it. LOL. Wee but it was fun la. See we are the cool people :D

Gonna meet wdp sc'06 again later to buy stuff for the sc camp. :D WEE, committed SC :x

" Either u make it there and u take it away with you, but if u failed to make it there, i will just lost it all" :D LOL

The end of o'lv chinese

2009-11-10T16:07:00.005+08:00

YAY, I was super duper happy when the paper was over, thought i might not perform well, but just pure happy for no reason. It was really tense in there when everyone seem to prepared while i am not. But who care about all this now. IT OVER. :D

Hehe, thank everyone for the good luk and jiayous msg. :D THANK.

Had never updated for the past few day due to other commitment and stuff. Ok, i am just pure lazy. :x i saw this quote from lins msn, " if the world don't suck, we will all fall". Woots this is so cool. :D

And yea, I went back to wdp today to take my excuse letter, then 1 of my junior come up and asked me if my school got vball boy. Oh well, the booklet have it, and i said they close down, AND THEY ALL LABEL ME AS A LIAR. Thank ah. :x Anws thank ms lim for the excuse letter. Wee, no school on fri and next mon/tus. BREAKBREAKBREAK.

love will stand in line and wait its turn,
love looks for the good in others,
love doesn't always want what others have, and it doesn't brag about what it does have,
love is polite, even when the other person is rude,
love doesn't always have to be first,
love doesn't get angry over the small things, and it doesn't remember one reason after another to be hurt,
love isn't happy when someone else fails but is happy with the truth,
love will always protect others, especially those who are often picked on or teased,
love always believes the best about others and is steady and true

quoted from lins blog. :x OK, SRY LINSHAN, KOPE TOO MUCH STUFF FROM YOU. WAHAH.
But this is like super meaningful, and i found it quite real. :x Ok la, i shall be a kind soul and return u the favour u ask me k? :D

Coming friday will be wdp annual games day, let pray super hard that all the 7 of sc'06 would be able to turn up. :D SC'06 FTW.

OH YEA FAITH, I AM DAM NICE LAST SAT RITE? LOL. Ok, enjoy ur trip there :D TAKE CARE~

I am waiting for miracle to happen. Wahaha

OH YEA I LEARN SOMETHING FROM RUBBISH CRAPMATE
D is domineering, leader-ish
I is people's person, love company
S is steady, plays on the safe side more
C is detailed, loves details and hates nonsense in work

I got no idea why got this. But yea, just liddat. :D

Edited: I JUST TALK TO THE GODDAM KOREA GIRL. LOL :D

Wdp sc'06 ♥

2009-11-07T09:37:00.002+08:00

YAY, AS TITLE SUGGESTED. :D

Had been going back to Wdp the past two days, it was still as fun/ funny/ indecisive as before. Haha, BUT I STILL LOVE Y'ALL GUYS. We are like super GLUE? We just cant leave each other. Thurs took us 1hr 50mins before the first time we said " let's go home now", and we just stared stoning and standing in circle and start talking, we can just talk anything under the sun. Wasnt that cool? :D Oh, and friday not sure how long we stuck at the Bball court because wanxin and zuan went to play ball. Haha, see we so nice wait for u all. :D

Yay, o'lv Chinese is just few more days. oh ya, 1 of these days i need travel back to wdp for my excuse letter. GREAT :D And 50 hours cip is awaiting for us. GO FOR ALL DAY OK?

Thank maxysexy for pei me home and talk to me so much. :D wahah, MUST GO FOR ALL 3 DAYS OF GAMES DAY AND SC CAMP K? (unless u got match)

Ok, dao the rest now. Later CH and clara coming over to study. YAY MUGGER FINALLY. lol

BRACES

2009-11-03T21:40:00.003+08:00

CREDIT TO FAITH. SEE I DO CREDIT OK? :D

Yay, wasnt this like sort of a surprise i had do it now? It like so cool right :D YAYNESS, but the sad thing is, i still need extract more teeth to make it nicer. LOL, and so qiao, i had chosen light blue and FAITH had chose the same. YAY, LET HI-FIVE AGAIN. LOL

Oh well, like what that dumbo clare had said, I CANT FREAKING TALK WELL OR PRONOUNCE THE WORD WELL. HOW GREAT WAS THAT. I will avoid to open my goddam mouth to talk now, COZ IT DAM PAINFUL. To think about it, just now with painkiller on, i still play with it. And, i can hardly eat food now, HOW GOOD WAS THAT. :( I SAW FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES YET I CANT EAT, AND MEETING WIF WDP SC'06 WAS ALWAYS GOOD FOOD, AND THIS TIME I GONNA HAV IT PASS. SCREW IT :(

Screw it, i still need extract more teeth to make it look nicer. OH GREAT, MORE PAIN ON MY WAY. HAHA, but whos care. AIMEI JIU YAO REN. TAHAN FOR 2 YR AND ALL WILL BE FINE. LOL

K, anyway JIAYOUS to those taking part in u-13, u-16 vball. :D I GONNA ON THURS TO PULL MAX BACK TO WDP. DONT CARE. :D

And grats s60 to win in their inter-ct. YAY. :D

FAITH!!!!!

2009-11-02T21:47:00.003+08:00

OH YEA, this wasn't the hope and faith that one. BUT IT MY DARLING JUNIOR FAITH :D
She was the FIRST one who gave me v.cards. OH WELL THANK :D AND I STILL HAVE IT WITH ME UNTIL NOW, SEE, I AM SO GOOD RITE.
She had cheer me up the time when i really need people too. HEHE, XIEXIE NI.

K, why am I suddenly posting about her, is because YESTERDAY, she gave me a wake up slap? OR WADEVER LA, she had let me understand some of the stuff in life. And basically some do and don't. OH YEA, THE BOTTOMLINE, XIEXIE NI. :D And u didnt follow ur great plan, WHILE I GONNA DO IT AND PROOF TO IT. (gonna type it out here when i am free)

And yea CHEER UP OK PRETTY GIRL, Just dont let all those retarded stuff affect your life la, THINK OF THE BRIGHT SIDE OF YOUR LIFE. :D Come on. OK I FELT LIKE 1 RETARDED NOW, SO I SHOULD STOP IT, THIS IS DRAINING MY BRAIN CELLS. ROAR. HAHA, MY HOTLINE WILL ALWAYS OPEN FOR U. :D

Wee, GONNA MEET WDP SC'06 SOON. LIKE FINALLY :D

Dead

2009-10-30T16:35:00.002+08:00

The old me had just died today due to unknown reason. That will be all about me.

Oh well, it still revolve all with the simple word trust.

Is adult always right? Can they just break their promise without telling others what had happen? FURTHERMORE IT SCH, AND THEY TEACH US VALUES THERE, and this is what we get, Thank alot, i had learned it well. Now, i wouldnt even bother to think so much now. Mayb it just me and myself, so i would get it over and done with unity. And i shall just stop contribute to it, why be committed to such a wonderful school. Oh great.

Sidenote: Anyone know the price of white lilies?

Thank alot clare to be cheering me up since yesterday. Xiexie ni.

She had really told me alot stuff and let me try to understand stuff, she had told me some of the stuff such as "dont give up when hope is frail. Because faith is all that you're left with". Really thank alot clare, u had teach me a better lesson in values then some of the people.

Thought i know everyone make mistake, and we are taught to admit to our mistake since young, but did the teacher do so? NO, A FREAKING NO. they didnt. How great will you feel like, woah, thank alot huh. K dao all this, and i shall do my stuff.

Vball champ.

2009-10-29T21:32:00.007+08:00

Oh well, it dun seem to be a big thing in unity, they had close vball and come out with this vball inter-class. Anws good job to all the 3/7 people for cheering us up in the court and doing all their mean to help us win. SPECIAL THANK TO MARK, 3/8 AND DAVID FOR OUR WIN. Maybe not everyone had notice what had happen but yea, we win due to them. :D K i think that about all, and for winning the first prize we get like 40 bottle of free h2o. Thank USS so much. THANK AH.

Ok, let move on.

In life, there are many regrets, oh i am no exception to this. I think i had not tell anyone ever in my life about this, oh maybe 1. But yea i had deeply regret right now, after a long while, i had notice it. In the past, i dont even give a shyt abt it. But now, thing had a change, so i must adapt to it as well. OH well, that life. FML.

Friendship, something that people had never treasure it when they have it. While i just attitude some of my bestie over some retard stuff, oh well we are back to normal, thought in relationship or friendship, when something went round, it always both side fault. But that time might be just my fault. Now, again same old prob that i had seen in my friend, just over some small thing, they argued and they are having some problem with each other. I think everyone should just reflect on their own action in order to prolong the friendship ba. Cheer everyone.~

Will update later for other stuff.

Sidenote: For all sc alumnim if u guys are turning up for the sc camp, PLSSSSSSSSS DROP ME A SMS OR TELL ME IN MSN ASAP. thank alot.

I LOVE EGO PEOPLE

2009-10-27T15:02:00.005+08:00

I love ego people

Edited @ 10.59pm
Yesterday night had a super long talk with lois, oh well, she definably know how to make me feel bad, well she make me think of things that had happen super long ago, like 3 yrs? Oh yea, that a little secret that is only between both of us k? I KNOW U ARE A TRUSTABLE PANDA, if not i will paint you into all white :D Well, I gonna TRY to do something to bu chang ta ba. :( no choice. No point crying over split milk. Now it time for you to cheer up le, dun worry so much la. Anyway, THANK FOR UR EARS YESTERDAY. BOO.

Random.

2009-10-27T00:18:00.002+08:00

Nowadays, it just pure slacking and doing nothing. WEE, THIS IS THE TYPE OF LIFESTYLE THAT I AM LOOKING FOR. LOL. :D PURE RANDOM-NESS.

While inter-class is just like 2 days away, and i believe that lot of incident going on currently, but like who give a fucking dam about it. I will promise what i said i will do, AND OBVIOUS if someone do it on purpose, it wouldnt be my fault. :D

GONNA TO HAVE SOME TRAINING TMR, LIKE WOAH FINALLY. 37'09 IS GONNA OWN THE FUCK OF IT. :D

YES, I FINALLY UPLOADED ALL THE PICTURE WHICH I HAD PROMISED. AND MAY I HAVE THE PERMISSION TO PHOTOSHOP SOME OF IT. :D ANWS THANK ALOT HC AND TER. HUGABLE PEOPLE. WAHHA

Oh-9-Sex-oH :D

2009-10-24T23:18:00.009+08:00

Well, i am back from a class chalet (09s60). A class with full of joker, bonder, dancer, singer, GAMBLER AND THEY JUST SLEEP ANYWHERE THEY LIKE. If they didn't say they are from HCJC, they would seriously look like some ITE people. WELL, with jerk and whore in a class, wad more can u expect the chalet to be. A FREAKING ASS FUN ONE, i am 101% sure that i didnt regret going and I personally felt it was a far better planned outing as compare to my own class one. (SORRY~) Wee, maybe I should name the people who had make the 2 days a unmemorable and unforgettable. LET START OFF WITH ALL THE IDIOTS.

KENN, THE WHORE: The moment he reach aloha, he was being bonded by the few siaokia, who told him that only bonded people can take food. AND he is mad over the 5k SGD, and he had repeat it for dunno how many time, ON TOP OF THAT, KEEP SAYING ABOUT CHRIS AND LIQIN. He had also been randomly shouting sex for no good reason. LOL, dun think sick.

JOSH, THE JERK/PLAYBOY: WAHAHA, k la, i am sorry. He just a random nice and friendly guy. Who just totally dao the rules that the chalet have and just spam blasting music since the moment he step into the chalet. He had also talk to me hell lot when we are traveling around and HE IS SUPER NICE CAN? COOK NOODLES FOR US IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, and clearing up the mess that we had make. And we came out with this funny drink that mixed orange juice+ coke+ green tea. but it turn out to be quite nice. YAY, GOOD JOB JOSH, HUGS. Hope your broken hand recover soon :D

JOANNE: U SCAM THE LITTLE BOY MONEY, AND CHEATED CHRIS MONEY, WHAT IS THIS AH SOH. Haha, at least u feel guilty for doing that, but while it ok. LIKE IVAN/WEISHENG SAID " xiao du yi qing, da du yang jia" :D i believe we are only playing small bet. Hehe, thank Joanne for bbq-ing for us the food and helping us clear everything, and THANK FOR THE MORNING CALL.

Eva aka laoda: I believe you had done the most for this chalet, including organise them, planning of activies for everyone to enjoy. You had done so much thing, from mobbing the whole floor, arranging the bed to bbqing food, cook maggi for all the lazy people. I think all this must had tired you out which make u sleeping on the track in park. X.x Thank alot :D

Tess, THE NO LIFE MUGGER : Was this the first time i meet you? I really had forgotten and yea you gave me the first impression of a mama's girl, but after talking to you awhile and getting to know you better, i had change my impression on you. You are seriously a nice girl, who KOPE everyone bubble teas. (well, i meant it for the nice part) :x I am super evil, who kope your cups and drink everytime. Sorry and thank you. :D Seeing you getting bully by WS/ ivan, really make everyone laugh, your reaction is totally epic, and they are like. LOL :X k i am sorry, i shall not continue. And SHE WAS BEHAVNG LIKE AN IVAN WHILE SHE WAS AWAKE WHEN WE WERE PLAYING MAHJONG AND CARDS.

Ivan/WS: The one who had build up the atmosphere in the chalet, by joking, singing around, and doing some random stuff like bullying tess. :X They just try to do something to make people laugh, like telling some PRC about tong xin lian= happy, and they just happily tell others they are gays. TY IVAN/WS. LOL. Ok la, still got a lot of stuff they do, but i just forget them le -.- STM just suck.

Well, i think lastly, i must thank to 09s06 for inviting me to go and replace their CHONGWEI (FRANCIS). Haha, and i am sure that each and everyone of us had enjoy the time together and had fun. IT DEFINABLY WORTH THE TIME. AND I AM THE REAL CHONGWEI BCOZ I AM A HUMAN, TY IVAN FOR THAT. LOL :D

PICTURE SHALL BE UPDATE, ONCE I KOPE FROM HC

Edited @ 11.56am
After the chalet, we went to pasir ris park and had some biking and ball game, while the others will just sleep in the middle of nowhere or lying on the lamp. While playing soccer, it really injury me like siao. Sorry chris and alvin :X Hopefully i am still able to play for interclass, AND IT WONT GET WORST. Thank yam for the plaster. :D HEHE, HAD A GREAT REST PEOPLE. And my FB just lagged like sum tard and i cant save the picture. D: ROAR

LOOK AT THOSE AH SOH :D

Sorry laoda~

Poor tess. :O

Oh great, all the thinker.

LOOK AT LIQIN FACE.

PITY THOSE ORANGE.

OFF THE TEACHERS

ALL THE GAMBLER. Tsk.

MUGGER. ROAR

wee, more info for the chalet VISIT http://sleeping-time.blogspot.com/. :D THE LOSER WHO ALWAYS CHEAT AND FAILED

CUTEST JUNIOR EVER

2009-10-22T22:47:00.004+08:00

AS TITLE MENTION, IT GO TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO KAS :D
WAHAH, the thing she said might be just out of random and just no sense, but it just make people laugh like siao. And she think that hanyi is a girl. (HY, GHEYYYYYYYYY :D)
aiya, on top of that, still got alot of stuff, and she's always the one who provide us with the training date. WAHHA, XIEXIE NI. :D CAN I UPLOAD UR DRUG PICTURE :D PLSSSSSSSSSS.

Hehe, today was quite a good day, thought result just wasnt going in the way i wanted, but yea i am just like a mad pig todae. and just laughing away. Wee, dun ask me the reason. Coz it for me to know and for you to find out :D

TRY THIS:
Go infront of the mirror or any1 u really love and say colourful, by just pure humming and let them guess what u are saying. :D it will end up be I LOVE YOU (CO-LOUR-FUL) U CAN TRY THIS OUT URSELF IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR AND TEST. :D IT TRUE AND FUN.

Oh well, just for you.
While, maybe to you, you might just think scolding vulgar might help you, pls continue, i dont deny the facts that i dont scold at all, i wasnt holy. The word fuck might just fly out from my mouth off suddenly, but yea, just a little advise, to me it might seem harmless, but to others. People might just think different, i really hope u would just go reflect on your attitude. Ty alot :D I know you for so long, and i knew that you are nice and lovely one. Please do not let me chng the first impression of you, i believe you can control it. :D hehe, anything just find me ba.

SIDENOTE : 1 kg of steel or 1kg of cotton is heavier? :D

I WAN WATCH THE SISTER'S KEEPER. SI PANDA. ROAR

I LEARN THIS WORD, REPLACE FUCK WITH FLIP :D FLIPFLIPFLIP

Class chalet+ Sentosa

2009-10-21T16:52:00.005+08:00

19/10-20/10
Class chalet just totally rocks, for once i felt that 37'09 was so bonded, and yea i mean it. (Hehe, sorry to some people yea.) We just had tons of fun together. Mahjong+ risk all the while for most of the guys and some of the girls. While the rest of them just mass camwhore there. THE REST I GOT NO IDEA LE. :D HAHA. Oh yea, they also organize some haunted house thingy and as expected some funny thing had happen. But sad to say, IT WASNT SCARY

Ty to our big cook : Mark Ng. :D
We fail to bond him because he was struggling like siao, and we didnt really focus it. :D IT OK MARK, WE LOVE YOU. WAHAH

Overall the class chalet was seriously fun and enjoyable. Thank ppl. :D

20/10
After the chalet, me and boon went down to sentosa and play. The sun was really killing and today in school, we just saw many red face. Haha, all are sunburnt :D
I had left early cause i am real dead after not sleeping for more den 40hrs+ the past few day i slept less den 4hr ea day? Hope u guys had fun at skypark :D

21/10
HORRIBLE DAY. ROAR IT JUST SUCK. -.- GETTING BACK SO MANY RESULT AT ONCE. Quote from ms chua " EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED", Oh well, it just happen to me -.-
Well, it ok. No point crying over the split milk. Gonna work harder for the paper.
:D

TIME TO UPLOAD THE PICTURE

Happy b'dae clara

2009-10-18T22:08:00.002+08:00

OK, FIRST I SHALL MAKE THIS A SHORT ONE, BUT YEA HAPPY B'DAE CLARA, HOPE U HAD A WONDERFUL TIME HANGING OUT WITH US, AND WAS TOUCHED BY OUR SURPRISE. :D K HAPPY THINGS, SO TIME JUST FLY LIKE AN ROCKET.

P.S PLEASE DONT DELETE THE PICTURE WHEN U ARE LYING DOWN WITH *AHEM* ON THE GROUND

Well, many unpleasant thing had happen today as well, it was seriously screw like wtf can? -.-

2009 is a year when it was like a roller coaster ride, IT JUST GOT THE MOST HAPPY TIME AND MOST UPSET TIME, IT JUST SCREW ME LIKE SIAO. WHILE HAPPY TIME JUST FLY. :(

ROAR, I SHOULD JUST STOP IT BEFORE I WHINE AND COMPLAIN. SO YEA CYA BYE

Edited @ 1.08am

I guess I am feeling much. Haha. :D MY PANDA JUST SHOWCASE ME ON THE BLOG. :X LET ME SEE WAD SHE WROTE AGAIN.

" the one who gets piak-ed, and poked, and kicked. :X sound kinda violent. But its not that bad :D ty for helping me revise my geog ytd.. it kinda made me recalls lots of the stuff and at the beginning of the 3 months or so, ty for the rubbishy " anger management" -.- "

SO WAD IS THIS. LOL. And u wrote so much good stuff for rubbish crapmate. ROAR, ANTI-PANDA CAMPAIGN. :D ABUSE ALL PANDA FROM THIS MOMENT ONWARD. boo

Anyway, i just saw this thingy about friend chat, while it go like.

" friend come and go in life, while i know you are the one who will never leave my side. You are the one who tell me when i am wrong, and would correct my mistake. THAT IS WHAT I SAID IT MY TRUE FRIEND. They borrow you a shoulder when you are down, They give you a hugs and congrats you for winning, they will confide into you, telling you all their secret."

That all i remember, X.x. Just now my life was really in a hectic, and it was really down, so i never really go read and remember, but yea i guess the rough idea is there la. Real friend just don't leave your side that easy. :D I NOTICE THIS FEW DAYS I POST ALOT ON FRIEND, WHICH I HAD NO IDEA WHY. Maybe, my life is just too bored.

Oh yea, this few day outing with the clique was fun. WE MET LAVA AND NICH :D, THEY ARE SUPER FRIENDLY AND FUNNY PEOPLE, WHO REALLY MAKE US ENJOY THE TIME WHEN WE ARE MAKANING IN. TY ALOT :D

I AM WAITING FOR THE B'DAE GAL TO SENT MI THE PICTURE. ^.^

POST EXAM ACTIVIES

2009-10-16T00:15:00.003+08:00

Wahah, finally yesterday had mark the end of my EOY for sec 3 :D.
A LONG AND TOUGH JOURNEY, some of you should know why ba. LET PRAY FOR THE BEST FOR RESULT, BUT CURRENTLY WE SHLDNT THINK ABOUT THEM, IT ALL OVER. :D

Yesterday went to CWP for lunch, movies, shopping with the clique.
WE WATCH caught Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs!! the plot's really simplistic, but if you're finding a cartoon flick to make you roll on the floor and laugh your lungs out, try this one. I think it's absolutely awesome, esp when people appreciates the simplest, dumbest, non-sensical things in life. WAHHA, TY JERK :D

ANYWAY JERK, ARE WE GOING OUT TOGETHER THIS SATURDAY, TEXT ME OR SOMETHING ASAP OK? :D
Woots, i miss the fun that we had together that time, THE WHORE VS THE JERK.

Exam is over, but yet the feeling just wasn't right. -.- just felt that something is just missing somewhere. ROAR, BUT HECK LA, GONNA ENJOY THE 5 DAYS, AND SETTLE AS MANY STUFFS AS SOON AS I CAN. Let hope this year games day and SC camp will turn out to be a fun and memorable one :D

K, I SHALL ENJOY MYSELF NOW AND 4GET ALL ABOUT SCHOOL.

Edited @ 1.32am

What would do if XXX was doing YYY/stuck in the same room as you...

Sounds familiar no? Everytime you do a meme/facebook note, its not uncommon to see such a question asking you what you would do if you stuck in some awkward/strange/uncommon/out-of-this-world circumstances. Well generally if these people appear in your meme you're probably relatively close to them, but sometimes when its a 35-people meme or a random one, more often than not you pick some person whom you 've havent really interacted much.

Then you pause. What do I reply? How much do I actually know this person? What WILL I DO in such an awkward situation with him/her? And you come to realise that you don't really know this person very well.

Replicate this to your entire friend list, and theres probably a high chance that you'd be stumped for at least 50% of your friends list. However the point is not about how you aren't really close to most of facebook friends.

What really makes a true friend then? This probably isn't something new, I think I've visited this somewhere, somehow. But this random thought struck me. Or maybe its not so random. But back to the point. How many people are you actually close to? Or these people just mere acquaintances? How are you sure you're really close to them. Because friendship is a two-sided thing. You're never truly close to someone unless they too, feel close to you.

How many friends do you have out there, who completely understand you? Or you completely understand them? Ever stared at your friend and think, "What is he talking about?" Of course there could be worse feelings, but lets just leave it at that. Or to have a friend that you completely relaxed around. Maybe its just me, but its not easy to find friends that you can sit around, to have a silence that isn't awkward, or to not take conscious notice of his/her existence. Perhaps its just me being oversensitive. To not take conscious notice of his/her existence doesn't mean that I don't care that the person is there, but rather I don't mind doing anything cause I know he/she wouldnt bother. Maybe there are more people than I thought around me who does that, but maybe it isn't obvious, or maybe I'm thinking too much haha.

But to use this a strict judge for whether the person is a true friend may be too rigid. If thats the case true friends are really rare, perhaps 1 in a 1000. People, with their diverse views, there will definitely be times that you don't understand/care what they're talking about, but to just nod your head and show interest goes a long way to cementing a good relationship. Take interest in your friend's life, and they will, sooner or later, take interest back in you. Or maybe its just easier for me to be a listener.

However, because you can't read minds, you can never truly tell what a person is thinking. The truly perceptive may be able to, but the pessissmist in me believes that there are times where what you perceive may not be what they're truly thinking. Men, after all, have many faces. How can you tell which is which? And when you are confronted with a story about what the person has done outside, you start to wonder if the person is truly who you know. Or that what you've heard is just a lie. Faith in your friend is good, of course, but isn't more painful to be betrayed by someone you trust? But at this point there lacks a litmus test for real friends. Other than the day of relevation when something happens and you see who deserts you and who sticks by you, there is hardly any before to judge who is a real friend. But having said that, its not a good idea to go around distrusting those around you. Because it ain't going to be building friendships, and when it comes to crunch and everyone deserts you, it just fortifies your belief that true friends don't exist, and the cycle goes on.

Perhaps its better that we receive some form of affirmation.

Perhaps as we grow older, we will understand what makes a true friend. Or perhaps its better to make friends now, where we are more innocent then what we could be in the future. But at the end of the day, which would you rather settle for, a few 'good friends' or many 'just friends'.

You should really read it and try to figure out what they are trying to say, i personally felt that it just make sense to me. :D

IRRITATED

2009-10-04T22:34:00.002+08:00

IDIOTIC PEOPLE WITH IDIOTIC ACTS.
Ryuto was fighting at the point that only HCI guys can talk, cause apparently only they can do well for study. But had you ever think of if u had any social skill at all?

"hci all hardcore memorise, dont understand much. go out to the big world and work, memory doesnt do much hor. unless your job is matching pairs (; " QUOTED, AND THAT WAS IN UR FACE. (Sorry that was just for him, not for all of you out there :D i know you guys wasnt that mean. )

THE TRUTH IS "you dont need to have alot of facts in your head, you need to have good skills & carry yourself well" GODDAM YOU. STOP COMPARING SCHOOL FFS, SO YOU JUST SIMPLY THINK YOU ARE MORE SUPERIOR THEN EVERYONE? THEN JUST FUCK OFF MY LIFE -.-

k that post was just for him :D wahha, i felt so happy after i typed all those. SHALL GO BACK TO MUGGING NOW, PROOF THAT IDIOT WRONG. :D

Motivation

2009-09-29T22:46:00.002+08:00

WHERE ARE YOU MOTIVATION, I need them so badly right now. Exam is just 2 days away? And i am hardly prepare for it. Seriously dead le. -.-

A day on mc was totally slack like wth, i never do anything except for stoning, i doubt i had even rest enough. But yea, should be going to school tomorrow due to last minute hardwork ba. Hopefully it do work. :(

Thank all for your gws message. :D

illness

2009-09-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

Just visit the doctor with high fever and was given mc. Meaning i gonna miss lesson and EOY is just around the corner. Dead meat, NOT PORK U ASSHOLE. :D

K, i gonna drink lots of water and rest :D SLEEP LIKE A PIG

I am gonna be determine to sleep soon. Like WOAH, it onli 1105pm. LOL

Anyway what right do you have to scold me when i was the innocent party? I am just stoning down there not doing thing equal my fault also? Can u just be more reasonable please, It really getting sian when i try to get along with you. Like i said, life wasnt the same as compare to before, but can you just try to adapt. -.-

I am super scare that i will lost the willpower to fight on, and ending up gave out without giving myself a good reason, i definably dun wish to do it, but when time had permit me to, i might. I am afraid to lost.

sick

2009-09-26T18:25:00.002+08:00

Finally i am down after so long. Fever, muscle pain whatever. Must be lack of sleep. So i should go and sleep now. :(

IT SUCK TO BE SICK.

Edited at 7.55pm.

Can you just stop being such a judgmental person, u know it really really hard to get along with you nowadays. And seriously, you had change alot, but i don't really care much about it now. I am still who I am even after all these event, i wont change my mindset just because of you. Stand firm with my own belief. Goddam you.

Woots, i finally found out about this.

She's So Sexy So Cool, She's The Baddest Girl I Seen,
I'm Wondering Why I Only See Her In My Dreams,
The Love Of My Life, She's The Only One For Me,
My L.O.V.E. Oh My L.O.V.E.

(M.I.C. VERSE)
Baby, Your My Shootin Star,
Ride With Me And I'll Take You Far,
Explore The World And Back Around,
You Lift Me Up And You Hold Me Down..

You Hold The Crown And You Make This Team,
There's No couple Like This King And Queen,
There's No Other Couple Like You And Me,
The Girl Of My Dreams, My Everything..

I, I Love This Feelin..
Ya, Ya Love Is Healin..
I, I Need It, I Breathe It, No Way I'd Ever Leave It..

I'm So Into You, Don't Know What I'd Do,
Ya Love Is So True, It's Just Me And My Boo.

-HOOK-
She's So Sexy So Cool, She's The Baddest Girl I Seen,
I'm Wondering Why I Only See Her In My Dreams,
The Love Of My Life, She's The Only One For Me,
My L.O.V.E. Oh My L.O.V.E.

(Allan I)
I Never Thought I Find Another Love Like This,
I Never Forget The First Time We Kissed, (We kissed)
Your Body Against Mine, The Touch Of Your Skin,
Your Lips Such A Beautiful Kiss, (Such A Beautiful Kiss)

(Hype)
My L.O.V.E, She Elvate Me,
She Fly And So Free, Was Blind Now I See,
And Without Her Now What Would I Be,
Now What I Am, But I'll Still Be A G,

I'll Still Be Hype, I'll Still Shine Bright,
Who Be There To Hold Me So Tight,
Who Be There When It's Lonely At Night,
My Wife So Right, The Love Of My Life

-HOOK-
She's So Sexy So Cool, She's The Baddest Girl I Seen,
I'm Wondering Why I Only See Her In My Dreams,
The Love Of My Life, She's The Only One For Me,
My L.O.V.E. Oh My L.O.V.E.

(Allan I)
Your So Picture Perfect, I Can't Imagine My Life Without You..
(L.O.V.E.)
It's Like I'm Floating On Air Whenever Your Here..
Baby Come With Me And I'll Take You There!!!

-HOOK-
She's So Sexy So Cool, She's The Baddest Girl I Seen,
I'm Wondering Why I Only See Her In My Dreams,
The Love Of My Life, She's The Only One For Me,
My L.O.V.E. Oh My L.O.V.E.

She's So Sexy So Cool, She's The Baddest Girl I Seen,
I'm Wondering Why I Only See Her In My Dreams,
The Love Of My Life, She's The Only One For Me,
My L.O.V.E. Oh My L.O.V.E.

(M.i.C. Break-Down)
L-O-V-E, L-O-V-E, L-O-V-E, L-O-V-E

-HOOK-
She's So Sexy So Cool, She's The Baddest Girl I Seen,
I'm Wondering Why I Only See Her In My Dreams,
The Love Of My Life, She's The Only One For Me,
My L.O.V.E. Oh My L.O.V.E.

:D, my inspiration of finding this just come from nowhere. Haha, k, it time to mug now, had been slacking hell lot this few day. x.x

A leader

2009-09-25T23:59:00.006+08:00

I believe some of you might know what had happen, but i just feel like typing them out, if not i will die of boredness. :D

A leader is one who will voice out when he felt something is wrong or might not be in the way that it should be, he/she might not had to hold any leadership position. FREEDOM OF SPEECH.
A leader do not follow what other say, and had a mindset of it own.
A leader should make his/her own decision, and not allowing other to choose for him. A leader is Ftw but not a follower. :D

Dam, i forget alot others le. BUT I BELIEVE THE 3 POINT ABOVE IS ENOUGH TO COVER. :x
I gonna make my own decision, hence PLEASE DO NOT DECIDE FOR ME.

MY LIFE. ROAR.

Today, rubbish crapmate talk to me again, AND AS PER NORMAL, the first part was just rubbish again, and i believe i had clear all your doubt. Please keep everything in the convo :D. Gd luk in editing your bimbo picture. HAHA

Talking about bimbo, make me think of the TIKO BIMBO POSTER. lol. THANK TO WHOEVER HAD DONE IT AH. XIEXIE.

A NEW DONE PICTURE BY CLARE.

THIS IS DONE BY ALL THE BORED PERSON :D

edited at 2.21am: Was still talking to Clare, it was so long since we lasted talk, and we are still like sort of quite close and the openness is not where you can get it everywhere, where people might just think you are a laotiko. :X LET THE CONVO STAY THERE, NEVER BRING IT OUT AGAIN. HAHA

PVSP

2009-09-21T00:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was hcjc, pvsp. THE WISE OLDMAN OR THE MUSCULAR YOUNG MAN. I guess the answer wasnt out ba. :X

Yay, we got third for volleyball, but it was somehow quite expected. First was shawn lim team, and second was melvin+ alot hcjc a div player. Quite tough to play them on, but definably a good experience for all of us in the court. But it was meant to be a R&R, but turn out to be quite competitive somehow. Esp. in Bball.

The soo's had won champ for Bball, and capt ball, on top of that, david still got third for vball. Zai :D Spam of water bottle ah.

Tonghua said that hcjc people dam friendly wor, and had never regretted for waking up early and go there and play. Haha, try to get your ass into hcjc la. :D jiayous for ur o'lvl

We are the future, we gonna make a change. :D FIGHT FOR YOUR OWN GOALS.

I dont give a damn for where i stand right now, but you are just a super judgmental person who change your attitude super fast, so much for being the best friend for the moment, yea, i know human do change but what that? Tell me the time where we are together, and now we are just like foe to each other. Avoiding 1 another? The night before, i was still thinking what am i suppose to do when i see you. But your attitude had show everything. IT'S OVER.

GOODBYE.

Friendship

2009-09-18T23:55:00.003+08:00

I am gonna make this a short one as i am really tired and bored now. :x

Friendship- how does it break? Had this question ever hit your mind before?

Both friends will think the other is busy and will not contact each other thinking it might disturbing to the other party. As time passes, both friends will think ' let the other oen contact me first..'

After some time, each will think ' why should i contact first?'

From here onwards your friendship will be converted to hate.

Finally, the memory become weak due to the lack of contact and we had forget each other.

I dont want to end our friendship in such a way, which is why i am telling you this right now. Friendship are like gold, without polishing, it becomes dull. Whereas if you take care of it will shine like the brightest star.

Wasnt that somehow just being true. Roar 11 more days to eye, and i am still like some slacking ass. -.- GG.com

There still 1 more about thing about friendship one, BUT THE GODDAM PANDA IS NOT SENDING THEM TO ME :(

Wee, hoping the best for tmr pvsp, hope we can get into at least top 4 ba, jiayous people :D

MIA

2009-09-17T21:23:00.003+08:00

Recently nothing much happen, so i shall just go MIA now :D

End of holiday

2009-09-13T10:28:00.002+08:00

I had went to private my blog, since i think that drafting everything up and not posting them is the same as privating it. But yea, i had un-private it soon, because i am posting out once again. :D I had changed the skin and no more cbox for now. :D anything just leave a comment ba.

Boo, reflection really do help at point of time, this holiday i really wrote down what i need and what i want so badly, and i had think of what can i do to make it possible, yea and some reflection about more personal stuff, so it wasn't meant to be posting. I'm sorry :D cheer~

This holiday is a unfruitful one, I had only done some of my work and the rest i think i would just do it tomorrow morning, cause holiday is meant for R&R and not any homework spam. I believe everyone knew that (EXCEPT FOR MUGGER, YES I AM TALKING ABOUT YOU :x).

Ok ba, nothing much happen during holiday, except going back to school like every other day, and yea slacking around and stoning.

Kinda need to go out soon, so yea :D haha

Dream

2009-09-05T09:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a lesson-free day, as we got our workshop and the mass talk by William Tan. He was like that kind of people who had tons of hard-works before reaching for his dream. He had fought on in his life and trying to do as many thing as he can. He didn't close the door when he was so ill. His talk really was so motivate (PANDA, you should go learn :D ).

After that, we got this workshop by melvin, who was a big time joker. He had never failed to make us laugh, is like all the sidetracking is so funny. Woots, 1 more session on 15/9, diedie almost must go.

And for goddam sake, please stop changing the hmt teacher, it serious getting irritating. We all know in our mind if li laoshi go, who will be coming back, and i bet it gonna be so screw. Her lesson is bored and no one will listen to it. And it like o'lv next year? Thank sia

Let say about what a success person is.
- Success is moving towards your goal everyday.
- There are no failure in life, only learning experiences
- The greatest failure in life is not giving your 100%
- If you dare to dream, you have a chance.
- brick walls are there for a reason: they let us prove how badly we want things.
- If i cant, then i MUST!.

Dare to dream.~
If i dared to dream
If there were no such thing as failure
IF i could be/have anything i want

Hey, thank jozoe for helping out alot in the sc t-shirt for the alunmi thing. Xiexie.

I havet been getting reply for quite awhile, never mind , i shall be patient and wait. DARE TO DREAM.

I shall go find the thing for l.o.v.e :D

Day out wif wdp sc'06

2009-09-01T09:38:00.000+08:00

BOO to the lesson that we had in the morning, and making the school to end at 1pm. I guess we are one of the few school which have lesson yesterday, and it totally suck, it just simply like you are in the holiday mood, yet you still had to attend. wts. On the bright side, yesterday lesson was still slack and fun somehow. At least it was better then the toast session or the game. BOO IT.

School ended at 1pm, and I had rush to cwp to meet up with my fellow sc darlings, I thought i will be the last to reach, but kang ending up to be the last. haha. When i reach cwp, i saw sarah and serene outside breadtalk, and max, wanxin, zuan is at mos burger. Thank for helping me to order first :D haha.

We chat, we talk, we compare out height when the giant had reach mos, we tried to decide where to eat our dinner when we are eating our lunch, we squeeze everyone to the table etc etc :D the bond we had is just so unique and strong.

Upon eating finish, we went back to our alma mater. The feeling was never the same when you are still a student there, and had the mindset " hai, lesson today again". The security is getting more tight in the school, and slowly it had become like more of friend gathering then meeting some of the teacher. It now just seem to be like just an excuse somehow.

Mr ng had asked the alumni sc if they wanted the shirt, and he said he gonna mail me by yesterday, and until now, he havet even mail me. :X how can i return the reply by today as well, it like some people are just plainly dao, and they would take 3 days to reply your sms HOR. K, never mind, when i get the mail, i will just forward to all of you.

Dinner out with sc'06 and ms lim is always the same, we had to take quite awhile before we decide what to eat. But it ok, it just a few minute, and the joy and fun we get is like, nothing in this world can buy. Thank ms lim for the treat, thou is teacher's day, yet you are still the one who pay for us. TYVM.

I had finally done what i wanted to do for a long time, it took me quite awhile to notice what myself is doing, but i am just feeling happy i had finally settle it. I dont really care about the result now, but is the process that we should enjoy, hence i am content with it. :D

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY, TEACHER :D

Dissapointment.

2009-08-29T08:49:00.000+08:00

First of all, I am disappointed with rather lot of stuff. I think the rather obvious would be the result. When one had really work hard for it, and was hoping the best of it, and u didnt make it. That is gonna be a great fall. I am just like that.

In life, nothing else is more important then kinship, friendship, relationship. Other stuff is just u WANT or not, whereas the 3 above is u NEED them so badly like any other human. Just like how panda love the bamboo and cling on it all day long. I think no one will be exception to this. But who knows, life is all a joke. The moment you think that the will be the best time of your life, it turn out to be crap, rubbish and nonsense period. I don't know why, but i just feel it that way.

School as per normal was just lesson and stuff, reflection is unavoidable for CE lesson, and works for math. Another boring week had just past. And next monday would be a teacher's day. And for goddam sake, my school is ending at 1pm, while others are all ending around 10am-11am. FML, why is this so unfair. LIFE SCIENCE WORKSHOP IS A WASTE OF 3 HOURS.

Anyway, You had been giving me cold shoulder nowadays, and seriously i don't what went wrong, did i do anything which really make you hate me like now or something? Asking for something just seem to be so hard. That the phrase " so far, yet so near".
I think i understand the reason of the phrase. Now, i will just dao everything and move on with my life.

Ok, i am looking forward to next monday with meeting with sc'06, MAX AND ZUAN PLS TURN UP. LOL

Enjoyable day.

2009-08-26T17:36:00.000+08:00

Ok let start off with yesterday event.

We had celebrated nicol birthday in school, but apparently he still seem quite sad. I really got no idea what had happen. But the cake we had make, it turn out to be quite nice. Just taste like a cheese cake, because of the whipped cream and it had been put in the freezer. Hehe, hopefully you had enjoy the cake. Will post the picture when whoever send me. Haha.

Ok, the rest shall not be posted, because of some reason. If u really wanna know what i wrote for yesterday post then tell me, I RESERVE THE RIGHT NOT TO TELL ANYONE. :D

Alright, today we had done our cip, and obviously it so enjoyable k? Statue is FTW. IF ANYONE WOULD SAY ANYTHING AFTER THAT, I AM SURE I GONNA LOVE HIM/HER LIKE SIAO. I AM SURE. YAY, I HAD ENJOY IT. THANK AH PEOPLE. I LOVE YOU. Wad a bonded class we had.

HEY, I did what i think is right for me ok? I CHOOSE MY LIFE, NOT YOU LA. GODDAM IT. So what if i stone? wasn't stoning is teh fun? HUH? TELL MI IF U NEVER STONE DOWN THEN SAY. LOVE YOU PLEASE. GET A LIFE.

Anyway, my phone was down with sms just now. :X But it turn out to be fine now. SORRY FOR THOSE WHO I DAO JUST NOW. SORRY~

FORCED

2009-08-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

k my blogger is dam problematic now again. ROAR, k i had promise to post so i just post. :( next time then i post the picture ok :X Sorry, haha. k THE REST OF THE INFO SHALL REMAIN AS A SECRET FIRST. WEE :D

Anyways, just get back my bio result today. A2, WOOTS, AND ENGLISH A C5. YES AT LEAST A PASS. lol. k la, nothing much to update today.

P.S, I AM NT LAOTIKO LA, SLAP UR PIGU THEN YOU KNOW, AND DON'T PUT IN AEROPLANE. :D

Scandalous

2009-08-18T20:04:00.000+08:00

LOL, the title was just purely for random anyway. But this wasnt saying anyone. Please dont misunderstand.

School today was horrible, basically just because i get back my amath result, it just simply like wts to me, i had done so much yet i still fail. Failing wasnt any big deal, but teacher having doubt that i changed the paper after i had took the paper over, JUST BECAUSE OF THE INK WHICH WAS SUPER THICK. FML. -.- I was really disappointed and pissed, even thought i never get 0. I think the last test, i never feel so bad but this test was just totally opposite. Hai, My life was not MLIA. ROAR. Okay, maybe i should just write a reflection for my action and the result. Like what ms chua had said, " reflection allow people to recap what they think, and they can do for better or worst"

Anyway, I had make a super big mistake yesterday. I had misunderstand my rubbish crapmate for so many stuffs. Hai, i got no idea what had got onto me this few days, but yea, the bottom line, i owe you your sorry. Dui bu qi~

I know that you are having tons of problem now, but why is your replied still seem so cheerful for me? Are u still the happy.go.lucky person on outside, and deep inside yourself, you are suffering in silence, i got no idea. To add on to that, you had been grounded for so many stuffs. Dui bu qi, but yea, if you still wanna confide or talk to me, u can still find me, after all, i think that time had proven everything. Knowing some stuffs, but i still cant do any different to you, make me still worst, and YOUR words make me feel worst. As usual, you are still the one who had borrow me your helping hand when i need, and when u need it, i wasnt anywhere near. Hai, really deep apologies to you.
p.s i not quite sure if you can see this, but yea, i just hope you do, and please cheer up. Sulking is not a good solution for stuffs.

Roar, i still got alot of test coming out, and i had yet to start studying, and my motivator is nowhere, haha but it ok, i will have to dig my own motivation now, if not i will be so dam dead.

Target had to be changed after today. -.- You should get what i mean.

edited~
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened *I GTG
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) ok :x
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened STUDY! (A)
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened HAHA NO LA
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened MY COMPUTER GOT ALOT OF INSTALLATIONS THINGY
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) lol i am studying all the while :X
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened UPGRADING.
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) LOL
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened BAI BAI (:
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened AND CHEER UP! :)
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) bye
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened THOUGH MY LIFE SUCKS
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) i am fine :D
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) LOL
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened AND MAYBE YOURS SUCK TOO
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened BUT
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened HEY!
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened LET'S PRESS ON!!
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) we shall not bow down to lousy life
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) ROAR
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) we shall wait for gd stuff
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened NO POINT GETTING ALL ANGRY FOR JUST FUCKING SCHOOL
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) and hi-5 :D
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened *THOUGH I ALWAYS GET ANGRY*
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened BUT YEAH!
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) AND NT OVER LOUSY STUFF
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened WE'RE TEENAGERS YO.
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) YEA I NOE I AM YOUNG
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) LOL
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened WHAT ELSE CAN WE DO BUT STUDY AND COMPLAIN?
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened :)
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) YESYES
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened OH SHUT UP HAHA YOU OLD ALREADY LA
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) MAKE SENSE :X
Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened Faith (A) U HURTED MY FEELING
Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened OMG CAN'T BELIEVE I AM SAYING THIS
8/18/2009 9:40:47 PM Faith (A) Chong wei - Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened I SOUND SO MATURE LEH!!!

LOL, LOOK AT THE MATURE CHAT. LOL, AND I NEED TO STUDY MY GEOG NOW. :( DAM SIAN.

Loved.

2009-08-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hmm let see what I had done for the past 2 days. Basically, I think is just like the same old thing i did every weekend, except this week, i had never touch my homework at all, only mug for test. X.x. i am dead.

Ok, Last night, i had done a good deed like making someone laughing out when she was feeling down, and she had said what she promise lur. LOL, and dam you max, if you know about what the promise is. -.- OK, but who cares, like what i do in sec sch. " yeayea, my girlfriend la, can or not." LOL. funness. But the thing i do was seriously retarded. HAHA, that why maybe it will be someone laugh. :x

Anws, there was this notes by maxysexy on fb, i shall post it in my blog too. :x

ONE question.
ONE chance.
ONE honest answer.
That's all you get.
Respond even if you're not tagged
you get to ask me 1 question.
write it here.
any question & i have to promise to answer them truthfully.

No catch.
But I dare you to re-post this and see what people ask you..

(please ask me sensible questions)

LOL, copy from max :X K, I SHALL ALLOW PEOPLE TO ASK.

Woots, i got sms from my FATTY (SKINNY ) panda when i was having dinner just now. And she make it until like BIG NEWS like that. HAHA, ok la, might not be big news to all, but still a important news for me. Hehe, thank you for informing me about it. Upon hearing it, i just laugh out lot, and was xin zai le huo about the incident. I shall not mention what had happen. :X SORRY TO THOSE WHO ARE INVOLVE.

All the best for my test tomorrow, I DUN WANT TO GET 0 AGAIN. DUMB.

OH YEA, I FELT LOVED, MAX ARE U JEALOUS OF THAT? MAYBE U SHOULD FIND UR EENING OR WHATEVER SHIT LA. ROAR, KEEP SAYING ME.

Randomness

2009-08-14T15:57:00.000+08:00

Haha, as title had suggested i will type out in a random manner i guess, i would just dao all the day and event. No order i guess. :D

Ok, let me start off with the school first, Life is gonna be quite tough and sucky at the same time, due to the spam of test next week, thought it is just 1 week, but it long, seem so short YET so long, haha irony. I had found myself a motivator, who would be responsible to motivate me to study. Haha, thank in advance. I had saw this pm, and it was saying that he wanted to get straight A, roar, since he can do it, why cant i do it as well. I gonna work hard toward my dream. *finger cross* hopefully i can make it that far.

Haha, anyway i shall introduce " she the pretty one" LOL, i think whoever it is, should know what i mean. :X and sry no niao or whatever involve hor. Ok, let me think how should i phrase my words. lol.
- she the one who trusted me when we only know each other a few day
- she was the one who need some angry management course. :X
- she the one who is rather mature and know what is right and wrong
- she THE PRETTY GAL who dont move.
- she is super tall from what i know. :X
- she dun mind talking to stm people :X

LOL, that all i can think for now, maybe i will update it later at night or what. HAHA, I AM SORRY, I KNOW IT WAS LESSER THEN YESTERDAY.

HOMEWORKS/TEST/SCHOOL SUCKS
test for next week.
monday: Amath trigo+ history
Tuesday: up to now, dun remember got anything
Wednesday: Geography+ cheng yu test
Thursday: Biology test
Friday: Chemistry test.

I AM SERIOUSLY DOWN WITH STM. :X lazy to check my homelink or what. just write what i remember, anyone who spotted mistake please inform me. Xiexie

Oh yea, i suddenly think of today CE lesson. About sexual education. LOL, sorry, i am not laotiko or what, but it part of growing years ok? Our class got this small act out and it was about some pre-martial sex. And we learning about petting line. LOL. The most we can do was kissing and holding hand, AND THE NONO THING IS prolonged kissed, hugging(WDP'SC 06 MUST READ THIS. :D HAHA), petting, heavy petting and SEX (be it oral or what.) but i think the hugging there was different from what we do la, the hugging there should involve of touching and physical contact. k.you.should.get.what.i.mean. HAHA

Sidenote: WDP'sc 06, please try to keep teacher day free, DONT GO OUT WITH YOUR "SOMEONE" but you can always bring him/her along, i bet non of us will mind :X LOL

MEALS.

2009-08-10T23:16:00.001+08:00

Woots, i would really enjoy today quite alot. Off to carl JR for lunch, and pizza huts for my dinner. :X

Nothing much had really happen this few days, mostly my day just revolve around the computer and rotting myself at home and sleeping at some epic time and waking up dam early. :X Just dunno why people like to sms me around 7+. Haha, if it was the normal Tuesday/ weekend , i might just be pissed off and replied " Why the shit did u call me or sms me so early". K i think u can replace the word yourself if u had know me long enough.

Anyways, someone told me that the first impression of me was crappy and not dumb, YAYNESS, but i know i wasnt dumb but i am stupid right? U trying to mean that right? HAHA, and u had said that i am super careful about what i type, but i think if u read my archive, i bet u will change your opinion one. :X

k, time for me to go sleep or what, except camping in front of computer. :X

NDP parade.

2009-08-08T10:05:00.000+08:00

The first time, i was hoping that friday would end much earlier then that. :x sorry, i had pissed you of in sch or wad. And like i sae, u onli seen 1 side of him, and i had seen 2 side. U can choose to believe wad he sae, but i dun realli giv a dam. i just simply cant take joke from BLACKIE (ONLI ONE, I AM NT A RACIST). Seriously, if u think wad he sae was all a joke, i would just go up to him and punch him in his face and tell him "IT'S JUST A JOKE LA, TAKE IT SO SERIOUSLY FOR WAD". Not only me who got pissed off by him, but yet alot of people. U would hav seen it urself, I had nothing much to say i guess.

After NDP parade, outing with ben, nicol, nick, ryan, mich, siying, soo's, gad. We had rushed down to CWP, wanted to watch GI joe, at 1235, but ending up when we reach there, only left first 2 rows, and we decided not to watch and wait until 2pm. LOL, zai kia. So we had went to makan, and just walk around CWP, or rather stoning down there. Suddenly ryan got a great suggestion. " Y nt we stand at 1 place and look at people, and observe them" k u shld get wad i mean.

GI joe, was rather fine, but the plot was super brainless, it just like whoever got better technology and money win the battle. I think that would be the result of WW3 or wad la. LOL, but it was still interesting and fun to watch. After all watching movie is just to relax and stuff.

Anws, Pls stop dragging the past issue into our convo, i dun wanna bring out all the past and say again, it gonna make everyone upset only.

OH YEA, past few day, my tummy is like dam funny, i just feel dam hungry after i have taken my meal, and i had my gastric dam hell early in the morning, which make me dun feel like moving at all. :X ON TOP OF THAT, i am having ulcer in my mouth. RAWR, IT SUX.

K ANWS, EARLY HAPPY B'DAE S'PORE

Decision make.

2009-08-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

Haha, i think some of u might know what i am talking about, so please keep your mouth shut ok? let the matter rest for now. Wee, i am happy but at the same time feeling abit of upset. BUT IT OK, IT GONNA BE FINE.

I dunno, but i just feeling super enthu today for no good reason, and feeling chao happy after getting Emath result. I was expecting myself to fail the paper, and ending up i gt a 17/25= 68%. Nt bad a b3. :x. Combine up wif my first Emath test which is 85%, i still got an a1 for it. But i see alot of unhappy faces in the class :X Sorry ppl.

School was just like any other schooldays, stone at chair, listen to teacher, do work, AND WAITING FOR THE BELL TO RING. OH YEA, todae hmt class was a joke, li laoshi was boroing ch's handphone and said that she will return the money, den i was staring at him, i tot yours was plan? hw to return u. lol. okok.

English test todae was ok, ty to my darling mark, who help mi google for the answer. THANK YOU SO MUCH. lala, the question i wrote was " co-ed school is better den single sex school. Discuss" WEE, I DISARGEE TO IT. SINGLE SEX SCH IS FTW. k sry no offend. Had discuss wif clare and yang juz now, and both sae i was rubbish, and wad they sae make sense. LALA, K LA U ALL WINNER.

Skype-ing had nrv failed to make mi laugh, except for dota skype -.- but sumtime still can laugh like sum retarded, coz of junwei. LOL. :D , SRY. HAHA.

After school todae was realli horrible, the bad news had happen. My granny was in a coma, and i was like thinking, hw long had i since last visited her. Seriously, i felt so bad, and tmr i am having cca. And my mum told mi that, she might nt be able to struggle until thurs w/o any will to survive. But yea, her op for her leg is still on tmr, hopefully it a success pls. I felt that i am nt even fit to be her grandson, she was the one who had bring me up when i was young. Look after me when i was sick, cook for mi, NO MATTER WAD TIME IT WAS. i still rmb got 1 time it was like 12am, den i told her i was dam hungry, she wake up and cook for mi. RAWR, life is always full of surprise, i mean she was perfectly fine 2 wk ago, and who knew this would happen. Hai, nrv cherish her enuff in the past. I felt that i am such a horrible person. -.- Please recover, i will try my best to visit u whenever i got time now. I promise :(

Life is full of unwanted surprise.

2009-08-02T22:29:00.000+08:00

I am sorry, but to sae that wad i dun wish to happen, had finally happened, i had drag it for a super long time, since like 14/7, if i am nt wrong? It realli sumthing that no one wanna see. But we had to face the music rite now, I believe u had make urself clear enuff, and i had get it. But i juz cant take the excuse u had gave to mi, like i sae we are like so dam close and bcoz of 1 person u had to do tis? i realli cant take it. K, so i shall wish you all the best. Like i told the others, when he is around, there will nt be mi, when i am around, there will nt be him. OK SIMPLE. MY LIFE STILL HAD TO CARRY ON. I shall be a kind soul for once, and wish you all the best, if we ever meet ea other in rl, it gonna be so paiseh le. (rawr, still cant be colour, dam sian. If nt will be obvious who i am targeting at. ) IT'S TIME TO SAE GD BYE.

YO TY ALOT DUDE, DOING SO MANY THING BEHIND MY BACK, AND GETTING PISS OFF AND JEALOUS FOR NO GD REASON? BREAKING OUT OUR FWENSHIP. PLS LUR, REALLI TY YOU SO MUCH, SO MUCH OF ME HELPING U IN THE PAST, AND TAKE YOU AS MY BEST FWEN. SRSLY UR ACTION MAKE MI TOTALLY STUN. IF XXX HAD NRV TOLD MI WAD HAPPEN, I WILL STILL BE IN THE DARK. TY ALOT PAL, I LOVE YOU, AND I MEANT IT.

Argg, enuff of all this rubbish, i will just forget it once and for all.

Ok, spamming on FB is realli fun, and can realli let sum1 forget abt all the unhappy stuff, esp spamming wif sc'06, we can tok stuff until so off one. LOL, and most imptly no one mind. SPECIAL BROTHERHOOD YO. HAHA, U GUYS HAD DEFINALLY MAKE MY DAE.

Was thinking to make my blog into a report blog, like lois one. SRY YANG :x BLEH. HAHA, and I HAD ADDED KENNYAPZHELIANG ON FB, TIME TO STALK HIM NOW HAHA

Edit~
HOPEFULLY THE GOD DAM TIME CAN PROOF MI RITE, AND HEAL MY WOUND. OK LA, TIME FOR MI TO STUDY LIAO, IF NT I MIGHT END UP FAILING MY EMATH TOO. :(

OH YEA, THE GREAT PLAN GAL, WHERE MY LOVE MAIL HUH. LOL OK JUZ JOKING, AND I NOE U ARE CHAO COLD ONE :D

Life was never the same without you!

2009-07-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

Even if there were a colourful rainbow out there, it would still look like a normal day, black and white to me. Such things are meant to be the beautiful but they just turn out to be plain and boring for me.Before, I had never realli thought about how impt you were to me, but after so many incidents, i had found out that the one and only answer

Life has realli changed quite alot without you by my side. Me without you is as gd as the minnie without the mickey, the piglet without the pooh. I am not quite sure if u have noticed it, but i definitely hope u had, and i noe u are not cold-blooded rite? The things that u have given mi in the past were so wonderful, it just kept mi moving, seriously can i hav dem bak rite now. D:, I REALLI NID IT. You had nrv knew hw much i had struggled myself during this period of time. I wanna do it, but yet i cant, that just sumthing which is holding on to me and i juz cant move on. Losing you, it as gd as a sportman lost his master arm/leg, a artist without the brush. I am just dam upset, and i hav no idea wad i can do to savage this, but i hope that sumthing i can do. Hopefully, wad i sae to you had still stand strong. Sorry for last nite anws.

haiya, i am just dam stuck, life is just the normal sch dae, and go home start mugging/ stuck my ass infront of comp onli, shldnt post much more abt tis anws, it just bored life. :(

k that shld be all for todae, realli sian and no mood -.-

WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE

2009-07-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

LOL, todae is quite hell actually, the second T&F training i had went, and we do quite alot of workout, and it serious dam tired, MUCH TIRED DEN UNITY VBALL TRAINING. LOL, ok no offend anws. It kinda from a budget sch, and u cant expect much of it. HA. Still gt dam lot more thing to learn.

OKAY, LET MOVE ON. I NID SUM HELL MOTIVATION NOW, I NID TO STUDY LIKE DAM HARD FOR MY BIO TO MAKE MY SCI OVERALL TO PASS. RAWR, I DUN WANNA FAIL, pls i nid motivation :(. In term of sport/ studies, i realli lost my determination le, it like, the determination come and go, sumtime can meng so hard, and other time will juz be slacking like an idiot. dam sian. -.-

OK, QUIZ FROM FB, lazy do in fb. LOL.

If you're a guy - post this as my kind of girl.
if you're a girl - post it as my kind of boy.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
Yes, if can.

2. Smart?
obviously?

3. Preferred age?
hmm, no idea yet

4. Preferred height?
Not taller then mi. :X

5. How about sense of humor?
MUST BE A JOKER

6. How about piercings?
ears onli

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Duh.

8. Pink hair?
no, look natural

9. Mushy or no?.
LOL, i shall copy max answer, not overdose. :X

10. Thin or fat?
right size.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
any? but obvious try nt to be black.

12. Long hair or short hair?
let her decide for herself ba

13. Plastic or metal?
wad the link? -.-

14. Smells good?
huh? BO u mean?

15. Smoker?
ONCE A SMOKER, NRV A SPORTMAN

16. Drinker?
no.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
wad this?

18. Muscular?
cant be like over la. -.-

19. Plays piano?
YES, coz it dam cool :X

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
i got no idea -.-

21. Plays violin?
nop?

22. Sings very good?
hmm, i am fine wif it.

23. Vain?
Nop

24. With glasses?
how abt content lens?

25. With braces?
fine wif it

26. Shy type?
OPEN.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
cant be too guai neither too bad

28. Active or passive?
Active duh -.-

29. Tight or bomb?
se mo lai de

30. Singer or dancer?
sportman seem better.

31. stunner?
lol, no?

32. Hiphop?
later she will be like hanging on street whole dae long

33. Earrings?
ok, but nt too many

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-until-you-drop?
Preferably first timer :)
YAY COPY MAX ANSWER AGAIN.

35. Dimples?
dunno?

36. Bookworm?
u mean mugger?

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
max is trying to niao mi, coz i dunno more den 2 -.-

38. Playful?
YESSSSSS

39. Flirt?
Wif who, others NOOOOOO

40. Poem writer?
no ba, later she stuck her ass in the room 1 whole dae

41. serious?
shyt la, i failed -.-

42. Campus crush?
WAD IS THIS.

43. Painter?
SIAO LA, I FAILED.

44. Religious?
FREE-THINKER

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
To a certain extend.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
Cant it be a stalker to mi. LOL

47. Speaks 20 languages?
dun nid so many, liddat i think i go out wif dictionary would be better

48. Loyal or faithful?
BOTH

49. good kisser?
wad kind of kiss huh?

50. loves children?
YES, MOTHERLY LOVE. LOL

51. Horny?
wad way siol

LOL, I AM DONE. :D i am juz a lame ass freak -.- OK, YEST WE WAS TOKING ABT WAD LIKE AND WAD LOVE, AND HERE THE EXPLAINATION.

1 - In front of the person you love, your heart
beats
faster, But in front of the person you like, you get
happy.

2 - in front of the person you love, winter seems
like
spring. But in front of the person you like, winter
is
just beautiful winter.

3 - If you look into the eyes of the one you love,
you
blush. But if you look into the eyes of the one you
like, you smile.

4 - In front of the person you love, you can't say
everything on your mind. But in front of the person
you like, you can.

5 - In front of the person you love, you tend to get
shy. But in front of the person you like, you can
show
your own self.

6 - You can't look straight into the eyes of the one
you love. But you can always smile into the eyes of
the one you like.

7 - When the one you love is crying, you cry with
them. But when the one you like is crying, you end
up
comforting.

8 - The feeling of love starts from the eye But the
feeling of like starts from the ear. So if you stop
liking a person you used to like, all you need
to do is cover your ears. But if you try to close
your
eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in
your heart forever...

LOL, hw true is this, i dunno? but it just quite fun to read all this kind of stuff and debate among ourself. HAHA

Thing are realli so qiao

2009-07-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

AS TITLE SUGGESTED, U SHLD NOE WHO U ARE. LOL, i am nt out to create trouble for you, but just having my own fun. oww man, i felt so bad. BUT WHO CARES. LOL. Tis shldnt be hurting anws. ha

OK, ANWS todae was quite epic dae but aso a fruitful dae. Went shopping wif david in lot 1, FIRST TIME SIOL. And shop for present for her sis, and at the same time, i shop for sum1 la. LOL, and apparently, there nt realli alot of gift shop in lot 1, and ending up just bought the breado or wadever la, and david had spend dunno hw many zillion second to write "happy b'dae" and " 19th b'dae", and i am stoning down there and wait for him. See i am dam kind. HA, so after writing, still nid to wait for it to dry, hence we gt 15mins "break". We went to buy bubble tea and i went to buy famous amos. WOOT, I AM DEEP IN LOVE WIF THE COOKIES. FINISH EVERYDAE IN 1 DAE IS THE MOTION. lol, ok la, spended like near to 10 bucks. Wil, pls return my $ asap. LOL. OK, we went bak and collect and that is tis gal who dropped 2 bucks on the floor, and mi and david was staring at it. " oi, david go take and return la", " walao u go la.", ok this convo nrv come to the end, and ending up both of us go take the $ and wait for the gal outside the toilet, and make us wait like dunno hw long lor. -.- shld hav koped the money, waste our time, haiyo. But see we are kind-hearted person, so we return the money. WHY DUN HAV HAO SHI MING(ps, copy. :X) MEDAL. LOL

Bused home, and tok alot rubbish on the way. ha, fun and time-consuming. :( worst thing is, i nrv even buy anything. LOL, i am sorry :X i shall get u 1 asap, when i see it. HAHA, off to do work le

WOOTS, MIRACLE HAPPEN TODAE. LOL

Boring dae

2009-07-27T18:49:00.000+08:00

Todae is just like any other sch dae, juz that we had an sexual talk during assembly and i had went for track and field, WASNT IT SUM MIRACLE? lol. i juz noticed i like to use miracle this word tis few dae. HAHA, funfun

Mood todae was like a roller-coaster for the project thingy, my group totally gt worried after nana sae she nrv bring out report to sch todae. But she did ask her mum bring for us, and the time we sat in classroom and wait, the time just pass super super slow. ha, so there come the "monster" who wanted to come and collect our file during lesson and instead we will ask to do reflection for the project, and my grp reflection dun look like we had done any reflect on our act. Example: our group got nothing else to improve on, we are prefect. LOL, that rubbish. So much loophole in our report if sum1 realli go read it words by words. HAHA, ownage. kk, den around 1+, our hero was here wif our report, and JC had went down to take and photocopy for us. and our darling nick had pay for everything. Thank alot :D. HA, our life was saved by nana's mother, if nt our project mark will be gone case le. So much for the effort. LOL

Anws, i aso heard the the chem test we took, onli gt 3 passes in 3/5, and the class dun contain onli 3 ppl -.- it had 40 ppl. Hopefully i can pass the chem test :( PLSPLSPLS, i dun wanna fail my test again la.

HAHA, ANWS I AM DONE WIF I AM SUPPOSE TO DO ON9, YAY SLACK DAY. LOL, bcoz i nrv bring home my math, and i had run out of my gao zi le. gg -.-

LOL, i suddenly rmb abt yest thingy, SUM1 CALL MI A GHEY FOR NO GD REASON. AND SAE BCOZ IT WAS BCOZ OF THE ACTION AND STUFF LIKE TIS. pls giv mi a reason at least la. RAWR, KEEP AVOID MY QUS AFTER I ASK. LOL, ANDANDAND,I FOUND OUT TIS FUNNY THING IN MY FOLDER SO I WENT TO OPEN AND I READ THE WHOLE CONVO ABT WAD MI,FAITH,LINS SAE SIA. TOTALLY LONG AND EPIC. SORRY MAX, I GT GANK UP BY THE 2 CHEENA ZHANG. LOL. OK NO OFFEND, BUT IT WAS REALLI FUNNY. I NOE LE, WHEN I AM FEELING DOWN, CAN GO READ THAT. LOL.
MRS TIONG CHEONG AND "WE, THE ZHANGS, CITIZENS OF SINGAPORE, PLEDGE TO WITNESS THE LOVE OF ANG CHONGWEI AND MAX YOONG" AND ANG-YOONG CHONG WEI, TY ALOT THE ZHANGS.

Tmr the mondae :(

2009-07-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

haiya, after a long wkend, it came bak to the same old dae, which all the student and worker would hate it, THE MONDAE, THE START OF NEW WEEK. No more slacking allow. shyt tis LOL.

OK, anws nth much had happen todae, just that i keep doing sumthing which i had been doing for so long wrongly todae, and it realli piss mi off. But the retarded had done sum retarded stuff to make me laugh. ha ty alot ah. :D and sorry to faith hor :X.

Faith:
u this asshole, U ARE LIKE DAM MEAN TO ME OK? always keep mi in suspend, and make mi guess and mai tell mi, WAD IS THIS. RAWR. But todae was the first ever time, u sae sorry on ur own accord, WAS THAT SUM MIRACLE :D, I SHALL GO QUOTE IT

Faith (A) - Chong wei HIHI SORRY
Chong wei - Faith (A) sorry for?
Faith (A) - Chong wei FOR JUST NOW
Faith (A) - Chong wei I THINK I WAS DANG RUDE.
Chong wei - Faith (A) lol
Chong wei - Faith (A) for the first time
Chong wei - Faith (A) u sae sorry on ur own

HAHA, WASNT THAT LIKE SUM MIRACLE? k mayb u are nt mean, i take bak my word. HAHA

opps, i am sry bestie, no time to think abt it, can i tell u abt the thingy abt you other dae. haha

I NID MY GODDAM MOTIVATION BAK. DAM, SLACKING TOO MUCH CANT BRING MI ANYWHERE NOW. PLS ANYONE HELP WO. BE A KINDSOUL, HAO REN YOU HAO BAO, BAO NI MING TIAN ZHONG MA PIAO. LOL

times fly.

2009-07-25T10:08:00.000+08:00

HAHA, quite a long while nrv update le, coz my life was bored, except toking to the ppl WHO KEEP BULLY MI, even after I beg for so long. DEN TELL MI SORRY ASO NT TRUTHFUL ONE. Like I sae, I will post the convo, and I will :D HAHA

Ok wait, I shall copy the qus first. :D
1. Tell you 1 thing I like about you
2. Tell you the first impression you left on me
3. Ask you something i've always wanted to know
4. Ask you to ask me a question you want to know HAHA

And the reply from faith was.

CHONGWEI

1. I THINK YOU'RE REALLY STRONG COS YOU NEVER GIVE UP DESPITE THE SETBACKS YOU FACE :)

2. THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU, I WAS LIKE : WOAH, TALLY. I WANNA BE AS TALL AS HIM.

3. WHY ARE YOU SO PERVERTED?

4. ASK ME A QUESTION YOU WANT TO KNOW HAHA!!

SORRY, I am really surprise. LOL

ANDANDAND, the qus I ask bak, was serious dumb and she nrv even giv mi a second chance, how fair was that. Xiexie ni ah. LOL, ok la wanna read more, go faith’s blog comment to find out. SEE LA, I SO GD TO HELP U ADVERTERISE (sp) ur blog. NRV SAE THANK.

Haha ok, times really fly, and we are like fifth wk, yayness let countdown together to the next holiday. It seem so far yet so close. Rawr. For the first 4 wk, I believe I had tried to chng quite a lot in my attitude, and I must sae I am proud of myself, bleh, but I still slack dam hell lot la. MUST CHANGE, MARK SHLD NOE THE REASON. HAHA, TOKING DAM HELL LOT WIF HIM TIS FEW DAE. LOL ghey parther :D.

Hmm, just get news that sport fest in sch was cancel due to h1n1, ty a lot ah. Den sae it was a form of mass gathering, like NDP parade wasn’t liddat sia, smartsmart. -CLAP-. Haiya, so much for mi and my plan, ending up it came out into a blank paper.

I MISS WDP GAMES DAY, I MISS THE FUN WE HAD TOGETHER, I MISS THE TIME WE WENT UP TO TAKE THE PRIZE TOGETHER, I MISS THE TIME WE WIN TEACHER TOGETHER WIF SC’06, I MISS THE TIME WHERE SC START TO BULLY PPL BY GIVING THEM RED CARD FOR JUZ TOUCHING PPL (ANY1 OF U GUYS STILL RMB?). I MISS THE TIME WHERE WE HAVE TO BE REFEREE AND TIMEKEEPER AND SO ON, AND PPL START TO COMPLAIN ABT US. BLEH. BUT WE WASN’T ANY BAD REFEREE OK, WE ARE FAIR :D

haii, just miss dam lot of stuff. Thing in life start to come and go, must cherish it be4 lost dem again. LOL, I NOTICED I SAE THAT A LOT TIME LE. LOL.

Ha, anws just now was busying chionging some of the stuff, and YES, I had completed them. LOL. and after that I saw my dearest junior, linshan on9 her msn, and my first qus was, “ wad wind blow you to msn todae” HAHA, ok I am like so bad. But yea super long nrv see her on9 so ask lor. We had sort of a small talk abt personal stuff, so I wont post anything abt it, and lins I hope wad we sae in the convo stay in the convo hor, RMB CANNOT TELL ANY1 ABT IT. XIEXIE NI. :D

Haiya, it only a week without my rubbish crapmate bcoz of him, and it like totally so plain out in my life, no more getting over hyper in the mid of the nite, no more crap sms in class which make mi stay awake, no more moooooooooooooooo/meowwww over the phone, no more spamming of 500+ sms in a wk (to the same person), NO MOREEEEEEEEEE, AND IT GONE FOREVER. Even ur close fwen argee that, wad he did was selfish and didn’t even think abt you lur, and sry but to said that we both had came to the same conclusion abt you and him, if u wanna noe abt it, sms/call mi ba, nt gonna hurt any of the party, and in the future we are might nt be fwen if I do so. Lol. Havet seen u on9 for dunno hw many zillion year le, rawr, and I get to noe from yang, and u and amber was actually rl fwen. Shyt mi for nt noticing it. LOL -.-. I AM DUMB OVERALL I ADMIT IT. :(

OKAY, I SHALL JUST COPY WAD FAITH COPY FROM LINS (SO LINS IS THE IMPT ONE, HAHA) which is rather fun la, according to them.

Comment on tag in this format:
HELLO HI HEY I WANNA KNOW !!

and I will :
1. Tell you 1 thing I like about you
2. Tell you the first impression you left on me
3. Ask you something i've always wanted to know
4. Ask you to ask me a question you want to know HAHA

Ok, I shall reply to u on msn, or sms ba. my tag box gt super word limit one, cant type a lot, and I aint any keyboard warrior. HAHA, OK THAT THE END FOR TODAE. TIME TO DO OTHER WORK BE4 I SLP. LIKE WAD MY “BESTIE” SAID, I AM AN OWL WHO DO NOT NID SLP (I noe max dun nid, coz I on9 wad time he aso on9 one. LOL). OH YEA, U ASS BESTIE, think so much for wad I had type for wad -.-, no nid be so sensitive one, and remour was meant to be remour hw can it be a real thing. Relax even if hav ba. LOL, coz I might be the one who start it, k I am juz joking, I not so bad :P HAHA

Holy mama, where is all my colour :(

It just the same old thing.

2009-07-22T16:55:00.000+08:00

Todae, was just one of the earliest day I had ever slp. LOL, slept around 7+and just wake up (3am) to study for my geog test. Damn, I NID MORE SLEEP LA, I am like depriving of sleep nowadays. DIE.

Oh yea, since some of the event had been cancel due to H1N1, cant u guys just cancel all for everyone, it like u all is choosing wad to cancel and wad not to be cancel, and serious is like wts pls, hw deadly was dead, and thing u guys like and u sae it wasn’t a form of mass gathering, and the thing that we wanted and it so dam hell obvious that there wasn’t as much ppl as the thing u wanted. YAYA, going to school is aso a form of mass gathering, pls stop the school pls, ty a lot.

Ha, ok la, I seriously cant be bothered anymore, sorry to those who I vent angry on yest, u shld noe wad had happen la. SRY. Sch is fine overall (NERD MA, k inside joke), but thinking of CCA, it gonna sux big time. Sry joseph. Lol.

Anws, I think the rest of the thing I had written down in my diary during HMT class yest, due to boredness. And I think it sort of personal as I had used much stronger word, and telling thing which not every1 will be happy after seeing, so I shall not post it. :D.

K I AM OFF TO STUDY MY GODDAM GEOG LE, ONLI LEFT 2HOURS TO STUDY.

RAWR.

2009-07-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

I SHALL JUST TAHAN WIF TIS SMALL BOX LIAO LA. -.- SCREW IT. NO COLOUR NTH. HAHA OWNAGE.

OK, LIKE WAD I PROMISE HER, I MUST SHOWCASE U OK? :D BORING PEOPLE.

I SERIOUS GOT NO IDEA HW WOULD IT LOOK LIKE HOR, COZ I AM POSTING WIF THIS SMALL, LITTLE,CUTIE BOX. :D

kk, bak to topic.
You are like 1 time bomb, who explode anytime anywhere one, thou the time we went out nothing had happen. HA, lucky. if nt i might not be here typing tis le. :). U are suffering from very very serious mixed feeling, DUN U FEEL SO URSELF? I THINK U DO RITE. HAHA, ANDANDAND, We are the freaking hell lame ppl, who can tok on msn, yet we choose other stuff like comment page or fb. THAT IS LIKE SUMHW RETARTED ACT. Ha, anws i aso wanna sae sorry to u la, nrv listen to wad u sae earlier and make u sms mi THAT KIND OF ASSHOLE MSG, realli scare mi in class -.- (SORRY FOR THE DIAO FACE, BUT JUZ WANNA USE IT. ) wts. u are the first one who make mi so scare of gals ok? But no doubt, toking to u is utterly fun like shit, our rubbish had started to come out soon again, LOL. hope it wont end so fast. bleh. HAHA, anws all the best in ur relationship problem, and yea if got anything CAN TOK TO MI ONE, I VERI TRUSTWORTHY, wont leak anything or backstab u one. HA. SEE I SO KIND OK? TOKING ABT TIS, MAKE MI RMB YEST STUFF, u nrv help mi, and make mi look like sum fool. DAM, TY ALOT. K I HAD DID WAD I PROMISE YOU LIAO. AND IT UR TURN TO COMMENT BAK. lol, must peihe so that we can enjoy the crap. LOL. :D

K, GD NEWS TODAE, i finally passed my maths, after getting a big fat 0 the last test. Phew, dam hell heng. :D study do realli payoff. and yea was trying to do project juz now, but ending up in the draft game, which onli took us like 15mins and make mi waited for like 1hr. TY ALOT, I LOVE YOU. Shall cont wif the project part tmr, diedie aso must finish.

YAY, TODAE SCH WAS DAM FUN AND SLACK, watch HITLER. and obvious, my joker class had do wad hitler signature move. WOOTS. I STRONGLY ADVISE YOUS GUYS TO WATCH HITLAR: THE RISE OF EVIL. DAM NICE :D. haha

OK, I want to share with you all a story about the scorpion and frog. Had you ever heard about this story before? If no, never mind. The story begin at the stream in the jungles..

Once upon a time, a scorpion wanted to across the stream but the scorpion don't know how to swim. Then the scorpion meet a frog passed by beside the stream and he decided to ask the frog for help getting across the stream.

Scorpion: Can you carry me across the stream?

Frog: No. What if you sting me when crossing the stream?

Scorpion: I won't because I will drowned as well if I sting on you.

The frog agreed, the scorpion ride on the frog's back and started to swim. During the halfway across the stream, the scorpion stung the frog and they started to drown. The frog paralysis and starts to sink. The frog has just enough time to gasp..

Frog: WHY?! why did you do that...

Scorpion: I could not help myself. It is my nature.
Then they both sank into the muddy waters and died.

I think the scorpion in this story had represent and describe me very well. Me as the extreme Scorpio could do like this for my enemies but not for my good friends. Sometimes I just lazy to revenge and tries to learn this vital word "forgive". I know exactly who i am and what you all doing. For your information I'm innocent but not a stupid nor idiot. I'm playful and very seldom angry. But, once i angry, mean that u had across my deadline or step on my tail, the revengeful Scorpio will be reborn.

HAHA, WASNT IT SUM NICE STORY? ok, i am just too bored. :x

k screw blog, IT SUX LIKE SHIT.

2009-07-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

k my blog posting is OFFICAL SCREW. i shall use this post as try :X

Quizzie

2009-07-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

Haha, shall start wif quiz todae
1. You & your ex – dun even hav 1 be4. :D
2. What are you listening to - L.O.V.E
3. Maybe I should – stop blogging?
4. I love – myself
5. I don't understand – you
6. I have lost my respect for – *ahem*
7. I last ate – ICE-CREAM

IS YOUR/ARE YOU:
1. Is your hair wet? - nopee.
2. Is your cell phone right by you? - yea. its always with me
3. Do you miss someone? - duh?
4. Are you wearing chap stick? - wad the shit is that?
5. Are you tired? - still feeling super hyper.
6. Are you wearing pajamas? - i don't wear pajamas.
7. Are you mad? - yes, sumtime. LOL

MORE QUESTIONS

Are you shy?
YES, CHAO SHY ONE.

Could things get any better?
yes!

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
nope. i am a pig

Has there been anyone particular on your mind at all today?
YES.

Do you ever crack your knuckles/ back/ ankles/ wrists/ etc
yea, dam often -.-

Could you date someone taller than you?
nooooo :( i wan be the giant, the emergent.

Do you need to say anything to someone?
not realli?

Honestly, does your crush like you back?
Hmm, how

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
No i guess, coz of open-ness. LOL

Do you wear glasses?
no, perfect eyesight. :)

Lyrics from the song you're listening to?
i am lazy to type -.-

Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
hmm nop, rot at home

Honestly, what's running through your mind?
Why am i doing this. LOL

Have you ever asked a girl for advice?
Yea, alot i guess? -.-

Ever kissed under water?
nope.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
Never :( coz i am dam ugly

How late did you stay up last night?
about 1am+

Do you think boys truly understand girls?
Yes, to a certain extend

What is one word you seem to always misspell that you know you shouldn't?
No idea, i juz screw my english one

What was the last movie you watched?
Angel vs demon

Last song played more than three times?
Heal the world

Last person to fall asleep with?
You.

Ever skip class?
nope.

What color is your room?
White, plain room

Who'd you have lunch with?
didnt hav lunch today.

Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
yup.in some bonding game.

Are you ticklish?
nop? i love to poke ppl :D

Does your ex have a job?
I dun even hav a ex -.-

How many piercings do you have?
0

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
YEA, ACT OF GHEY

Do you want any tattoos?
no -.-

Will you cry at your wedding?
why? it a happy day leh

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
nope.

What are your plans for the weekend?
nop, i am free, date any1?

You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
no i dun wan -.-

Do you have a little sister?
Nop, only i hav 1. lol

Do you like Taylor Swift?
Yea, his song is great.

Last time you were heart broken?
no idea.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Depend.

Have you ever dated a soccer player?
nope.

Do you hope your children are like you one day?
Mayb, mayb not.

Do you take walks often?
nop. i am lazy

Needles aren't so horrible?
dunno?

Do you like meeting new people?
See who lor.

Would you rather have long or short hair?
short la.

Favorite book that was made into a movie?
dun hav.

Do you like tattoos and piercings?
no

Wee, i am done, mayb i shall do 1 more when i am free. k shall cont to post later, off to do other stuff first :D

~edited
SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. myself
2. my HOMEWORK
3. my lappy
4. my ghey photo
5. clipboard
6. waterbottle
7. AIR-CON.

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do You Like Anyone?
-> yes, duh.
2. Does Someone Like You?
-> i tot every1 needed to be liked
3. Last Kiss?
-> hmm, cant rmb. LOL
4. Been Lead On?
-> WAD TOKING YOU.
5. Been Cheated On?
-> in term of?
6. Want A Relationship?
-> yes, but nt that despo.
7. Wanna Get Married?
-> yes, i dun wan mei you hou dai.

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. YOU.
2. my phone
3. my lappy
4. gheymate
5. crapmate
6. pokemate
7. hmm, still got wad mate. LOL

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. i dun wan fail my math again. Period.
2. i wanna to see her laugh again.
3. Screw up life. :X
4. I hope thing would change for mi asap.
5. i wanna meet up wif sc'06 soon. :(
6. OH YA, the reflection which you guys tok abt. -.- WORST DEN MS CHUA ONE. LOL
7. i nid to study now. lol, like i will do

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU
1. Believe In God?
-> free thinker. ty
2. Had A Dream Come True?
-> yea
3. Read The Newspaper?
-> sometime?
4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday?
-> NO, DAM.
5. Have A Best Friend?
-> mayb?
6. Take A Bath Daily?
-> duh -.-
7. Wish On Stars?
-> nop, mayb i shld start doing it now

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Fallen In Love?
-> yea
2. Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex?
-> yes.
3. Hooked Up With Someone Who Had A BF/GF?
-> erm, third party u mean?
4. Been To A Bonfire?
-> wad that?
5. Ran Away From Home?
-> no, i am 101% guai kia.
6. Played Strip Poker?
-> similar to it? yes
7. Pulled An All Nighter?
-> simi lai de

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried?
-> Nop.
2. Had Fun?
-> erm, sort of?
3. Been Kissed?
-> no
4. Felt Stupid?
-> yes, during math lesson
5. Talked To An Ex?
-> no ex hw to tok to.
6. Missed Someone?
-> YES.
7. Listened To Music?
-> yea.

RED : ANGER
1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone?
-> YES, I AM BOILING ANGRY. lol
2. Which Of Your family Members Has The Worst temper?
-> none?
3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone?
-> YES, VOLLEYBALL.
4. Does your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry?
-> no
5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare Angrily Or Yell?
-> i dun express my madness tis way -.-

ORANGE : EXCITEMENT
1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You?
-> yea, tis yr.
2. Are You Easily Excited?
-> easy hyper i guess?
3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To?
-> HOLIDAE
4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought?
-> donate to unity, coz it a budget school, k i am juz joking
5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now?
-> erm, if wad i wanted happen.

YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY
1. Full Name:
-> Ang Chong Wei
2. Birthday:
->2/3/1994.
3. What’s Your Main Goal In Life?
-> Hav fun.
4. Do You Want To Have Children?
-> YES, I WAN A SOCCER TEAM to help SG overcome wif population drop. nah i am juz jking. LOL, i dun wan my wife to suffer that much.
5. How Do You Want To Die?
-> i dun even wish to die at the first place.

BLUE : SADNESS
1. When Is The Last Time You Cried?
-> Erm, sort of secret i guess? coz i cried over sumthing rather dumb -.-
2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Is Happening Right Now?
-> none? coz it like middle of the nite
3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way?
-> nop
4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours?
-> mayb, i had no idea
5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do?
-> depend on wad degree is the sad-ness

PINK : LOVE
1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Ur Friends?
-> ahem
2. Do You Believe At Love At First Sight?
-> yea
3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her?
-> no? i am wad i am
4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend?
-> nope.
5. Do You Believe Everyone Has A Soulmate?
-> yea.

Wee, done 1 more quiz, time for mi to grab my slp, nite ppl :D

idiotic-ness

2009-07-15T22:16:00.002+08:00

Rawr, i had been a idiot todae, banging into a pull-up bar for no good reason. This would explain the title all. :X

K, anws ty alot every1 for all that so-called cheering up thingy ok, realli love you guys alot. :D I am fine now le. dun worry le.

Short post todae, realli lazy to type.

~
edited
watch the video done by s06 on the trip that time, realli make mi laugh my ass out. :X realli retard and it look seriously real. ok, i am lazy to upload, but if u wanna watch go to http://ohninesixoh.blogspot.com/. Sry kenn, the handsome and josh, the jerk. :X showing off ur retard-ness

K LIFE JUZ SUX BIG TIME

2009-07-14T18:20:00.001+08:00

FIRST, IF U THINK FUCK IS SO WRONG, I ADVISE YOU NOT TO READ.

LIFE JUZ SUX BIG TIME AS TITLE SAID, I HAD FKING GET 0 FOR AMATH AND THAT IS JUST 1 OF THE REASON. YEA OBVIOUS, GETTING A FKING BIG FAT EGG WASNT A GD THING, SO WHAT IS MY BRO IS FROM HCJC, DOES THAT EVEN MEAN ANYTHING? NO, I AM JUZ A DUMBFK, WHO U DUN EVEN HAV TO BOTHER ABT. MY MATH TEACHER HAD CALLED MY MUM. OK FAIR, BUT DIDNT I TRY TO CHNG FOR BETTER IN TERM 3, AND IT SAID THAT I AM STILL THE NORMAL ONE WHO NRV HAND IN HOMEWORK AT ALL, SRSLY WTF PLS, LIDDAT AM I SUPPOSE TO SAE THAT HOMEWORK ARE MEANT TO BE HAND IN ON THE EXACT DATE? FML.

OK, early morning, THE SCH CALLED MI COZ I MISS THE FKING TEST, WHEN IT JUST A DUMB FK SURVEY CAN? AS A ENGLISH-FAILED, I NOE THE FKING DIFFERENT BETWEEN TEST AND SURVEY, TELL MI IF U DUNNO. SRSLY, LIFE JUZ SUX BIG TIME.

Tell me if todae can get any worst, I FKING TELL U, IT A YES. KNS. THAT SO MUCH THING HAPPENING IN 1 DAY, AND AS A HUMAN, I WILL REACT TO THEM, AM I WRONG IN DOING THAT? FK TIS.

Yaya, thank you for all the comment u had given mi la, I DUN GIV A SHYT IF I AM A PAIKIA TO U OR NT, BUT TO MYSELF, I AM NOT, AND THAT ENUFF. To those who dun wan get influence to be a paikia/laotiko or wadever, dun tok to mi. I AM A 101% PAIKIA, MORE PAI DEN THOSE AHBENG OK, I HAV AHBENG ACTION WADEVER FK, SO DUN EVEN BOTHER TO MEET AND TOK TO MI FROM NOW ON.

i use caps in this post, it not bcoz if COOL, but i am juz writing out wad i mean AND I AM REALLI PISSED OFF NOW.

If result realli matter so much, I ADVISE YOU GUYS TO STOP BOTHER ABT MY STUDIES, LET MI ROT OR WADEVER FK, i will be responsible for my own action, like wad i did 3 yr ago. DUN BOTHER. Srsly, for a moment i thought, going into ITE wasnt that bad either, y must i aim JC? going ITE= slack life, going into jc is juz getting my ass into a place where RESULT DO MATTER SO MUCH AGAIN. Shyt tis world.

Mayb for the changes that i had done in term 3 was not seen, so i think i would rather be bak wad i am, who totally dao studies, and totally numb toward failing a subject? Shld i do that, so wad if i had promise myself to change, judging on now, i rather i would just dao everything and just start to plae around. Who care abt future, I MIGHT JUST DIE WHEN I EAT DINNER OR WALK OUT OF MY HOUSE, worst still i stay in my house and a gunner run in and shot mi to death, WHO NOE. It the current matter count, not the future anymore.

To all the silent reader around, I NOE THAT ARE, if u guys gonna keep mi that face in rl, i srsly cant be bother man. ~

edit~
after writing a reflection and toking to you, i realli felt much better now, ty alot.

It time for goodbye.

2009-07-14T07:04:00.000+08:00

Oral yesterdae is juz gonnna be screwed up big time, serious. Amath test is more jialat, chances of getting 0 is like so dam high. -.- k, my life is screwed. fml pls.

Yest, it just a day where many thing had realli happen, sometime, it realli getting dam sian when it had been dragged, i rather let it go now, and forget all soon.

I believe i had smsed to those i wanted to sms last night and i had sae every piece out, and yea i didnt realli sae everything, but i believe most of it le i guess. Pls dun reply me, thank.

Clare:
Realli wanna thank you so much, you are the one who let mi feel that someone would be that for me when i nid help, u are the one had been always tolerant my rubbish and joke i had make which might be rather offensive sometime, but u didnt even give a dam. You are the one who had always be there to kill my boredness, anytime and anywhere (thought it juz a few days, but trust mi, it finally help dam lot). Rmb the few night during the holiday, we are just like some crazy ass, who onli sleep awhile and had been spamming ea other and abusing the sms dam lots. I will always rmb the time where we had talk during the midnite, and u are like the onli one who wasnt asleep by den, i still vaguely remember that the nxt dae was like start of term 3. We had onli slept for like 2hr onli. That was serious madness. The open-ness that we will talking about was seriously open, and i bet not much girl would be daring enuff to sae all those out. Yea, u did when u dun even know me well enough. Thank you so much. I really got hell lot of thing wanna tell you, but since he had said it out, i think it time for us to stop, i dun wanna see you tearing over this issue cause by me. I am really sorry, for the thing that had happen yest, realli didnt expect it at all. Anws, pls remember to stop tearing over some issue, i know it might be hurting at times, but life still had to carry on, if nxt time ever see you by chance, dun wanna see your "kanna.punch.eye" le ok. SMILE~. All the best my crapmate, you can do it for every single thing ok. The promise i had made, the dream that i had told u, i gonna happen. Like i told you, little thing you said might just make a great impact of someone life. Farewell, best wishes to you <3.

Screw it, it like 730am now, no time for the rest, shall cont when i reach home today. Just rmb, fml is the key for everything now.

M'sia trips

2009-07-12T22:58:00.006+08:00

HAHA, firstly, i wanna congrats Lay See & Pierre on their marriage on 11/7 :D. All the best together in the rest of ur life together. You guys had a realli touching love story. A 12 years relationship will definally withstand all the thing in life. :D

The wedding dinner was 1 of the most grand one i had ever since in 15yrs, ea table costs around 1.5k and there was like 70+ tables. Do the math urself. HAHA. The way they plan their wedding is totally unique, (onli the rich ppl can do it that way.) instead of the normal one. The dinner lasted until like 12+, and we all went bak out to hav a walk and bak in hotel room. I hav enjoy the freaking cool, big toilet they hav, it like my room size ok? and the hell big bathtub. HAHA. IT SERIOUS DAM COOL.

And i juz found out that sum super rich ppl name after natu and nati, instead of the normal MR, MS, MDM or wadever la. And imagine pierre's parent is both of that, is serious like wth pls. I bet it every1 dream to be that rich. :x

On the dinner, alot of video/ pictures had been shown and obvious sum was realli so touching that make them both cried. I rmb 1 part where the video was made by kelly, pierre's cousin and lay see's bestie for 15 years. It serious reflect wad they all did together in the past 10>years. And lay see had share her experience wif her parent and sibling, and that was 1 part, where she was juz making a comment that her school is too far from her house (she was alone in aus), NXT DAE, HER DAD BOUGHT HER A CAR STR8. RAWR, TIS IS SOOOOOOO ENVY. No doubt, both side was been pampered since they will young, their life is as gd as our dreams. :X Ha, ok la, i am juz super jealous wif the car part. :(. My dad sae i had to earn everything by my own hand, and nt gonna rely on them. AHHHHHH.

I juz noticed, my parent realli REALLI REALLI care so much and realli quite protective at point of time. :x IF I HAD EVER TOLD THEM WAD I DID WHEN I WAS WIF MY SENIOR, I THINK I WILL GET KILLED. :X i think i told sum of u be4 wad happen. LOL. OK, anws, i realli didnt noticed until the casual tok (i feel like i am a bu xiao zi :( ), coz in the past, i will be nt at home almost everydae until deep nite, and i came home and stuck my ass in the room and hardly tok. HA, i had been telling " i love you" rather lot, but i think i had nrv tell my parent, so I MUST TELL THEM NOW. I LOVE YOU GUYS, thank you guys.

RAWR...., i am having mixed feeling with her now, was it her fault or my mistake? i realli ask myself sumtime, and i REALLI DID THINK ABT IT WHEN I WAS ALONE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NITE. I realli nrv told any1 abt it be4, and i still think no matter hw close i can be wif any1, there still sum secret that are meant to be secret i guess, and yea i guess i am open to you in wad i sae le. Hopefully u can see ba, let time proof everything.

School tmr..., i bet 100%, i will be dragging myself to sch, i realli gt no mood to go sch. TY TO O'LVL ORAL TMR, AND I HAD YET TO PREPARE THEM. I AM A DEAD PORK NOW. k random abt the porky part BUT SERIOUS ABT THE DEAD PART. :( DIEDIEDIE

Sorry

2009-07-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

Rawr, i am realli sorry once again, i noe it was my fault todae, BUT it was aso the workshop that ended late. Realli sorry~

Anws i am sorry for all the joke that i had make yest, i noe it had make you angry :x Dui bu qi la, come i giv u sum choc ok :D HAHA

Abt the fb-ing rubbish, i am fine wif it, dun hav to keep asking -.- and i dun realli giv a fk dam abt it la. spam all you wan lor. hehe. AND MAX I AM NT BEING OWNED :(

Edited~
i admited juz now i was realli dam bosong, coz of sum incident. On top of that, the workshop had drag an hour, which realli take up alot of my time. :( RAWR, alfred, joseph, weiyang, you guys are dam gd one. TY alot.

Haha, but after toking to kambing and clare, the 2 joker/crapper/cat,sheep/singer/story teller. It realli make mi laugh out loud. :X The 40min convo realli do help alot. xiexie ni men. Super long nrv laugh so much le, haha. Hehe, find more chance we shall hav more such convo. :D wee

Cheer up ppl :D

2009-07-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

Firstly before i start, i must admit i am nt gd wif handling wif words, so if i had ever offend u in a way or another, pls tell mi.
Secondly i gonna rush out tis post, coz i still gt effing lot of stuff havet complete.

Anws juz wanna sae sum stuffs to the following ppl :

Faith: I always noe you are a strong gal, and u had nrv failed to proof mi wrong abt that. :D Life is full of up and down, and i had nrv ever expected sumone would be able to dao tis kind of incident and carry on wif ur life, and i must admit even if i was the one in ur shoes, i might not be able to do sumthing like this. With ur great planning ahead, i can ensure you that u gonna be veri success women ok. :D And I meant wad i sae ah, DUN FORGET HOR. hoho, i had mentally return you wad u did to me during Feb, when my life was realli low and u are the one who was always by my side, listening to my rubbish. Hehe, the moment where i cant forget. Cheers, and all the ways for ur studies and netball ok, MUST add oil, UNTIL FATFAT. So nxt time can sing the "GO FATS" song. haha.

Clare: You ah.. cheer up ok :D No nid be so moody one la, juz now u totally scare mi off when i listen to the phone la, there so big major chng in ur sound from 6+ to 8+. :X MUST CHEER UP OK? If nt, i gt no one to crap with le. Wanna hav sum sweet :X dun mind u help mi keep and kope dem

To those ppl (You noe who you are): I believe that i had make a correct choice, and TIS TIME, i would hav no more regrets abt it le. The abv 2 person had taught mi abt the happy.go.lucky attitude i shld hav currently, as a kid, we shld do sum dumbdumb thing and ppl would forgive us thing easily. Hmm, Regretting on my own actions, needless to sae, i will onli be the one who is responsible for it, pls stop advising mi abt it, i noe all of u did it for me, and i am veri thankful to noe you people and wad u guys had done for mi. But dun worry, i am nt longer the chong wei u all knew 3 yr ago, and start pointing finger over sum stuff, now i would take it ok? :D Cheer every1, it nt like it gonna be the end of the world tmr. And sry ah, u guys had wasted so much time on me, and yet i nrv chng my mind :x SORRY~ and thankkkkkk. I am realli honour to hav you guys as my fwen. LOVE YA
-HUGS-.

OH YEA, y is every1 suddenly so interest in the word bonding? :x You all shld noe, doing it in unity is as gd as telling a vulgar infront of DM, HAHA, but no harming trying, IT GONNA BE A FK FUN EXPERIENCE. Bleh, i noe alot ppl cfm mind one -.-. And Gerv, u noe the meaning le, any different in ur life? HAHA.

*awaiting for my ice-cream/sweets/ chips OR WADEVER WHICH IS JUNK FOOD :( * sum kind-soul, pls buy for mi. xiexie

TIBIT SPAM

2009-07-08T12:44:00.000+08:00

Spend 20 bucks on tibit todae at NTUC, POCKET BURNED :( hopefully the sponser didnt backup wif his word :D HEHE.

Just finish 2 hello panda, and countless of pocky and mentos. Feeling super hyper now, and totally no mood for work -.-. BUT at least i had done the work that i needed to hand in tmr. :X

Anws cheer up ya, no nid to feel sad or down or wadever la, juz hav the past happy.go.lucky attitude u hav ok :D realli love to see u smile and laugh. :D MUST OK :) got anything can sms/call me. My promise to you will always stand. Hope u still rmb ba. Dun think so much, life still had to carry on.

Outing wif 06s09

2009-07-07T14:46:00.000+08:00

I must sae they had nrv failed to make mi laugh like sum crazy idiot anywhere and everywhere. They are juz a class of CHAO open people, wif KI gal+liqin+ kenn the whore+ Josh the jerk+ YAM.

RAWR, I had waited in Vivo for around 2hr just for them to come. Ok, it wasnt as bad as the last time i waited for the soo's (near to 4hrs), JJ told mi they will be meeting around 12pm, so i had reach around 1130am in order not to be late. But when i reach Vivo, i smsed Josh and he told mi that will change to 1pm den 130pm. Hehe, thought time is precious, but it still worth waiting for them for all the fun. I had shopped around Vivo alone for a present, but apparently i cant find any. :( Waited and waited, and i finally saw liqin and Josh came. Ok, i can ensure u the feeling is super good to see them. :x HAHA. Awhile later, jj/yam/kenn had came.

So we sat outside skytrain there, staring at ea other, and the smartie kenn who trying to figure out the IQ game which liqin had bought, and obvious make a big joke of it. And we are laughing like shyt there la. Ok, but he didnt solve it, LOL. So we went to buy ticket. Suddenly gt 1 guys came and pass us 3 free tickets, and Josh had went to try if can reenter or not, but cant. That why, there was this saeing of " there no free lunch in this world, BUT THERE FREE LUNCH IN THE TEMPLE", dao the last part. HAHA. Sian, todae kenn nrv act like an idiot after getting the ticket. " I HAV TICKET, I HAV TICKET".

Todae is 1 of the most unforgettable sentosa trip i had ever hav, be it for anything. We had plae in the rain, and every1 was wet like shyt, but no one seem to be giving a dam abt it. HAHA, chao fun one lor. Sry kenn, keep aim the ball at u and throw sand at you, but wasnt it fun? :D. I LOVE YOU KENN, HAHA, TY FOR THE SANDY HUGGING, MUCKZ (dun envy pls). And we sort of own the siloso beach todae huh? :D

Oh yea, when we going down the sea that time, kenn gt a injury on his leg cause by the jerk, who keep throwing him up and down, which make him get his cut. But the happy.go.lucky kenn, had dao it. -.- Ironman :D.

We had went to bury 2 people, which i had 4get the first person name and second one was the KI gal. The picture is gonna be dam sick ty to yam, kenn, josh and mi. Still deciding to post or not, later ppl feeling uncomfortable after seeing them. :X

After cleaning up, we had went to yam house. On the way to yam house, the 3 joker decide to flim sum short video abt terrorist, and it had caught alot attention. To add on, they are wearing hcjc clothes. LOL, xiasuay . :x. The video was realli dam childish and lame, but it had bring tons of laughter on the bus and mrt. PLSPLSPLS, email mi the video when u guys had done editing, i wanna see. LOL.

Josh the pianist who i must salute to, he is realli dam gd. 1 more level to prefect pitch, JIAYOU, train 10 more years and u will become one :D. HAH. Kenn the hungry-man, who spam eating things when the pizza had came. He just look like sum people who nrv eat food for 1 whole week. haha. u big-eater :x

I shall end this post wif the fellowing :D
As jerk as josh
As whore as kenn
(sry must start wif the bad one :X)
As rich as YAM
As talented as josh
As friendly as kenn. HAHA, i am gd one ok :D

Anws sorry kenn, if i had realli hurt u, i realli whack u dam hard sumtime :x. I noe u can tahan one la, hah. *hi-five* josh. The sad thing is we didnt get to bond kenn todae, coz he was injury. RAWR, U LUCKY ASSHOLE.

sidenote for myself: I HAD FAILED TO KEEP UP TO MY PROMISE ONCE AGAIN, i am super sorry -.-. Tis will be the one and only time, REALLI REALLI SORRY.
Screw myself for forgetting a workshop tmr, realli cause mi so much trouble.

Edited~
Hope you guys would hav a fun stayover at yam house :D, KENN DUN U MISS MI HUH? No one to whack u anymore :X

Screwed up

2009-07-04T20:03:00.000+08:00

Screw it la.

Y do sum ppl juz dun hav their brains? Thinking that every1 lead the same lifestyle, it like yao feng de feng, yao yu de yu, that kind of attitude, but i dare tell you, i dun lead this kind of life. I earn wad i am having now myself, and i dun rely on ppl for anything, I FIGHT FOR IT. dammit, can u chng the mindset of urs. FML pls

Faith, do that sound scary aso? D: , y keep saeing my post veri scary :(

RAWR, my rubbish crapmate phone gt problem, make mi sms her so many freaking time, got no reply :( SIANSIANSIAN, no one to kill my bored now. :P Sry clara, i keep smsing wrong :X duibuqi. Clare is currently MIA. sian

k dao everything and enjoy my wkend. :D Finally be pig yest, slept around 12hours. which i dun get to do during sch dae :(

Edited: YAY, FINALLY GET BAK MY LAPPY :D

Life juz didnt go in the way

2009-07-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

rawr, no time to be piggy todae :( ty to all the stuff i had to settle :x

Hehe, went to hcjc to meet up wif my bro first, den rush down to serene center for IC, argg. My pocket is burnt again -.-, spent 9 bucks on the tub of ice-cream which we had finish within 15mins. Walao, so dam ex leh. :(

Everytime in life, thing just wont go in the right way every1 wanted it be (mayb nt for sum ppl), when my hmt class started to accept the li laoshi, and she told us that, she gonna ask the HOD to allow her to go bak to her former class, and lipan laoshi will come bak to teach us. On wed, she had told us so much stuff, and yes, i bet we had accepted her le. Phew, the lucky news is the new li laoshi will cont to teach us. Though i dun hav any like or dislike with tis teacher, i am netural toward any1 of dem :D. Just praying dam hard, i nt gonna flunk my o'lvl normal chinese tis yr, and oral is juz like 11 more days, and i hardly understand a dam thing. And yes, i am nt ip la, i am from sum normal sec sch. -.- period.

I am just feeling a little bit bad when i start promising ppl and i broke my promise, just like 3 days be4, and yea i am realli dam sorry ok. Sorry for making you for waiting for mi for like 1hr be4 i saw my msg. Zhen de dui bu qi.

Anws it nt feeling a little bad, IT DAM FREAKING BAD. i realli scare u blow ur top at me =x but instead ur reply was like so chill and relax :X. Cant believe that, and u get like so hyper str8 after that and when u reach home, ni jiu zuo zhu le. RAWR.

Anws, i dunno if u do read my blog, but yea, i noe it wasnt ur fault, dun hav to keep blaming urself for mistake that other ppl make and nt u, it wasnt even link to u at the first place. To the fker who had done, pls admit it, and stop purposly causing a crack in our fwenship :(

Ok, must mug todae soon, if nt the dream will nrv come true :(

School reopen.

2009-07-02T15:40:00.000+08:00

It been so long since i last posted, bcoz my lappy had died on me :( argg who the shyt plae the dam trick on mi, i nid it so dam badly now, and it still unable to use. Jialat liao. :(

School was realli bored. ARGG.

Had been rather bz tis few dae wif sch work and sum other stuff which i needed to do. Rather proud of myself :X, had been mugging for the past few dae, and had nt touched game since last sun. Wee, clare, i gonna proof u wrong and gonna be ur senior in 2 yrs times, haha :D. Hopefully i can make it.

It was offically 139 days from the last time we ever do sumthing tgt, and the attitude that u are givin mi now, is like " i-dun-giv-a-shyt-abt-u". Since i had promise to chng, i will do it, but u wasnt giving mi any chance, hw am i suppose to proof it to u? And yea, no doubt i will still cont wad i promise u. Dun realli care if u would giv mi a second chance or not now, i am like rather numb to it. I am just wishing u all the best in ur life and hope thing would turn out in ur way.

Hehe, my rubbish crapmate ba wo kan bian le :(. I dunno who learn from who, but SO MANY OF U KEEP SAEING WHEN I MUG, IS STARING AT MUG. RAWR. I realli started to mug le la, believe mi la :X. Hehe, anws rubbish crapmate, ty you for killing my bored when i realli nid sumone to tok wif, and giv mi sum motivation. Wahah. I will fire you if u stop it hor :x. MUST KEEP IT TIS WAY, HAH. ok la, i am juz jking, reply onli when u nt tired and sian lor, if nt ur reply is realli scary. :P Let meet up 1 dae, and hav sum sugar rush food hor :X

Anws, happy b'dae to bean and irfan :D

Holidae

2009-06-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

Tis holidae do consist of alot different kind of feeling, all those who talked to me recently and had asked abt it shld noe wad had happen. Gd things and bad stuffs. Argg, that how life is abt.

Gd things:
Had met up wif Wdp sc'06, and as per normal we had done crap and stuff, which realli make ppl enjoy alot. :D
Finally get over wif wad i didnt in the past, and managed to get over the shadow of it.
Allow to slack for 1 mth, and had nt realli done much. :X
Talk to sum1 who realli speak out wad he think abt me, and would give mi a second chance to chng. Tyvm, i bet u noe who u are.

Gd things had nrv realli last for long, but i realli think i had churish tis enuff, like wad i nrv do be4.

Bad stuffs:
Plan on 25th june was cancel due to many stuffs. Sadness
Fall sick for more then half the holidae. Double Sadness
Didnt make it to where i wanted in the end. Triple sadness
Screw up in my life, and cried abt some of the stuff, which wasnt realli IMPT anymore now.
Had make a real close fwen realli upset
Failed in wad i am suppose to finish like at least half a year ago, and i still havet done it RIGHT NOW?
H1N1 had hit singapore real hard, and sch holidae is still nt extending.

Anws, i realli wanna ty all those who was by my side for the past 120hours, i had tried to do many diff stuff to numb myself and tried not to sleep. I know once i am alone in the room, i would start to think abt it again. Realli thank you guys, 120 hours had past and i bet every1 is dead beat now, I am fine and i am still the piglet who slp like 18 hours ea dae rite now. Esp. wanna ty to the one, who make mi abuse my sms so much :x, and to you it still not abuse, argg. Hehe, Realli wanna sae, thank you.

I had realli learn alot from my senior tis month, those crushing down my ego do help, thou at first it very painful for me, but i believe i can chng into a better person. You guys had do light up the path for mi, 24 hours more, and we would sae byebye to ea other, and the nxt time we met, we would just be "hi-bye" fwen, no longer wad we had been doing for the past 4 years. You guys might be harsh on your words, but noeing you all for so long, i noe u all done all tis for my own gd, and ty for the wishes u all had gave to me. I am not gonna meet you guys tmr, i dun wanna myself to drop tears rite now. I would like to say sorry for the attitude i had gave, sorry for being disrespect, sorry for nt listening to you guys advise in the past, sorry for everything and anything. Those thing are now in my memory onli, it nt gonna be in my life anymore. Realli thank for those gd memory. Goodbye my fwen, I dunno when are we gonna meet again, our heart will nrv be tgt as one now, but i hope our soul still do remain tgt.

I am still a retarded kid, who onli start to churish stuff when i start to lost them, i had lost so many impt stuff in life and never noticed them until this holidae. The thing i had gave up since i am young, ty you "slpy" for ur wake up call, i nrv knew you are a normal human :X no offend. You always give mi the cold look, and no matter wad happen u just got the dao attitude, and i always sae u are the c'b(cold-blooded) in the clique. i guess i am wrong abt you. Realli sry.

I guess if i gonna list every1 down it would take me at least 1 whole dae to think, but the impt one are one top, and yea 1 more who i noe might hate me to the core rite now, due to my action tis holidae. But u realli make a change in my life, wish you all the best in ur studies and CCA now, dun over-stress yourself like the past. Learn to relax k? As per normal, sms mi when u are bored and we can crap the hellshyt of it.

Lastly, MY rubbish crapmate, weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i love you so much ok :D OPENNESS, hehe if ady read tis, i gonna be deadmeat :X but u wont mind rite. AT LEAST I DUN HUG PPL GF IN BIKINI, LOL. hehe if u still rmb. TIME FOR US TO ABUSE SMS AND GET HYPER FOR NO REASON TGT. hehe :D and stop asking mi to wear fake wig and fake boobs la. LOL. Mayb i shld juz cancel the last line, coz of openness rules, hehe

Sickness

2009-06-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

I had finally fall a sick after many days/wks of overnite rushing project, and doing sum personal ppt. And it realli come so sudden and caught mi by surprise, i am vomiting out wad i take in, almost immediately. And tempeture rise up to 38.7 just now.

Arggg life sucks. After so many mass convo of where we going tmr, ending up, i still cant make it. Sorry to those ppl who i had promised that i will turn up tmr, i am realli ill now.

If the illness cont., i might nid to for bloodtest le, fml la. Planning so many thing in last wk, and now this happen, wts is tis. It freaking unfair la. =.=

Anws i am sorry to all WDP sc'06-08, i had asked for 25th outing, it cancel, due to our yr alot ppl had fall sick. To add on, I am realli sorry to faith, who had helping to help mi contact more people to the outing and yet it had been cancel now. Dui bu qi.

Lins/ sarah, get well soon ok. :D So we can meet up real soon

Project

2009-06-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

Projecting wif Jaycee and steven was the fun, we had been playing while we do the work, yet we wasnt 100% doing the work, yet we managed to finish quite alot of stuff todae, woots felt quite happy abt it. First meeting, and we are at least 50% there le :D jiayous group, thou we didnt realli update the task list, but who giv a dam la, it the product that count more den the process.

Anws, to all the Wdp Sc'06-08:
As fellow alumni of SC, A group of us (mi, max, zuan, wanxin, kang raye, sarah and serene) would like to organize a BBQ event at woodland there, and we certainly do hope that most of you who will be able to turn up, as we can make it into sum bonding stuff or times where we get to enjoy ourselves, and throw all our homework behind our back, and plae our heart out. So we guys would realli hope to see you guys to turn up on that day. We realli nid cfm the number of ppl going, if nt we would had a hard time preparing for stuff, so juz drop mi a sms or leave a tag at my tagbox asap, ty alot ppl. :D Anws it would be on 25th june, timing from afternoon- night time.

hehe, the weather tis few dae is dam freaking weird, so ppl take gd care of ur own health :D Lins, speedy recover ok.

WDP sc'06 FTW :D

2009-06-14T00:57:00.001+08:00

Be4 meeting up wif WDP sc'06, i had went out for lunch, and had my hair cutted. Waited inside the salon for at least 1hr+, and alot of thing had happen there, and it realli allow mi to think thou quite alot of stuff. After waiting for 1hr, i tot i would be late to meet up wif wdp sc'06. But yet, i am still nt late :x, got so worried abt it. HAHA. So after cutting my hair, went home to bath, and pack my stuff asap, and drove down to woodlands. On the way there, i had went to places near to wdp, and to my surprise i had saw kas again. =.= Sry, i am nt stalking u, its juz sheer luk.

Hehe, our meeting time for sum of the sc'06 is 5pm, while sum others was 6. And around 4.30pm, sarah, serene, Max both sms mi sae they would be late. I myself reach there around 455, and i saw kang and xiaoxin, so we had went around the cwp awhile, and i finally get my knee guard le, FINALLY ah. And we had once again, ONCE AGAIN, stand outside breadtalk and waited for at least an hour for our darling maxysexy. But those time are worth waiting i guess to meet up wif wdp sc'06.

Todae is the first day, we nrv go the the cwp info board to checkout wad we gonna eat for our dinner, instead we decided even be4 max came. Wahah, once in the blue moon, we did that. So had went to pastamania for our dinner. As expected, it was a cheese-spammed day for us again. Shall let the picture do the talking.

Mine pasta
Max pastawanxin pastaWanxin smiley, done by cheese and chilli powder :D hehe, as per normal, we plae wif food again :X

After the eating ceremony, we had went for the cam-whores, and the gals had force us to go take wif them again. But yest shld be the day every1 enjoy cam-whore, including xiaoxin :D, we onli promise to take 1, ending up we taking countless of them. I shall choose the better one to post.
yay, the ghey picture. nah juz joking, picture wif my best fwen/temamate :D
the all guys picture HUH? wtf?
the white chickenthe blackie chicken

Goodbye my friend, hehe

2009-06-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

Hehe, mark had offical left for dubai now, and he shld be there enjoying himself wif all the mugging session that he gonna hav there rite? Am i rite to sae mark? Hmm, a day w/o u juz realli seem so odd la, mi and jj realli rely on u alot in the past, be it as a fwen, a dota host, or a teammate. I am gonna to countdown for the date that u are coming bak ok? Rmb dun miss mi :). and i always love you as mine....... fwen :D. Mark enjoy ur trip and all ur mugging session there ba, rmb to jiayou for ur blocs hor.

hoho toking abt this, i rmb the convo wif -LKH-

kh: u realli ghey or not, i saw alot ppl saeing abt it leh
me: ya la, ghey la, imba ghey de lor
kh: are u like kinda interest in the guys here? *pointing at mark,yx,kenn and so on*
me: duh? All is my bf/gf leh, wad u expect? do u wanna join us. THE GHEY CLUB.
kh: wapiang, u dam bisexual sia? bf+gf mixing around..
me: o.O. bf=best friend, gf= good friend, u got a prob wif mi ah?
kh *pissed off face*: silence

woots, tis had realli make my day so high la, the ghey club, form by the imba kenn. :D Y am i part of it, dammit, most impt, he gt pwn by mi :D

The first song that came to my mind was "Season in the sun":

Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We ve known each other since we
Were nine or ten
Together we ve climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and abc s
Skinned our hearts and
Skinned our knees

Goodbye my friend it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing
In the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

Goodbye papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along

Goodbye papa it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the songs like the
Seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like
The seasons have all gone

Goodbye michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped
Me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on
The ground

Goodbye michelle it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in
The sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

Yest morning aka 11/6 morning, had went to airport to sent my dad off, but yet at the same time was juz to wake up freaking early to do nth, and go grab Mac breakfast. Woots so nice.

i don't understand why,
but maybe ignorance is blissful.
sometimes i silently cry,
when my heart feels really painful.

i don't understand why,
every time i see you with that guy,
i look away, i try,
i tell myself a lie.
"you still care," my mind said.
how long do i have to wait
for you to see that
you're everything i had?
i don't want to lose it,
you're everything i need.
but you're blinded,
you'll never see you're all i ever wanted.
please don't turn me round and round like a circle game,
tell me what's on your mind.
life would never be the same,
if we had all the time.
but it's impossible.
i know its inevitable.
and i lost.
i'm lost.
and now i know
its time to let go.

I think up to this point of time, it rather obvious who i am trying to bring this to, but i realli gt no idea if she hav any clue abt this or not, but yea i realli hope u would come and read abt this. :D And to those who realli didnt get the whole story, pls dun go around spreading remour, and i strongly believe that this matter its juz between 2 of us, nt any other ppl.

Anws, i had been up a few nite, doing a ppt slide, but i dun think it a fruitful one. Everytime, new idea fresh thou my minds, and i always delete wad i done yest, argg. From the first day of holiday until now, countless of nite, dunno hw many midnite oils had been burned, and i had onli finish 2 slides, wad the epic failure am I..

P.s: Alot of ppl had been saeing abt the past few post i had made, like i sae be4 i post out wad i wanted to sae and if u think that the worst, i am realli to sae "NO". I juz hope that no one would freaking comment abt it anymore, be4 u stand in my shoes and think.

Running + Food = ??

2009-06-10T00:25:00.000+08:00

Had went for sum physical training wif peter in the morning at bakit batok park, its had been realli reali long since i last went there, and no doubt it realli tired running up the slope and the 121 stairs ( We did went to count. Lol, i am juz jking, we read the infomation there, hehe) We had do for abt 1hr 30mins, and the feeling was realli tiring and u felt that u might juz vomit out anytime. In that 1hr and 30min, i think wad we done is much more den a 5km run, woots. Win-win, first win bcoz it help us to train our physical, and the second win is obvious to lost sum fat. :D

We aso took some picture when we are resting, picture of monkiies.

Ok, that was just for the morning, and for the nite, had went out for supper AGAIN, argg my fats is growing chao fast nowaday. I bet the nxt time we met, u guys might nt be able to noe who i am le. :(
Went down to geylang to makan the soyabean curd, which was realli nice and smooth, it was realli so long since we last went there as a family le. Nxt stop, we went to makan sum durian, and w/o the second thought, the seller there are freaking rude. But yea, the durian was realli nice and enjoyable stuff to eat. Hai, onli if i can do tis during sch day, and juz fall asick and can 4get all abt my homework, and continue to rot at home.

oh yea, I had sumthing to share, this is wad i read from my email:

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.
Always try to help a friend in need
Believe in yourself
Be brave...but it's ok to be afraid sometimes
Study hard
Give lots of kisses
Laugh often
Don't be overly concerned with your weight,
it's just a number
Always try to see the glass half full
Meet new people,
even if they look different to you
Remain calm, even when it seems hopeless
Take lots of naps..
Be weird whenever you have the chance
Love your friends, no matter who they are
Don't waste food
RELAX
Take an occasional risk
Try to have a little fun each day.
....it's important
Work together as a team
Share a joke with friends
Fall in love with someone..
...and say 'I love you' often
Express yourself creatively
Be conscious of your appearance
Always be up for surprises
Love someone with all of your heart
Share with friends
Watch your step
It will get better
There is always someone who loves you
more than you know
Exercise to keep fit
Live up to your name
Seize the Moment
Hold on to good friends;
they are few and far between
Indulge in the things you truly love
Cherish every Sunday
At the end of the day... PRAY
....... and close your eyes
And smile at least once a day!

Jerk vs Handsome :D

2009-06-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

Woots, today was juz feeling so high for no gd reason, i basically juz rot around at home and do nothing. So yea i am here to showcase the Jerk and the Handsome :D hopefully they wont mind. I took the picture from their class blog.

Next would be a gal censor picture :X, haha, my handsome is half-naked.

woots, this is the handsome i was toking abt, *staring at his body*. Wasnt it dam nice, haha

Look at the guy, on the left, He the jerk :D, and yea it juz a joke ah, dun saw him on road and start bashing him up. hehe. Josh; " I am single and i am not a jerk", but why did all of us saw ur galfwen that dae huh? :D

source from http://ohninesixoh.blogspot.com/

ok, no offend to kenn/ josh ah, if u guys mind tell mi, hehe.

Was rather surprise wif sum of my msn chat, i mean it like i expected the one who shldnt be asking mi that kind of qus, and the one i expected to ask, didnt even ask mi anything, thou was on9 for such a long hours when i was on9, but it ok la, every1 might nt be realli in the mood sumtime

Screw up everything

2009-06-06T19:15:00.000+08:00

Sch funfair is as expected to be a screwed one for myself, and its is srsly bored to the core, but it seem to be freaking fun for some of the ppl, its totally sarks for mi, wasting at least 8hr of my life doing nth except throwing sandbag into the cans. Wts, wasting my life and making everyone unhappy? When i reach home, i was realli pissed off like sum ppl who PMS, and yea, it a fking fact i do realli piss off. So much thing happening, and u wan mi to close 1 of my eyes and take it as nth happen, sry i realli cant do it. Like i sae be4, i am not a saint or anything, I NT GONNA BE SUM IDIOT TO RISK HIS OWN LIFE TO SAVE THE OTHER.

Y cant parent be more understand, and when ppl is freaking tired and piss off, dun freaking rub into the wound, if nt a volcano might juz explode. And i mean, that kind of throwing out all the freaking temper and words.

I am realli sick and tired of my life, to every1 result is everything, and when i got sum fking screw result, it mean the end for everything. wad the bitch, ty you result, i love you. Hardwork =/= Gd result. After getting report book, ppl around mi start to kpkb abt result and showing off their result. But sry yea, my ego wasnt as high as sum bitch out there who wan to win in everything and make ppl fked up.

Result the roots of all the evil stuff. I go out, kanna nag, I go training, ask y i nrv use more time to study, I use comp, sae i nt doing anything productitive. wad the hell is this, can any1 juz tell mi? PLS? If u ever noe the answer in my mind. =.=

Anws, to those out there, if u think u are the king, and gonna let ppl wait for u for like at least 3hr and suddenly have a change in mind, den i shall be here to tell u, U ISINT ANY1, BUT JUZ A NORMAL HUMAN BEING LIKE U AND MI, FFS. U always thou that those little stuff u had done wont hurt any1, but its does hurt a person so deep inside, like wad i did to the special person. I noe the feeling of that now. And yea, i realli cant close my eyes on wad u had been doing, its totally make mi fked up. I hope i didnt see, but yea i saw AND i even heard. Wad more do u expect from mi rite now. Tell mi pls. Seeing every1 face is so black le, u still dun freaking care, onli care abt ur own fun and stuff. Tell mi u not self-centered sia. and ending up, making everyone no mood to go out and eat, and all just went home wif their freaking black face, yet u still plaeing there. U had always made sum promise, but those promise wasnt even met, wad is my reaction when u sae u had another promise for mi, was it gonna be a lie again? I definally hope its wasnt, we was once so close and now wad is happen to us, i got no idea wad u hare thinking, and i dun realli giv a damn now. It ur life not mine. I juz hope u will churish the nxt person u noe ba.

Seatosa :D

2009-06-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

Had been out two days in a row, and rather obvious I had went seatosa for the past 2 day, for leisure or wadever :D.

Ok, yest wasnt realli fun as mi, my bro, ben had juz butt in to join 3/6 class outing and we feeling quite extra sumhw. We didnt realli get to enjoy the sea, sand, sun like wad we normally did, instead the time we spend there is just so short. Rather waste of time :X, and most imptly nrv even do anything meaningful.

Todae would be a much fun trip as compare to my any other seatosa trip. Thou in the morning is freaking bored with lesson, but the first time, my class would our math teacher like crazy. Dismiss us like at least 30min be4 the planned time. Hoho, tyvm mr tan. After lesson, went to makan lunch and crap, and went to seatosa after that, at first its was realli so sian and tired after so many day of shortage of slp le. Hmm, 06S09 is realli a fun grp of ppl hanging out with, thou i didnt realli noe them at first, but ending up, we start to chat and do everything together, its rather rare i guess, and all of us had a rather open mindset. We had plaed, beach vball, beach soccer, brigde, manjong and walking around seatosa countless of time. After all those, we went to bath, and went to vivo to grab our dinner and MILKS. Dun u love the milk huh? All the protein, healthy healthy. :D

After everydae had packed their dinner, we had went to the rooftop of vivo, sitting super near to the imbashyt guy, who can do 360 degree turn on the pull-up bar, i bet josh, the jerk cant even do it. We had went to diff place for our food, BK and food republic. Ok, so we juz talk there and sort of aruge abit la, but it friendly arguement. lol. Learn to plae indian poker or wad la, and the punishment is dam 2pid but yet fun at the same time, let list sum of them. 2 Guys saeing " u jump, i jump" near the sea there in front of all the couple, holding hand together and going into water and walk past alot of people, carry sum1 on the back and run around the couple, "i xxx love xx" and so on, i bet hardly can get this kind of class around now, its was realli fun to hang out wif.

Hmm, to the one who is so called "single", ur darling galfwen had rush all the way down juz to makan dinner wif u wor, still dare sae u are single. Tsk, cheating ur own feeling ah? wahaha. Kenn, the handsome who always being called as " fionna-whore" is realli a nice person, we onli tok on9 and its the first time saw him and they are realli fwenly and dun even mind if they realli noe mi and would juz allow mi to join :D hehe Ty 06S09 for this wonderful memories, i bet i cant get it anywhere else, as ppl wont be as crazy as u guys, who randomly would juz bond kenn, in every part of the sch and any place in the public. :x

untitled

2009-05-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

To think back, its been so long since we last had family meeting, or wadever u called that. Tonite was totally a screwed nite, and i had nt voice out wad i think. Personally, 1 of the reason i did not wan to voice out is due my result, and i partly noe its due to that den they wanted tonite talk. I am realli on my top when was toking abt wad i realli wan. What is my dream and goal, what i gonna do to make full use of the holiday. To be frank, i got no idea, i juz freaking wanted a relax and did not consist of so much work one, i am rather fine wif it, i dun realli care hw much free time i hav.

~Stop here if u wasnt a unitian unless u are interested in how bias a bitchy sch can get.

Now dragging the issue to Volleyball, for ppl who realli noe mi, i am rather fked up, when unity had close their vball boy, and thinking of the FKING BUDGET that they are having, and giving all the right to the Bballer. AND EVEN WANTED A DONATION FROM US FOR THE SCH FUNFAIR, AND EVEN TO A EXTEND, SPAMMING US TO SELL THE COUPON. After tonite, I STRONGLY THINK THAT MY ACTION WAS NOT EVEN WRONG AT THE FIRST PLACE BY NT SELLING ANYTHING, closing down vball for the sake of needy people? Sry yea, I AM NOT A HERO/GOD/ANGEL WADEVER, WHO WOULD JUZ KILL MYSELF TO SAVE THE OTHERS LA, I AM ASO A FKING HUMAN HERE. Y cant u ppl juz think abt it, losing vball to mi is so much, and unity had even rub salt into the wound. I nrv even make a freaking sound abt it, and come on la, we dun pay school fee for no freaking gd reason. And i am realli sick and tired of hearing all the moral values and so on, if i dun hav SO BE IT MAN, i dun realli giv a fking dam. Saeing it all for needy student? Make sum proof of it, in my eye, i onli saw stuff given to the bballer, and wad do the vballer get when we are still in unity. NTH? basically its juz all bias la, school wanted to giv the best for those who can bring bak fame to the school, but not those who are juz wasting their money. And if my memory nrv failed mi, 1 of the teachers had sae that unity had alot of cca, hence they had decided to close down some of it. Srsly, i gonna shoot tis like no one business. Just look at the other school in singapore, and u are telling mi unity had alot cca, juz for fking sake la, i think u shld go read up on more sec sch webpage be4 making a statement.Shall i juz name sum school who got MUCH more cca den unity. HCI, NY, SMSS, st nick, RI, NJC (sec), cat high, PHS, RV, nan hua, and this list will continue to go in. Since the thing go this way, shall i oppo to unity 1 of this day? Since my dream had be scattered by unity, wad i always aim for its all juz a dream now, i noe its nt gonna be happen.

This incident had realli put mi in situation of wad shld i do, and i believe its had drag to many of our team meeting and talk. It had realli cause many unpleasant stuff for mi, and i didnt even make any noisy, I TOOK IT ALL BY MYSELF, but yet at the same time, unity had been reminding mi of that stuff over and over again. Tears was seen upon this incident, and if i nrv failed to rmb the date when unity vball boy had close was on 16 Feb'09, a date where wad i wanted WAS ALL GONE. Kudo to unity. Tyvm.

Yes again, you guys ask mi standing in the shoes of you, I TRIED and i dun freaking see a reason y must u guys be so bias. Furthermore, u guys giv a reason of " coz no sec 1 was from vball pri sch team" and may i ask u, hw many player in the unity bball team, wasnt a player from pri sch in the main team currently. From my understanding, the soo's+ gad wasnt. Since bballer can be trained up, y cant a vballer? Was it bcoz of lack of fund that the school hav now? Srsly its a effing lame reason u guys love to giv. If u guys wasnt bias, WE MIGHT make it to west zone top 4 aso, who would noe the answer. No one, coz it all over. Are we given a second chance again, NO? and did unity bballer start winning suddenly over the nite, NO? Are we even giving a fair training timing as them, NO? Can u even see the FAIRNESS and unity had given to the vballer. I must hence salute to wad unity had done. Once again, tyvm for ur action, i gotta love it so much.

You guys had asking mi wad i wanted, and what i realli wanted rite now, its juz a better place for studying even all the lame shyt reason around when sumthing went screw, i want bak vball as my cca. But is this gonna happen? i can 101% ensure you that ITS NOT GONNA FKING HAPPEN, so could we juz end this topic. and stop being a two-sided person, trying to be so nice to me when u guys nid mi, and in return giving mi shyt attitude?

To unity:
I dun care if teacher or whoever had read my blog, i sae be4 the world is currently a freedom of speech, if u wasnt happy wif wad i typed, i cant be bother at the first place, and that how life work, WASNT IT UNITY? Ppl are selfish, no one wanna to lost up anything. In the third world country, even the children would snatch food away from their parent, WAD MAKE U THINK A 100% NORMAL HUMAN LIKE MI WONT WAN MY OWN RIGHT IN SCHOOL. Come on la, u guys juz love to hav fame, so wad unity make it to the "16 schools to offer DSA for athletes" SO? wasnt u guys juz trying to get a taste of fame out there. Yes, i am freaking whining rite now, i am nt like others who dun dare to voice out wad they think, and i freaking think i had show face to voice out so long after it, COZ THINKING BACK ITS WAS REALLI A FKING PAINFUL EXPERIENCE FOR MI. I had to come though the hardest period of my life (up to date), and wad did unity do. NOTHING. i am rather sure, without her, i would not be able to pick up so fast. and yea so to the one, i realli thank you alot, at least u tried to do sumthing unlike unity.

So yea, this post is specially written juz for unity, U GUYS WANTED THE FAME RITE? i shall giv u guys my helping hand, HOPE U WOULD LOVE IT SO MUCH. Like wad i sae in the last few post, i got nothing to lost now, so wanna get mi into trouble, so be it. Like wad my dad sae, i dun giv a dam wad u do outside, but once its get to police, i dun giv a dam abt u anymore. Who cares abt it, my result, vball is all screwed up big time, and i realli dun giv a fuck abt it now. To everyone, result is everything, but did they even think that result is juz to test ur standard of you, but not to make u fking suffer? DID THEY THINK ABT IT BE4, i dare sae NO.

To the soo's:
I am sorry for posting ur name, i am realli still on my top right now, and juz now, when i was all alone in the room, i had think it thou for at least 3hr. And tears was uncontrollable flowing out. Yes, i noe u guys might blame mi for that, but i realli cant be bothered abt it, it not the matter i care abt our fwenship or not, but i realli felt unfair abt it. Peter u shld understand this thing better then anyone, i had once told you the whole incident, so if u insist of i am at fault, i am fine wif it. If u guys got any issue, juz call mi anytime. Thank you and i am realli sry abt it.

Human are all selfish, i am no exception, so be4 u pushing the blame to mi, pls realli think it thou ur BIG FAT BRAIN FIRST, and dun giv mi all the lame excuses, i am realli sick and tired upon hearing those stuff. Just for the sake for those few who had been giving mi crap since unity vball close, and always toking to mi abt it. Stand in my shoes and think, and not juz giv sum crap of it, coz no doubt i will return to you after u done that to mi. And juz for ffs, pls stop being sum 2 sided ppl infront of mi, i realli felt dam fking disgusted by that. And yea, ur action could not be control by mi, so my typing could not be controlling by you, so when i realli blow up 1 dae, i might juz find u str8.

Realli apologise to those who wanst involved yet been drag down to the issue. Sry abt that.

Will there realli be miracle after the rainbow?

To the special one:

can i say? ... i don't want you to go? ... and i want to know?

can i say? ... is it too late? ... or our acquaintance is fate?

can i say? ... i think of you all the time? ... but we're not ready for the climb?

can i say? ... we have each other? ...isn't that all that matters?

can i say?... i wish you were here with me? or would u rather be with your other friends and family?

can i say? ... we will hold hands forever, never apart? can we swear we'll never give up?

can i say? ... when i look into your eyes i see them glow? or is it just because we had been staring at the beautiful rainbow?

can i say? ... i'm sorry for being stubborn? will you forgive me if i promise to learn?

can i say? ... tomorrow is our special day? would you just turn and walk away?

can i say? ... your eyes talk to me? would you think that i'm crazy?

i tried to tell you all these, but now you're gone. i should have said them earlier, you would have answered me. now i can only guess, the words you would say to me. i stare up and i thought i saw you. oh. its just your warm and assuring smile. (:

i miss you, i realli do

Mixed feeling

2009-05-30T09:57:00.000+08:00

Just got bak my result yest nite, and juz for my own sake, i had failed my english, which had totally pull my overall result and ranking increase in number like shyt. Its dam imba. The first ever time my ranking number start wif a 1.

Feeling wasnt realli in the rite mood i shld be in, i was rather happy and sad at the same time. Sadness due to screw up result bcoz of english, happy bcoz HOLIDAE are finally here, and at the same time, i guessed correctly wad teacher and parent gonna tell mi after my ptc, its exactly like word to word.

My english result was like 44.1 for overall, how the hell am i gonna get 6 more mark of it la, i realli nid to pass my english, if not no matter hw hard i strive for other subject, its juz on the paper, and its would be useless. Can any1 teach mi wad can i do to improve ma. Failing english is as gd as failing all ur subj, and like walking into a deadend.

After PTC, its rather standard, parent and teacher would ask to reduce the usage on comp, and time spend on vball, and yes my reply would be like juz to answer them and dun realli meant it in a way or another.

Argg, this holidae totally sux la, flooded with homework + so many of the stuff i wanted had been cancel. SCREWED UP, i was looking forward to tis holidae so long ago. The onli thing left now is, lesson workshop lesson workshop. Hopefully, would be able to go out, and do sum of the stuff i realli wish to do.

~ Srsly, any1 can help mi to improve my english or not, thou no one had sae anything, i am realli feeling dam bad that i had failed it, Failing Amath was still rather fine coz its the first yr we took it, but yea ENGLISH, dammit =.= i realli nid help.

Last dae of sch

2009-05-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

Ok, people, Tmr would mark the end of term 2 of our sec 3 life. The 1 and onli sec 3 term 2 we are having, joy and sorrow are both happening in our class, conflict are everywhere. No doubt abt it, due to personality crash of different ppl trying to come together. Woots, but who care abt all this rite now, 1 mth later, we all start off as a freshman again, everything might be solve. *finger cross*

Tmr is gonna be screw, can i freaking juz fell sick rite now, i realli dun wish to turn up for PTC la, i bet it would sux big time. To add on to the wound, we having sum retarded reflection abt our result during the school hour, and sum tard spring cleaning. It gonna be some freaking bored day. I am a lifeless creature. :(

Anws just for a few of my fwen out there, srsly juz dun bother abt wad other had sae abt you, or hw they look at you, juz be wad you are, and live for wad you are living for. No point getting urself so angry over those stuff, look forward and 4get abt the past.

I can forgive and forget, but i had forget that i had forgave you. :D Cheer~

End of camp.

2009-05-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

Ok, We shall allow the time to tele bak to yest first ba, the second day of unity sec 3'09 camp.

*poof*, ok that juz for lame, and i am juz too bored ba

We had did our dragon boating at kallang river for the earlier part of the day, overall its was rather fun, plaeing around wif the water around there, trying our very best to get our boat to move. Argg, we screwed up in our planning but i think its still ok, every1 enjoy the fun there, and getting themselves wet due to the water fight. Water is flying all over the place, the coach is nt even spared from this. After all the "practice" we had, we had a mini race, my grp had turned up to be the fourth, we had so limited number of people, furthermore the guys number is sooooooo.... nt pathetic siol.

After that, we had our rocket launcher thingy la, which had realli make mi pissed off and let mi think of the chemecar incident. The first part was still rather fine when we are trying to build the launcher, nothing realli went wrong except different opition start to come in, but after that we all argeed on the same one and start working on it. We are in the same shelter as grp 5 who had build theirs in the simple way, yet it would work. My grp had build by foloing the 2pid clue that its given to us which dun seem to be any help at the first place, except its wasted our time and i think that is part of their plan. OK, the worst part come in now, its the time when every group are suppose to show hw far they can make the ball travel, and mi and alfred was toking abt the chemecar day thingy, and that retarded, brainless, fked up overall inchrg had came over to mi and ask, " y am i dismoralising my own teammate when i didnt even sae it, and putting word into my mouth, wts man." when i juz walk off, he asked mi wad attitude am i giving him. FFS, who was the one who was giving attitude la, totally spoilt the mood. If i would lost my temper that i might juz scream at him and sae. I srsly got nth to lost right now, vball? result? relationship? Project? school? NONE. Most to most, i get into sum sch trouble, expel? den oversea studies would seem to be the choice rite now. I must admit yest i was realli flare up after the incident, i was realli trying to find a punching bag juz whack it so hard to vent all my anger out. In the end, i juz went home and did sum other stuff shld i would rather enjoy and try to 4get abt those stuff.

I am realli sorry to those people(Nick, soo's, ben, nicol, clara, elvin) who i might have attitude you in a way or another or juz throw my temper at you. I was realli trying my best to cool down le, but i think nth can be done to make mi chill.

~Next day~

Ok, the last day of camp would be held in the school and seatosa. The first part of the day, we would be in school doing some of the team-building game, whereas second part would be in seatosa. Teambuilding game was rather nice and fun, it realli bond some of our teammate together. We might not hav win, but we had enjoy the game today. Fooling around, plaeing around.

The amazing race in seatosa was rather ok aso, juz that the time is realli short la, 2hr for a amazing race, we hardly can do anything. Thou in sum event, many ppl wif many diff thinking, if we shld walk or to take the tram. But yet, we all had come out to reach for a common point which every1 argeed. Today, its the first time i saw the whole team working together as 1.

After the amazing race, we cant stay in seatosa still to sum school policy or wdv crap it is la. So every1 had went bak to school to do their reflection for the 3 day camp and the game. My grp is the most quiet grp in the whole camp i guess, we had nrv done any cheers together as one, we nrv counter any "bomb" which had been throw to us. After finish the reflection, we had saw many other group taking picture together, but our group was juz that type of dao attitude la, every1 juz went on diff way. Elvin go for his disbrief, and some went to hav their dinner and so on. I think its the first time that I nrv had that kind of "dun bear to leave" thinking for the camp for last day, overall, we had onli avg spend 8 hr a day, so i dun realli think we are the so bonded up and having the open mindset to ea other yet, but other grp who realli glue up together fast might be diff.

Onli when the camp is realli over, and on our way home, we all had realli thought about wad we had did together for the past 3 day wif our darling coach and teammate, sumhw risk their life out to complete the task, other might be juz showing their sulking face, but together as a team, we try to complete as much as we can. Thinking back of all this, i felt that the camp is meaningful to me now, and I had realli enjoy the camp which is totally off my exceptation, a nt so adventurous adventurous camp. Realli wanna ty elvin for all this, i might not hav gotta noe them juz nice, but i got to know them now. Like wad you had sae, Good thing dun last forever, i guess its time for us to part and be4 that i wanna tell all this to you.

To elvin:
I got no idea how the heck you would read this, but I juz wanna apologise to you for my misbehaving for the past 3 day, and didnt realli wanna work so hard for the team, and had even show u sum attitude on the second day, I am realli sorry for all my action which might hav cause u upset, i noe that wad u sae in mouth wasnt wad u think in ur heart. You are juz too soft-hearted to us which led to incomplete stuff for the camp, but I must say that YOU ARE A GREAT COACH WHO MAKE US A BETTER PERSON, you had allow a group of people who didnt noe ea other inside out, to understand each other better and work together as a team to reach a goal. You dun even mind if u noe my name or not, but yet u still can get all of us moving at the same time. My salute to u elvin. You had juz inspire us to be a better ldr/person now. Ty alot. A quote from wad we always had been saeing, " WHO THE MAN, elvin the man" 3 cheers for you. I was realli thinking how would u ever read this man.

Nameless :D

I guess i realli nid sumone who is realli trustworthy to tok to wif all my prob rite now. Keeping everything to myself wasnt realli good, no solution can be found anws :( So please anyone.

First day of camp

2009-05-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

For the first dae of camp, we had went over to SHINES to do our high element stuff, which i totally thought its was a waste of time, 8hr onli managed to do 3 activies. Chao fast one lor. We had most of the time staring into blank, or suntanning our skin, but its seem like i am nt getting anywhere black now. Hai, my skin is still soooo dam freaking white.

Ok, i shall apologise for my yest post first, i post it when i was realli on my top yest after so many thing happen in the morning, dun wanna mention it again now.

Anws 6 june, anyone free to come unity sch funfair? pls drop mi a sms if u can come :D For sc'06+lins+faith+albert, we might go out tgt after that if quite a number of us might turn up on that dae. Hehe looking forward for the day, but nt looking forward to sell the coupon la. dammit.

Ok, its like 102 days right now, and i am still freaking stuck on whether wad i shld do? I realli nid sum1 to boost my guts rite now. I REALLI NID THEM. Tis incident had realli make mi think rather hard and realli reflect on wad i had done recently. I realli hope, REALLI hope thing would hav a changes soon.

HA, looking forward for tmr dragon boating run. Haii, the sad thing is the morning hike to sch is cancel again, due to the piggy soo's who wanted the slp so badly la. The "majority" had once again decided stuff for us. sian ah

Its 101 days and wad are you waiting for

2009-05-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

Serious, I am rather dissapointed in myself, I have yet to do wad I had promise to do, I wasnt really buzy this few days, its either i am realli lazy rite tis moment or i am having a change in my attitude now. Realli thinking back make mi feel worst, I had nrv even done a single fking stuff yet, wad the crap. And now, its juz a simple task and i cant complete it? I realli wonder hw i manage my time well, i do every other thing on earth, BUT YET THE THING SHLD IS MORE IMPT, AND ITS HAD SLIP PAST MY MIND, wtf man ty alot. If something gonna happen bcoz of this, its realli gonna be hard for mi to forgive myself le. srsly its screw up quite badly rite now.

oww, the plan that we had came out with to stay overnite at other ppl house had failed man. PARENT, PARENT, the one who had always can hav last min changes but children like us, must obey. Wts is all tis, fair? Sumtime its realli dam fked up, when ppl having the " I-care-myself-more-then-you" atttitude, and they dun even care wad u had plan wad u had do for it. Just 1 freaking word "NO", we are gone le.. GONER IS FTL LA.

Srsly, I dun even think I got the mood to enjoy the camp after series of event had happen recently, its would somehw effect the mood of me, I cant freaking show attitude to anyone, can I? I would juz be wad I am normal, happy-go-lucky. Its juz freaking like u stock up wad u wanna sae, and when 1 dae u cant take the pressure, u might just blow your top, i believe i had use this example to show someone be4. Srsly its freaking screw now.

p.s when typing this blog post, i was doing some stuff for ppl, and I realli cant control wad i am typing and the mood I am having now, tears might juz flow out anytime and I am definally sry to any1 if i had offended you in a way or another.

chemecar competition

2009-05-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hmm, had wake up dam early tis morning to go KAP for my breakfast at mac. Went to ngee ann poly for our chemecar competition. YES, WE HAD MAKE MIRACLE

We had travel 15m for the first round, and we had make it to the next round. That was our aim be4 we went there, and the day when we testing out the distance we can travel. The second round distance given to us was 15m, we was rather happy at that time, since first round we can do it, y cant we do it for the second round. But i think we did hav abit of struggle at that point of time due to where if we shld increase the amount of baking soda.

Thought we didnt realli carry much hope, but we juz wanna to bring the best out of us, and hope that the effort will pay off sumhow, but yea its onli bring us that far. We had lost to NY in the second round by less den 1m. It was realli suay as our car had bang into sumthing which had make it stop. tsk.

COP is better den nth :x , we did try our best le, no more regrat for our grp now :). After the chemecar thingy, few of us went to KAP to hav our lunch and we had crap alot there. We do realli hav fun at that times. We had walked from KAP all the way bak to my house, we took like nearly 45min-1hr. haha, sry ppl.

Today would mark the 100 days for wad had happen between us, its serious rather screw, i am not even taking any action abt tis, i realli wonder at point of time, wad am i doing rite now, tis freaking moment la. I must be able to do wad i had promise to myself. I MUST AND I CAN.

Thing wasnt going in the rite way

2009-05-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

After taking bak so many result, every1 had diff expression, be it smiling or frowning for the rest of the day over the result. I am no exception man. Failing some of my subject, having B/C for so many of my subject, its totally crap la. Its had been proven, study hard dun realli work well. Oh yea, to correct the subject i failed was ENGLISH and combine bio. (Fk it, english is like 1 of the most impt subject and i failed it, wts am i doing man...)

" Study shldnt be the onli thing resolve around student", tis sentence definably would make some sense of it. Hopefully the person who said this get famous when he grow up and make this quote to everyone brain. lol

Ok, back to the title, thing wasnt going just in anyway i wanted it to be. Being personal life or result to vball. Its had all been screwed up quite big time now i guess. Sometime, i realli wanna blame myself for being so gullible or rather retarded, to think that they had always been at my back to support mi when i fell, to be with mi when i am down. TIS IS TOTALLY WRONG MAN. I realli dunno when did i realli noticed tis, but its just came out from my own heart, and i hope i am nt wrong if nt i might be so dam dead le.

Anws, Ty you so much, u had still been the one who had always realli care for mi, despite we didnt tok for a veri long time but i knew u would be there when i nid u w/o mi opening my mouth,i would realli wanna sae ty to you so much, but when i always try to get abit more serious in our convo, u would start to find a way to avoid it. Haii, mayb time is the best to show everything ba.

Had been staying back in school recently for our chemecar project, hopefully we wont screw up on 23 may for the competition. Realli wanna ty nora, madhaven, alfred and joseph for staying back together and try out all the different amount we nid. We had all hav fun plaeing wif those stuff, getting dirty together, cleaning up the place together. I hope that u guys do enjoy the fun too :D

~edit~
OH YEA, i suddenly rmb abt this, UNITY HAD CHANGE SEC 3 CAMP FROM MSIA TRIP TO SCHOOL CAMP+ NO MORE OVERNIGHT, wad the freaking point of this camp rite now? I bet we would hardly enjoy them now la, wad the screw man. Hmm like swine flu gonna kill like million of ppl tmr lor, realli retarded. I mean its like in school le den no more overnight, i dun count that as a camp, its juz any other schoolday, but we juz no nid to study but instead we go to plae. ok wts is that.

~edit 2~
Some picture we took last thurs. We had went seatosa for the sun,sand :X
hehe, guess whose footstep is these? ITS THE PEACOCK

Hoho, guess who the teacher in the picture.
Yes, u are rite. Mr robin Goh
look whose suffering.
opps, we saw 2 teacher on the same day. Nah i am juz joking, this just looking like her, but its wasnt.

I dont like this person because xxx

2009-05-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

Had went down to YCK stadium to watch a'div boy final. HCJC vs NYJC, the normal 2 big powerhouse of JC.
The score was 27-29, 25-14, 25-20, 25-18. HCJC had won the a'div guy match, whereas NYJC had won VJC to get a'div gal champ.

Ok, todae sch was rather fine, had took bak sum of the result and as per normal reflection for CE lesson, I realli think i had put too much feeling in writing it, to shoot sumone off, was rather pissed off. Result seem to be quite ok in the class, but still far away from my own expectation. Srsly dammit :(, didnt i put in enuff effort for all the subject or wad?

Oh yea, sum1 had make a joke of todae. "You guys enjoy the sand, sea, sun and 4get to sign my form?" hehe, i think its rather obvious lor, no offend thou.

Anws life was realli screw up big time now, not just bcoz of result, u juz wont noe who will backstab you behind you, who seem to be supporting you all the time, but yet, they had realli done sumthing to make mi feel upset. REALLI upset, I dun realli noe wad to do now, and i must respect their decision for mi, its seem to be the best i guess? Coz i am still a kido, who dun hav a mindset by myself in their eye?

Btw side notes: clara is suffering from deadly STM :x, thing juz happen less den a wait can forget le, ok la no offend. :D anws its ok for 4getting that, u dun hav to keep saeing sorry to mi. C i am kind de ok :D

Ty to those encouragment that u guys had gave mi, and the special one who had realli offered his/her help to me, once again boroing mi his/her shoulder when i realli nid dem. Ty u so much